14. Cashlynn
CHAPTER 14
CASHLYNN
I ignored the way my heart hammered in my chest and my hands shook as I dried my body. Goosebumps covered my skin. I stared at myself in the mirror, running my eyes down my naked frame. Today I had officially become Cashlynn Tavarez.
Tavarez.
I huffed. It hit me that I was now a Tavarez. I bit the inside of my cheek and gripped my towel tighter. My muscles were rigid and my stomach was queasy. As soon as we got to his house outside of the city, I ignored Nazai and went straight to the same bathroom he’d first caught me in, which I learned was the master bath. Knowing what Nazai expected of me once I left the bathroom caused me to bite the inside of my cheek harder. A copper taste fell on my tongue.
I eyed the collar around my neck. It seemed to have become a part of me to the point I didn’t even feel it on me anymore. It was the constant reminder that I had signed my soul over to the devil.
Standing straight I pushed a heavy breath out of my nose. I wrapped my towel around my body, cursing myself for not bringing my duffle bag with my clothes inside.
Realizing I couldn’t stay in the bathroom all night, I finally pushed out another deep breath and turned to leave. When I stepped into the bedroom, Nazai was sitting on the edge of the bed with his phone to his ear. My brain suddenly stopped working as I watched his mouth move but couldn’t hear exactly what he was saying. His orbs penetrated me, causing my skin to grow hot. He scanned me over, his eyes growing darker.
I swallowed hard and pressed my lips together tightly. He was shirtless, giving a full display of his tattoo covered chest and torso. His pecs were cut to perfection—broad and defined. My stomach rolled and a balloon of tension expanded in my chest.
Nazai hung the phone up, reaching over and setting it on the table before he stood. My eyes dropped to the towel wrapped around his waist. His long, muscular legs showcasing from under it. My throat constricted laying eyes on the noticeable outline of a bulge under the thin fabric. Nazai made a sound, causing my eyes to snap up and my cheeks to flood with heat. A crooked grin was on his face.
Rolling my eyes, I swallowed hard and went to where my bag was on the end of the bed.
My body stilled when he got behind me and pressed up against me. He reached over and grabbed my wrist just as I was picking the bag up.
“You don’t need anything in there right now.” Straightening my spine, I snatched away from him and spun around, glaring at him.
“Don’t touch me!”
He smirked. “You’re my wife now. I can touch you whenever I want.” To prove his point he reached out and brushed his hands from my collarbone over to my arms.
“No you can’t,” I gritted, pulling out of his touch and ignoring the goosebumps that formed and the way my skin hummed with awareness.
Nazai narrowed his eyes and reached out again. He gripped my arm and yanked me closer to him. “The more you fight me, the more I want to break you.” His voice came out in a low, husky timbre, sending a ripple through my belly.
My breathing sped up and I willed my face to stay still. The last thing I wanted was for Nazai to think he affected me in any way.
He leaned in and his nose brushed against my collarbone, his beard tickling my skin. His lips grazed my flesh. My breath hitched as my heart slammed against my too tight ribcage. I squeezed my eyes shut, reaching out and grabbing his wrist, digging my nails into his skin. My jaw tightened.
“I can’t wait to have you under me and begging.”
“I’ll never beg you for shit,” I rushed out in a strained and thick voice.
I jumped and my lips parted when his teeth sank into where my shoulder and neck met. My nails dug deeper into his wrist. The night was still fuzzy, but faint pictures of us in his office flashed through my mind. The way my body felt alive and on fire as he kissed and touched me. How my pussy cried when his lips made love to it as if it were his last meal.
Nazai’s hand moved to the front of my towel again and he tugged it, causing it to come undone and fall to my feet. His dick tented his towel, pushing against my thigh. His tongue swiped up my neck up to my ear where he nipped the lobe. My hand not gripping his wrist balled tightly. Pulling back, he licked his lips and examined the front of my body. Blinking slowly, I bit down on my back molars. My body trembled. I hated how my nipples hardened under his eyes and touch. Between my legs seeped with wetness.
Spinning us around, Nazai smirked as he pushed me backward, causing me to fall on the bed.
“Normally you have more mouth on you. You’re mighty quiet right now.”
My nostrils flared and my chest rose and fell slowly. “Fuck you!”
That smirk ticked back onto his face. “Nah, I’m about to fuck you though.” Snatching the towel off his waist, he hovered over me on the bed and lowered his face to my breasts. His tongue flickered over my nipple and his teeth sank into it. A moan left my mouth and my back lifted off the bed. I squeezed my eyes shut, trying to mentally distract myself from the euphoric sensation rushing through my body. He moved his hand between my legs and pressed my clit. I gasped and my breathing picked up.
“Get off me,” I gritted, attempting to push him. He grabbed me and moved his hands up, keeping me hostage with one and moving the other back between my legs.
My body and mind were currently at odds. While my body melted into the touch, vibrating with desire, my mind fought against it, begging me to fight.
I wiggled under him and attempted to break out of his tight hold.
“That’s right, fight me, Wildfire.” He teased my bud with his tongue. Two of his fingers pushed into my pussy, causing me to hiss. My walls locked around them. I hated how sensitive my nipples were and that he knew it. The more he teased and played with them, the hornier I felt myself getting. My pussy became wetter. My skin prickled with need.
“Mhm, so fucking tight,” he growled, moving to the valley between my breasts, biting the side of one.
“No,” I moaned when he pushed deeper into me. My stomach quivered. I wriggled more under him, my mind going into fight or flight. My body craved his touch. My pussy clenched around his digits. His dick poked me, precum wetting the top of my mound.
“Can’t wait to feel you stretch around my dick. This pussy’s already soaked for me.” He released my hands and lifted. His eyes burned into me.
“My collar looks good on you.” He went to reach for it but I moved out his touch. He snatched his fingers out of me and I winced and flinched when he slapped my pussy and quickly grabbed the collar. He yanked my body up and leaned forward until his face was just inches from mine. “Originally I only put it on you to track you but seeing it now, along with my ring on your finger, proves you belong to me.” His eyes dropped to the pear-shaped, three point five carat diamond and fourteen karat white gold ring on my finger.
His hands lightly brushed my neck under the collar. Jolts of electricity shot through my veins. “You might act like you don’t want it, but your body tells me differently. I can see it in your eyes, you want me to fuck you, don’t you? You want me to stretch that pussy until it’s weeping around my dick.”
My cheeks flushed as my nostrils flared and my breathing was still heavy. Anger burrowed in my chest, partly because of his taunting, partly because my body refused to agree with my head. Lifting my hand, I sent it across his face before I could think. “That’s what I think of you and your dick. And I don’t belong to anyone!”
His head whipped sideways then slowly turned back to me. His eyes flashed and darkened as his nostrils expanded. Nazai’s jaw ticked before his mouth slowly lifted in a crude smile.
“That’s the fight I was looking for.”
I went to strike him again, but this time he caught my hand and squeezed. My eyes tightened but I fought not to show the pain.
Nazai’s hand went to my cheeks. He squeezed them tightly, then leaned forward and licked my lips. I inhaled a deep breath. My eyes fluttered.
Releasing me, Nazai moved off me and flipped me so I was on my front. He spread my thighs and positioned himself behind me. My heart thudded when he grabbed me by my sweated-out tresses and gripped them tightly, yanking my head back.
He leaned over my body and whispered in my ear. “Say sorry and I’ll take it easy on you.”
“Fuck you! I’m not apologizing for shit,” I gritted and my scalp screamed when he pulled my hair tighter. Tears pooled in my eyes.
“Have it your way.” He pulled my hips up and pushed the small of my back down, creating an arch.
My stomach fluttered when his lips went to my shoulder and his teeth nipped my skin. I clenched the comforter tightly. My teeth sank into my bottom lip. I didn’t want to want this. I tried to tell myself to fight but my sense froze when I felt his dick brush over my pussy from behind.
His lips were back to my ear. His warm breath brushed across it. “You act like you don’t want me, but why is your pussy so wet?” The hairs on the back of my neck rose, creeping with heat.
“I don’t.” I attempted to move out of his hold. “I hate you!”
I bit back the moan that desperately wanted to escape as he ran his dick up and down my entrance.
He chuckled darkly. “Good. Hate sex is hot as fuck.” He pushed forward. The tip of his dick teased my entrance. “By the time I’m done with you, your pussy will only remember me.”
“I heard men who talk a lot are making up for something. You probably don’t even know how to fuck good—ah!” I cried when he slammed into me. My body froze and my breath got caught in my throat. Pain rippled from my pussy up my spine.
“Don’t get quiet on me now, Wildfire. Keeping talking shit.” He tightened his hand on my hair. My neck strained and ached. My body tensed and more tears pooled in my eyes, slowly streaming down my face.
Nothing about the way Nazai was fucking me was gentle. I attempted to speak but my words refused to form. Pleasure and pain twisted through my body in a way I’d never felt before.