Chapter 12
CHAPTER TWELVE
“Are you frustratingly good at everything?” She restacked the playing cards and shuffled them as he smiled, his Pacific blues landing on hers, which had her breath catching, inducing a small cough.
“Pretty much.” He stretched one leg out and pulled his other knee closer to his chest. “Had to keep busy when deployed in between ops.”
“I’ll bet you were the master of Call of Duty.” A smirk stretched her lips at the image of him playing video games with a bunch of guys overseas.
He held one of the green tassels from the throw blanket they were sitting on in his hand, closing a fist around it. “More of a HALO fan. Word is I still have the best score of the game.”
“Why am I not surprised?” She started to deal the cards but paused before sliding him the last one. “What was your nickname? You had one, right?”
He dropped the tassel, and his body grew stiff.
Before she knew it, he’d stood and turned his back.
Shit. They’d been having a lighthearted conversation despite what she’d learned earlier, and now she’d probably spooked him by bringing up his so-called “classified” life.
Wine, a roaring fire, and packed bookshelves . . . she’d almost forgotten why they were secluded in the woods. Well, until now—until the moment a quietness seized hold of the room, leaving only the crackling sounds of the flames.
Luke’s fingers brushed across some of the thicker spines on one of the bookshelves, and he tipped one back and held it. “Skywalker.”
“Huh?” She released the cards, forgetting the game of Spades they’d been about to play, only able to focus on the way his muscles stretched the soft fabric of his long-sleeved tee.
“The guys liked to call me Skywalker.”
“You’re a Star Wars fan?”
“No, I’m not a sci-fi kind of guy, but during new-guy hazing, they duct-taped me to a chair and forced me to watch a few of the movies.”
A light laugh escaped her lips. “Must’ve been torture,” she teased and stood.
His shoulder blades pinched back as he reached for another book. “It was a nightmare, but the damn name stuck, whether I wanted it or not.”
“I’m sure you got payback at some point.”
“Of course,” he said, glancing back at her.
She folded her arms and tried to steal a glimpse at the new book he held. “Tolstoy?”
“What? I can’t appreciate Russian literature?” He placed War and Peace back in its place and faced her. Only a few inches of space separated them, and it wasn’t enough, especially when his eyes dipped down to her parted lips. “You’re not judging me again, are you?”
“I’m finally learning not to do that, Skywalker.
” A tiny hint of a smile crept up her face as she envisioned him lounging in a chair with a glass of German wine in one hand and the pages of Tolstoy beneath his fingertips.
This man made of steel had more sides to him than she could count, and each time she discovered a new one, her sense of desire to know even more heightened.
When his eyes breezed to hers she staggered back a step.
“I was a history major in college.”
“Meaning you had to read a lot?” She smiled. “My bachelor’s degree was in history, too.”
“I know.” He grinned.
“Right. I forgot.” Nerves tangled thick and hard in her chest before dropping into her stomach like the large ball at midnight on New Year’s Eve.
A slow countdown and then—bam!—an explosion of energy lighting everything up.
Yup, that was her right now. On fire with a sudden burst of desire to jump the man before her and unleash her stress onto him.
So, they’d only known each other for a couple of days—didn’t a near-death experience afford an unusual bond? Or was that only in the movies? Sometimes the line between reality and fiction became blurred.
“We have that in common, too, I suppose.” She turned, but at the feel of his hand on her forearm she stilled, and her eyes dropped closed.
“Tell me how else we’re alike,” he said.
The sexy gruffness in his voice had her inching into dangerous territory with flashing warning signs all over the place .
. . but she didn’t want to take the detoured route or heed caution.
She wanted to throw herself right into danger if it meant getting a second chance to feel his lips blazing a trail of heat over her skin again.
It was insane to be thinking about sex after she’d learned a terrorist wanted her, wasn’t it?
One thing was abundantly clear: no more boring Eva. No, the moment she’d received Luke’s request to rent her cabin, her life had taken a drastically new course.
“Well, neither of us can be in relationships,” she surmised.
“Why can’t you?” He didn’t lose his hold of her, even when she shifted to better view him.
Her eyes flicked skyward. “Busy with work.”
“You’re sure that’s the only reason?”
“Why would you ask that?” A queasy unease had her stomach tucking in. Could he see through her rickety walls so easily?
He angled his head when she nervously focused on him again. “You tell me.”
She wanted to pull away, to protect herself from the naked truth. But at the same time, she had a burning desire to release everything she’d held pent up inside for years, the weight of her name that pulled her under like the rough ocean currents.
“Eva, tell me what the dossier couldn’t.”
She swallowed the hard knot in her throat, noting the heavy rise and fall of his chest, and the strength of him, even though his touch on her forearm was featherlight.
“I’m scared,” she admitted.
He continued to assess her with no change on his face, so she couldn’t really get a read on him. “Scared of what?”
She closed her eyes. “I’m afraid of divorce. Afraid of having multiple failed relationships, like my parents. Afraid of being used for my name and living a lie with someone because of it.”
At the feel of his touch on her face, her lids lifted, and his thumb made a small sweeping circle on her cheek.
“I want someone to love me for me, you know? Not for my family’s name and money. Not to land a role in one of my dad’s films.” She wet her lips, a touch of saltiness there. “But I didn’t think it through, did I?”
He palmed her entire cheek before his hand slid through her hair, holding the side of her head. “How so?”
“Because how can I ever start a relationship based on a lie?”
His eyes narrowed and dropped to her mouth for a brief moment, but he didn’t say anything.
“We’re both pretending to be other people, so we have that in common, too, I guess,” she said while trying to dodge the heavier emotions before they turned from a slow drip to a downpour.
His face hardened, and the slack in his jaw disappeared when he captured her eyes once again. “I’m not pretending with you.”
She sucked in a sharp breath. “Me, either,” she said, almost breathlessly.
His forehead touched hers. “This thing between us doesn’t make sense, does it?”
She pressed her lips together, but before she could respond, he leaned back to gather her face in his hands and kiss the ever-loving hell out of her.
Hard and almost punishing at first.
His mouth left hers for a brief moment, his lips hovering before hers as he stared deep into her eyes as if seeking reassurance from her.
She gave a quick nod.
He moved closer to her, kissing her again, which had her walking backward as his tongue roved the inside of her mouth.
With closed eyes, she continued to move until a piece of furniture blocked her backward path.
Luke’s hands found her hips, and he lifted her up and onto the desk. She wrapped her legs tight around him as he leaned into her, never breaking the kiss.
Hungry and fierce. Ravenous.
His hard length pressed against her, and she desperately wanted to free him.
Both hands braced against the desk on each side of her once he stepped back, his eyes raking her body. He cupped his mouth, and she wasn’t sure if he was trying to prevent himself from coming back to her or strategizing his next move.
She bit her lip and arched her shoulders with anticipation, hoping for the second option.
He peeled off his shirt and unbuttoned the top of his dark denim jeans, exposing the gorgeous cut of his muscles.
“What do you want me to do?” she whispered.
“Besides get naked while I go down on you?”
Her thighs instantly tightened. “Ohh.”
A flicker of excitement crossed his face as he motioned for her to rise. He took her lip between his teeth, gently biting, as he shoved off her pants and underwear and slid a thick finger across her soaking wet center.
He released her lip but didn’t stop pleasuring her with his touch between her legs. “Take off your shirt. I’d do it for you, but my fingers are a little busy right now.” His other hand wrapped around her hip bone and bit into the flesh of her ass cheek.
Her pulse slammed hard at the side of her throat, and she fought the urge to rock against his palm as he took his sweet time touching her.
“You’re not coming yet, honey. My mouth will be taking care of that.
” A slow roll of Southern came from his voice as a wave of pleasure tore through her and shot up into her chest, making her nipples harden with the need to be sucked by his perfect mouth.
“It’s hard for me to take my shirt off with you doing that.” She closed her eyes and held onto him, fighting back the desire to orgasm. He was barely touching her, and yet, she was on the brink of losing her mind.
“If you want something bad enough,” he brushed his mouth over hers, “you find a way.”
Her fingertips dug into the hard planes of his chest, and her hands skated slowly down his abs.
He gripped her ass even harder, and she gasped. “Shirt. Now,” he all but grunted.
Gathering the hem in her hands, even though his body was practically melded to hers now, she wrestled with the material, trying to lift it without banging him with her elbows—she didn’t want to kill the mood by hitting him.
“Bra,” he rasped as his finger plunged deeper inside, which had her tightening her muscles and arching forward even more.