Chapter 27
Goldie’s lips tasted like heaven and sin as she pinned me to the floor atop her cozy carpet that felt like a cloud against my back. I had challenged her to prove I wanted Tanner.
Not because I thought she should.
But because I needed her to. I needed her to do it; I was too scared to admit it.
And she never blinked twice before taking over for me. Leading me. Controlling the situation for me.
Tanner stripped the rest of his clothes off as Goldie slid her thigh between mine and rocked her hips, making us both moan.
I was soaked; she was dripping, together we were a mess.
Together, we were perfect.
She knew I was scared, but she didn’t call it that. She knew me.
“Always cocky.” She moaned against my lips, pushing my thighs apart wider and using her fingers against my clit to distract me. “Always in control of everything. But not now. Not here.”
“Prove it.” I repeated, fighting her as she pushed my knee toward my chest and rubbed her pussy against mine, making us both curse in pleasure. “Careful, or you’re going to prove my point that I only need you, Goldie.”
She grinned, her pretty little sweetheart smile that held so much warmth. Tonight, it held more to it, though.
It held honesty.
It held power.
It held—everything.
She was everything. And she was right. I wanted more.
I wanted Tanner.
Thank God he was a good man, not one to boast or brag for his own selfish needs as he watched us on the floor. He was silent, standing over us with that perfect, gentlemanly restraint I both loved and hated about him.
The same restraint he had used for years when I tried to goad him into a verbal sparring match.
The same restraint that kept him from calling me out on my obvious desire for him.
Tanner was perfect, just like Goldie was.
Which was why I couldn’t tell him how much I wanted him. Because then he could deny me. Because then he could shift and hold it over me. Because then he could break me.
Break this fragile new connection between the three of us.
And I couldn’t stomach the idea of that, even if I doubted he would ever do something so cruel. My brain just wouldn’t let me give in.
Even if everything in my body wanted to beg Goldie and Tanner to take me.
To choose me.
To want me.
“You came on my face earlier,” Goldie bit my neck and caused me to cry out for more as she teased me. “But you were looking at him when you did it.”
“Liar.” I argued, thinking back to when she had her face between my thighs, feasting on me like it was her last meal with Tanner behind her, holding her. Leading her.
“I’m not, and you know it.” She purred, lifting both of my legs to my chest and sitting on them so our bodies were touching in the most intimate place.
Slowly she rocked her hips, bracing her weight on my legs as we both shivered from the stimulation.
“Tanner held my face against your pussy for you to ride while he made me come. He made you come at the same time.”
My eyes flicked away from her delectable body to him, standing on the edge of the carpet. Silent and naked. Magnificent and powerful, and my pussy clenched, desperate to feel him deep inside of me. But still, there was that part of my mind that wouldn’t shut up.
He wasn’t mine.
He wouldn’t choose me if she didn’t want him to.
“I know what you were thinking about when he made us both come, too.” Goldie pushed on. And I turned my attention back to her.
Blinking, “Impossible.”
She grinned seductively, rolling her hips, “So you weren’t thinking about how good it would feel to fuck Tanner with me when you came a moment ago?
” She urged, pushing me mentally, and my body trembled underneath her as I fought not to come.
I could feel the panic in my eyes, but she went on anyway.
Only Goldie knew I needed to come to terms with it, or it would build in my gut until I exploded from it all.
I knew that I deserved to embrace my true self, and she was going to help me.
“You weren’t thinking about how good it would feel to take his thick cock deep into your body?
Hmm?” She hummed, leaning forward even more, still rubbing her body against mine, but reached behind her and pushed two fingers deep into my pussy.
I was pinned beneath her as she used her body weight against me to keep it that way, at her mercy.
Panting, I let her. I loved the way her eyes lit on fire as she thrust her fingers in and out.
“Goldie,” I stammered, swallowing as she twisted her wrist and curled her fingers toward my g-spot. “Fuck!”
“Tell me the truth, baby. Because I can see it. You can try to hide it all you want, but I won’t.
I won’t hide my feelings for both of you, and you don’t have to either.
You and your heart are safe here, in this room, with us.
We won’t hurt you. We want you.” Turning, she looked up at Tanner, who slowly stroked his cock, watching us. “Isn’t that right, Tanner?”
I panted, staring at the man who was holding my next breath in his hands as she trusted him with everything.
Everything.
“That’s right.” He confirmed confidently, and my eyes fell closed in relief. “I want you both so fucking bad, Rhea.”
Goldie went on, “Right now, I’m thinking about how sexy you’re going to look on your hands and knees, pinning me down just like I am you, our pussies wet and silky against each other, our bodies pressed together as one, with Tanner behind you, fucking your pussy and then pulling out and fucking mine. ”
“Shit!” I cursed, lips parting on a scream as liquid fire burned my entire body. I dug my nails into her thighs. “Don’t stop.” I begged. “More. Tell me more.”
I could tell Goldie was nearly cross-eyed with the need to come, but she held off, pushing me through my reservations and my orgasm together in sync, proving how fucking good it could be if I’d just trust them.
“He’s going to fuck us both, making us both come all over his cock until he’s feral for his release.
He’s good like that, baby.” She glanced up at Tanner again with a dirty smirk on her lips.
“He’s so damn good like that, he always takes care of me first. He’s going to get us off, and then when he can’t take it anymore, we’re going to get on our knees for him, and we’re going to suck him off together. ”
“I’m going to come!” I screamed, the sound ripping free of my chest as she pushed another finger into my needy body and rubbed my clit with her body.
“We’re going to suck him so good. We’re going to thank him for making us feel good.
” She panted, and then my body broke, giving in and shattering as I started squirting, coming all over her hand and pussy.
God, it wrecked me in the best possible way when she joined me, using our bodies together through our orgasms and down the other side before collapsing forward against my chest.
I buried my hands in her hair, pulling her lips to mine, both of us still folded up with our knees to our chests as we kissed. I sensed Tanner moving, but kept my eyes closed as she sucked my tongue into her mouth, consuming me and my fears.
“Fuck,” A deep growl came from over us as I opened my eyes in time to feel Tanner push his cock into Goldie’s body from behind. She was on top of me still, her swollen pussy lips against mine as he pushed in and I felt the ridges of his cock before they disappeared inside of her. “So good.”
He gave me what I needed, without being too much or too fast. I could feel him going deeper into her as he pressed against her pelvis, tight against mine, and I moaned.
“Such a good girl,” I cooed, pulling her head back and resting her forehead against mine as he pushed all the way in until the tops of his thighs pressed tight against my ass.
I could feel the coarse short hair on his groin rub against my sensitive smooth skin and nearly came again from it all over again. “Make him feel good.”
“Make him feel good with me.” She panted as he pulled out. She shifted her hips just a fraction of an inch when he pulled out, and then I felt the head of his cock against my own pussy but not where he would penetrate me.
I held my breath, opening my eyes again to find his locked on me from over her shoulder as he pushed forward.
His slick cock slid between our bodies, using our lips as a faux pussy to rub between, and everyone in the room groaned at the feeling of tight pressure, pushing, pulling and rubbing every nerve all at once.
God, I didn’t think anything would feel better than taking him inside of me, but this—this felt like more.
It felt like a choice.
It felt like something was happening in unison between the three of us, all at once.
“Again,” Goldie panted, reaching back to drag her nails over the delicious V of his adonis belt right above his cock.
He pulled back, letting the head of his cock slide out from between us completely, before tapping against my hole and I clenched for it, desperate to feel him, but he aimed higher again, pushing back between us.
“You’re going to hate this,” Goldie said with a ghost of a smile on her lips as he thrust again, without pulling out from between us. “And I’m going to love it.”
“What?” I panted, forcing air between my lungs as he wrapped one hand over her shoulder, holding her still as he pushed harder.
Faster.
Deeper.
I almost screamed from how good it felt, but stopped myself, because if I did, then I’d beg for more.
“You have to say it, Rhea.” Goldie said, leaning up and looking down between our bodies as his cock appeared, slipping between our pussies and retreating again.
“Say what?” I panted.
“That you want me.” Tanner said powerfully, with a thread of darkness in the timbre of his voice. “Tell me you want me and I’ll fuck you so good, Rhea.” He pushed in again and his jaw clenched. “But if you won’t say the words, like I did, then you don’t get it.”
“Tanner.” I clenched my teeth in defiance, and Goldie shifted her hips again when he pulled out, and then her eyes rolled shut as he pushed inside her body, leaving me sputtering in frustration.
“Say it, Hotshot. Use your words to tell me you want this. I need your consent. I need your permission.” He demanded, pulling out and thrusting hard into Goldie, rocking her against my clit as she leaned up taking him deeper.
“Tell me to fuck you, I won’t even make you beg for it, though I want to. ”
“Dammit,” I cursed, digging my nails into her hips as she rocked against my clit, pushing me deeper into insanity.
“Please. God, fuck me, Tanner.” I broke, falling headfirst into need and trust and peril as I held his steady gaze, Goldie’s smile burned into my peripheral vision.
“I’ll beg. I don’t care. Please fuck me. ”
“Good girl.” He growled as if he’d been holding it in the whole fucking night, and then the thick head of his cock, wet with our combined need, pushed into my body for the first time. “God, yes!”
The stretch stole my breath as he gave me every inch without pause, like he couldn’t hold back any more than I could.
“Mmh,” Goldie hummed, rubbing her clit on mine as he stopped when he was buried completely inside of me. “I can feel him.” She rocked her hips and pushed against his cock, through my body, making lightning bolts of ecstasy race through my body. “Tell me how you feel.”
“Like I’m never going to breathe again if you two don’t make me come.” I rasped in desperation, squirming beneath her for more of that fire when my g-spot got pinned between them.
Tanner’s hands found my hips, and he spread his knees before pulling out and pushing back in, hard and fast, and I was lost to him.
“You feel so fucking good, Rhea.” He groaned and tipped his head back in pleasure as he fucked me for the first time with Goldie pinned between us, riding me for her own pleasure.
“Kiss me.” She purred, taking my lips as she lay flat against my chest, changing the angle of Tanner’s thrusts, and I screamed into her mouth as they made me orgasm, harder than I ever imagined possible.
“Fuck yes,” He moaned, watching us as he fucked me through it. “I’m so close.”
“Fill Goldie up.” I panted, fighting for my breath as I begged him to steal hers. “Give it to her, too.”
With the next thrust, he pulled out and filled her up, making her cry out as she bit my neck, taking every inch.
I could feel him, the same way she had when he was fucking me.
I laid there, watching them both chase ecstasy in wonder before Goldie cried out, falling off the edge of her orgasm and then Tanner cursed, gripping my hips and took a handful of her hair to hold us still as he pounded into her, filling her up.
Just like I said.
Just like I begged him to do.
And for the first time, I realized that power didn’t have to be wielded from the top. It didn’t have to be used as control or even dominance.
When used right, power and trust felt a whole lot like I imagined love did.
And I had a new thirst for more of it.