Chapter 33
CHAPTER 33
ESME
For a few seconds, I was too surprised to respond. After a few steadying breaths, I managed to come up with an intelligible response, though I shook my head when my brain told me I hadn’t actually said anything out loud. “I was tested on the first day of training camp. I was negative. I definitely haven’t been with anyone since then.”
Jake giggled with delight as he pushed me backward onto the couch and climbed on top of me to straddle my legs. “Then problem solved.”
I glanced up at him, trying to sound less bothered than I felt about the idea of Jake having casual sex with people. “Is this something you do often?”
“Sex?” He raised an eyebrow and rocked our dicks together. “I like sex. I don’t often turn it down. I like knowing I’ve got PrEP as a backup as well.” He adjusted so I had easy access to prep him, not hesitating to take my hand and show me what he wanted. When my finger touched his pucker, he let out a moan before managing to focus back on me. “That doesn’t mean I’m a total man-whore either. I’m not going without protection unless I trust the person.”
Jake waited until I was looking him in the eye, then spoke with a fierceness I hadn't expected from him. “And I don't sleep around. When I’m with someone, I’m with only them.”
Oh . I nodded slowly. “Same with me.”
Jake gave a satisfied nod and turned his attention to the packet of lube that had fallen beside us. “Now, are you going to prep me? Or should I do the honors?”
He twisted around to pick the packet off the couch and managed to show me his entire tattoo. Though I was horny and more than ready to sink inside of him, my curiosity still got the better of me. “I’ve never had the chance to tell you how much I love your ink.”
Jake gave me a proud grin. “Thanks.”
“I’ve been curious about it since I saw it the first time… What does it mean?”
“It’s a phoenix. It’s for my grandmother. She lost everything, including my granddad, in a fire when my mom was little. She worked her fingers to the bone raising my mom and aunts and uncles alone. By the time they graduated, she’d built a beautiful life for them. She always said to me, ‘Out of the ashes, beauty rises. But you have to work for it.’ That saying has kept me going many times.”
I gestured toward the rainbow tail feathers. “And the tail? It’s not a traditional look.”
Jake shook his head, looking more bashful than before. “It’s the last thing I had done. When I’d finally accepted myself and my sexuality.”
“I love it. And that it means so much to you.”
I was almost afraid I’d ruined the moment, but Jake held up the foil packet and ripped it open. He took my hand and looked up at me with a wink as he squeezed lube onto my index and middle fingers. “And just like I’ve fully accepted my sexuality, I’ve also fully accepted I want your dick in my ass right the fuck now.”
One second he was smirking at me, the next his head was thrown back as my finger played with his rim. He rocked his hips, forcing his dick to rub along the underside of mine until I placed my free hand on his thigh to still his movements.
“Are you in charge?” The stern sound of my words came as a surprise to me.
Jake wasn’t deterred. “No.” He blinked down at me with a wicked grin on his face and I knew I was in for trouble with him. He pushed back against my fingers, urging them inside of him. “Fuck. Fuck me.”
Adjusting my grip, I held Jake’s ass with one hand and used the other to run up his stomach. His skin was warm and his firm stomach fluttered under my touch. The light fur on his stomach tickled my hands, and a feather of his tattoo wrapped around his shoulder, drawing my attention every time my eyes glanced over at the spot.
Jake’s body had enough mass to feel him on top of me, pinning me in place. I loved the feeling of his skin beneath my hand and his throaty gasps and desperate whimpers as I took my time exploring his body. Eventually, my thumb dipped into his belly button on my way to his cock while the fingers of my other hand still toyed with the outside of his hole.
“Please. Make me feel good.”
“I will. I’ll give you everything you’re looking for.” I pressed my index finger inside of him and marveled at how greedily he took it. “What a needy boy. So desperate to ride me.”
His head nodded so fast I worried he was going to hurt himself. “Yes. Want your cock.”
I pressed a second finger inside of him and felt the slightest bit of resistance, but I wasn’t being anywhere near as cautious as I’d been the first time I'd stretched him.
Jake only stopped his needy moans and groans for a few seconds while his body adjusted to my second finger, and then he was once again trying to fuck himself against both my hand around his cock and my fingers inside of him. “Please.” He panted frantically. “Please. Please. Fuck me. Inside. Need you.”
With only two fingers in his body, I’d erased his ability to form full sentences. My patience was stretched thin and I was on the verge of orgasming from him grinding on my fingers, so I removed them, spread more lube, and returned to his hole. I pushed inside with three slicked fingers, feeling his channel squeeze and stretch as it tried to accommodate them.
Jake gasped loudly and his dick pulsed hard in my grip. “Ohhh.” The sound slipped from him like a balloon deflating and his movements paused as he adjusted to the fullness. I held my hand still by force of will and sheer stubbornness until I felt him relax, and he eventually sighed.
With his hands on my shoulders, Jake looked down at me with a lust-drunk grin. “Holy shit. You’ve got big fingers.”
“At the risk of sounding corny, that’s not the only big thing on me.”
Jake laughed and with it, my fingers slid all the way into him. This time, his gasp was of pure delight and he rocked against my hand once more, his cock again lengthening in my other hand. “Oh damn. So full.” His words spurred me on and I pumped my fingers in and out of him a few times before crooking them inside his body and hitting his sweet spot.
Jake forgot all about grinding on me. When he recovered from the sensation, he gripped my forearms and looked me dead in the eye. “Again. Please. Again.”
I obliged, only to pull my hand from his body when he gasped. He let out a pained moan at the loss while I slathered my dick in the remaining lube before encouraging him upright. “You aren’t going to come on my fingers, baby. You wanted me in you, and I sure as hell plan on being there.” I adjusted him to line his hole up with the head of my cock.
Partly tormenting him and partly double-checking, I paused to look into his eyes. “Unless you’ve changed your mind.”
At my cocked eyebrow, Jake growled in frustration. “Hell no, I haven’t changed my mind.” He tried to sink down on my dick, but my fist around my cock prevented him. I moved the hand around his dick to rest at his hip bone.
“How quickly you forget who’s in charge here.”
Jake started to roll his eyes at me, but I moved my hand and allowed my tip to enter him. The eye roll turned into wide-eyed shock and he wiggled back and forth. “Oh. Oh yes.”
No matter how much I wanted to let Jake take charge and slide onto me at his own pace, I knew this wasn’t the time. Through unspoken agreement, I was showing him I would be able to take both care and charge of him.
Inch by painfully slow inch, I guided Jake down, his ass slowly stretching to accommodate my girth. Every few seconds, Jake let out another curse or gasp, his sounds more telling of his feelings than anything else. Then he was seated on my lap, my dick fully inside of him, and we both sighed in relief.
“So tight.” And so hot. His channel had felt amazing around my fingers, but having him around my cock again, this time with no condom between us, was nearly more than I could take.
“Fuck me. Please. Use my ass.” Jake used a finger to tweak his nipple, sending his cock dancing on my stomach.
My hands supported his ass just enough that I could pump my hips slowly while raising and lowering his body. He threw his head back with pleasure and let me take complete control of the encounter. With one hand on my chest, Jake allowed me to move him up and down my cock, taking everything I gave him with pleased purrs, whimpers, and grunts.
I wanted to take my time and spend the rest of the day buried inside him, tormenting him until he was so desperate to come he wouldn’t be able to speak. Unfortunately, it would mean tormenting myself in the process, and I wasn’t going to be able to hold off. The feelings were too intense to ride out much longer and I was already getting desperate.
And so was Jake. “Please. Please can I come? I need to. I need to come.”
“Yeah?” I pushed harder into him, rolling my hips as I slid fully into his body, and Jake cried out.
“Yes! Daddy, please. Please let me come!”
Whether he’d meant to call me Daddy or not was beside the point. He’d said it and a beast was unleashed inside of me. I was no longer able to hold anything back, needing to feel him come around my dick. “Touch yourself, baby. Come on Daddy’s chest. Mark me and let me know how much you like it.”
Jake’s hand was already wrapped around his cock and he was stroking hard and fast. “Please. Daddy, can I come now?”
Drunk on lust and nearly delirious with the need to come, I nodded. “Yes, baby. Come on me.”
Jake’s hand worked his dick with deft pumps of his fist until he froze at the same time cum shot onto my chin and chest. After the initial spray, he pumped more slowly, letting his cum fall to my stomach in hot waves as I continued to pound into him. His ass contracted and milked me until I followed him over the edge, emptying my load into his ass.
As our orgasms subsided, I worried things would be awkward. Erasing my fears, Jake leaned forward and kissed me languidly, unconcerned about his cum on my beard or my dick still in his ass. He kissed me until our breathing had evened out and my dick was debating a second round. When he finally sat back, my cock was mostly soft inside of him and cum had begun to drip from his ass and down my balls.
“Damn, Daddy. You’ve got an amazing cock.” He winked and slowly began to extricate himself from my lap. He winced when my dick slid from his hole. “Oh, I’m very stretched.” He tried to giggle, but I could hear the discomfort in his voice as he turned and hurried to the bathroom.
A glance at his retreating behind showed cum leaking down his thighs. I chuckled to myself and stood to follow him. Before I made it very far, I caught Stank and Chloe staring at me and I narrowed my eyes at the doors. I opened them and grabbed one of the towels I kept by the doors to wipe Chloe down, then stood to find Jake.
“Behave yourselves.” I doubted either understood the words I’d said, but it made me feel better to say them.
It only took a few seconds to find Jake in the bathroom wetting a washcloth in the sink. “Let me help you, baby.”
He jumped at my voice and turned startled eyes my way but didn’t resist when I reached out to take the cloth from his hands. I wrung it out and turned my attention to his ass and thighs, paying close attention to if he was sore. The only sound he made was a hum of pleasure when the warm cloth made contact with his skin and he remained silent as I finished cleaning both his back and front, then grabbed a clean cloth and repeated the steps on myself before turning on the water and cleaning my face of the cum that had landed in my beard.
In the mirror, I could see how tired his eyes were. It had been an eventful few hours since he’d woken up and we hadn’t even gotten through the things I’d bought him.
“Come on, baby. Let’s go get dressed again and you can take a nap.” Hell, maybe we ’ ll both take a nap .
“Elle.”
“Where is she?”
Jake looked at me blankly before gesturing out of the bathroom. When I blinked in confusion, he chuckled and shook his head at himself. “Sorry, my brain’s not fully in gear. I think I left some of it in the back room. Elle’s back there. So is my pacifier.”
“Go on to my room. I’ll grab them both and then I’ll be up.” I turned, hoping Chloe hadn’t eaten his binkie again.
Chloe and Stank were nowhere to be found and Jake’s binkie and Elle were safely on the couch. It didn’t take more than two minutes to grab his things and make it to my room, discovering where my pets had disappeared to when I got there. Jake had made himself at home and gotten into my bed with Chloe and Stank right next to him, soaking up all the attention he’d give them.
“There you are.” Jake yawned as I handed over his binkie and Elle. “Thanks.”
I placed a kiss on his forehead. “Sleep.” Jake’s finger brushed against my chest as he began to drift off to sleep, working the binkie between his lips.