EPILOGUE
Gizmo
Eighteen Months Later
T he sun isn’t even up yet, but sleep is impossible right now on today of all days.
The anticipation feels like the moment before the beat drops in a song. You know it’s coming and yet when it hits, you feel it in every part of you.
The fireplace flickers in front of us, casting soft shadows over the massive living room in our house— ourhouse .
The idea still blows my mind that we’re here. That she’s here. And that we’re ten times stronger, better, more in love than I ever thought a person could be.
It’s fucking insanity.
And the reason for that overload of sensations is curled up beside me on the couch, her legs draped over my lap, a steaming mug of coffee between her hands. She’s barely touched it. Her eyes keep flicking to the television, to the screen where the nominations are about to be announced.
The song. Our song .
The one I couldn’t seem to get right until she came along.
The one I could hear but struggled with creating until I knew she was mine.
Beauty often comes after struggle.
Those were her words then and they’ve proven to be true now.
That beauty after struggle, Sweet Surrender, has topped the charts this year, climbed its way into people’s hearts, and somehow, impossibly, landed itself in Grammy contention.
And life—our life—has never been better.
The bakery is thriving.Boomingeven. After we got Paul out of the picture for good, Hendrix threw herself into the business and made it even more extraordinary than it already was. There’s even a six-month waitlist for her custom cookies now, and just last week, Food & Wine featured her in an article about up-and-coming specialty shops in the Los Angeles area.
I’ve never seen her shine the way she does when she’s in that kitchen, covered in flour, creating magic out of sugar and butter.
And I get to call her mine.
Hendrix chews on her bottom lip, and I reach out, tugging it free with my thumb. “You’re nervous,” I murmur, amused.
She snorts. “I’m not nervous. You’re nervous.”
I grin. “You’ve been gripping that coffee cup like it personally offended you.”
She rolls her eyes and sets it down in a show of defiance. “There. Happy? I am not nervous. You’re going to get nominated this morning, which is good and bad. Good because that means you’re about to be one of eight songs nominated for Song of the Year. Bad because that means it’s going to be a mad scramble to find a dress suitable enough to wear to the event.”
“Designers will be clamoring to dress you, Cookie.”
“Of course they will.” She presses a kiss to my shoulder. “They’ll want to dress the wife of the songwriter who is going to win.”
“Let’s not get ahead of ourselves. I haven’t even been nominated yet.”
“You’re about to be though . . .”
And before I can respond, before I can tell her not to jinx the process, the screen changes graphics, and a voice fills the room.
“And the nominees for Song of the Year are . . .”
A list of names scrolls across the screen—all the writers who wrote the hits that kept the world singing this past year—and my chest goes tight, my heart hammering, the world narrowing to this singular moment—
And then I hear it.
“Jase Gizmodo— Sweet Surrender .”
For a second, I don’t move. I don’t breathe.
Then Hendrix launches herself at me, her arms wrapping around my neck, her laughter bright withmineas she presses kisses over my face.
“Oh my God, oh my God, you did it!” she squeals.
Our phones start chirping and ringing like the world has been set on fire. The texts keep coming but there are certain ones that stand out. Specific ones I care about.
Vince: It’s about fucking time. Congrats, man.
Hawke: One helluva song. They finally got it right.
Rocket: It was all Hendrix, wasn’t it? Tell her congrats.
Nathaniel: I’m proud of you brother. Mom is too, in her own way too.
The last one puts me in a chokehold like I didn’t expect. I squeeze my eyes closed, pull Hendrix close, and hang on for dear life.
“You really did it,” Hendrix says against the base of my throat as the texts keep coming.
“No. We did it,” I correct and revel in the feel of her against me. My anchor. My beauty on the other side of my struggle. My everything .
And we did do it. We survived the odds. We made this work.
“I love you, you know.” She leans back and brushes a kiss to my lips.
“I do. I’m one lucky son of a bitch that you do.”
“You know what’s better than a Grammy nomination?” she asks, mischief in her eyes.
I smirk, my hands sliding down her back as she straddles me, pressing herself flush against me. “What’s that?”
She leans in, lips brushing mine, and whispers, “Celebrating.”
I grin, rolling her underneath me on the couch. “Time to live a little.”
“Time to live and love a lot.” She laughs, bright and free, and I know— Iknow —this is just the beginning.
Because for once in my life, I finally got it right.