Chapter 5
Chapter five
Logan
I held my shoulders straight, hiding my pain as I left the brig, but once I was safely outside, I let out a groan and pressed against the corridor wall for a moment.
My world was spinning, and Olzi’s tail was impacting me more than I’d anticipated.
I figured I’d just weather the weird hormones for a week and get the information out of him.
Maybe I’d trade him for a blow job. He’d be giving me the blow job, of course, not the other way around, because I had no desire to suck cock. Did I?
I licked my lips as my mind brought up the outline of his thick cocks, straining against his pants.
He was bigger than I would have imagined him to be, and his pants were stretchy enough that I’d seen a lot of detail.
Two cocks. Why had I bound myself to a man with not one, but two cocks when I’d always thought of myself as straight? How did you even suck two cocks?
The Aunga’ri DNA was definitely impacting me more than I’d anticipated when it came to my sexuality.
But that was not why I was drooling a little.
Maybe the tail had just made me hungry. And yet, I wondered what he’d look like, shuddering against my lips, my fingers buried deep in his ass, as I controlled his orgasm.
Right, so I was going to ignore the effects of the tail on me.
That was the plan, after all. It didn’t matter if he was beautiful, or if he was in pain and I could feel it.
We needed this information. And I was in love with Ra’odah.
Closing my eyes and finding my center, I took a few deep breaths, then pushed off the wall and forced myself to walk away, when what I really wanted to do was to grab some lube, stalk back in there, and teach him how to take cock like a good boy.
I didn’t pay attention to where I was going, just wandered as far away from Olzi as I could get, but it was no surprise that I ended up outside the medical bay.
My heart always led me to her, no matter what I was doing, and it was interesting to know that it still worked, even when my body was injected with a neurotoxin that would bind me to the little orange alien in the brig.
She was coming out as I approached and looked up.
I could swear I spotted a glimpse of the same relief I felt every time I saw her before her mask of indifference slipped into place.
It had been over a week, and I missed her.
I’d always been a touchy-feely person, and if she had been a friend back on Earth, I would have hugged her, held her close, and told her my worries about the progress of the interrogation.
I had done it because it was a worthwhile sacrifice, not because I was attracted to the frightened Vul. Right?
The way he’d looked at the crop while I was holding it, though…
I shuddered at the thought of using it on him, wondering if he was submissive.
Next time I went into his cell, maybe I’d put some lube in my pocket.
And no, that was not where my thoughts should wander around Ra’odah.
I should think about her elegant beauty and quiet compassion, her brilliance.
So many things drew me to her, and so few were right about Olzi, that I was surprised to find him still dominating my thoughts.
I rubbed the mark on my throat again, rolling my neck to stretch out the strange ache there.
I’d read up on their culture, and in a loving bond he would have licked and soothed that ache away while stroking me to orgasm, binding our bodies together with his tail.
That sounded a little nicer than it should have.
Ra’odah’s eyes shot straight to the mark, and she reached a hand up, without asking.
I was used to her hands on my body in a medical sense, but I couldn’t help but feel her obvious concern as a sign that maybe she liked me more than she was letting on.
After all, protocol would dictate that she should bring me back to an examination room, right?
“What is this?” she whispered. “Are you okay?”
“I tricked Olzi into pricking me with his tail thing. Mia said the negative effects disappear after a few days, but I might have to go sleep it off like a hangover,” I said, chuckling.
“You what?” she whispered. “That will bind him to you for life. Or kill him.”
“We need the information on the Vul spies before anyone else gets hurt. I’ve tried interrogating others they have in the brig, and they just pace in front of me, hissing like cats.
And no one wants to go close to an active tail after what happened to Mia, though I think Cix is unique like that.
I don’t think most Vul would get all stabby with their tails unless they knew the consequences.
” I watched her expression as I spoke, but she gave no indication that she was upset.
Her wide, lavender eyes stayed as cool and assessing as ever.
It was ridiculous for me to hope that she might have feelings for me, and the Cix thing would have an added benefit if it allowed me to let that go and just be her friend like she deserved.
“But Olzi did?”
“Well, Olzi talks to me. He’s intrigued by what’s happened to his brother, and I think he secretly craves that kind of connection with someone.
” I was feeling a little woozy, so I moved closer to the wall and sat on a bench, rubbing my head.
My sister had collapsed when this had happened to her, but she’d had her connection with her husbands severed because of it.
“How could you know that?” Ra’odah sat next to me, brushing my hair out of the way and examining my neck. Was it me, or was she paying far more attention to my neck than was necessary?
“I recognize something of myself in him. Though the connection I crave is with someone else, I suppose he will do.”
“Someone else?” she asked.
I glanced at her, holding eye contact in a way that I hoped she found meaningful.
“Surely you know, Ra’odah,” I murmured, brushing a stray lock of hair back behind her ear.
That was the most I’d ever touched her, and she gasped softly and stood, brushing her hands off on her lab coat.
I could take a hint. “Don’t worry, I got myself involved in some hijinks that’ll likely get me off your back permanently.
” I winked and rubbed my neck again, groaning.
Her eyes darted to my hand, then carefully composed that impartial mask she always wore.
I wanted to know the Ra’odah behind the mask, but I was sure she’d never show it to me.
“Sleep seemed to help Mia the most. But if you’re in more pain, come find me and I’ll prescribe a painkiller.
The other thing that helped Mia, of course, was establishing physical relations with Cix.
But surely you don’t want to do that with the vile little alien. ”
“Vile? No. I think he was just brainwashed and doing what he thought was right.”
She nodded, and with a few more brisk medical instructions, stalked back off down the hall where she had come from.
When I closed my eyes this time, I felt a pain that I was pretty sure wasn’t mine.
Olzi wasn’t doing well, but if my plan was going to work, I had to force myself to stay away from him for more than a few hours.
Maybe I would return to my quarters and relax a little, as Ra’odah had suggested.
Or maybe, I thought, my cock twitching to life, I’d do what Olzi was doing now.
I could feel the pleasure he felt as he stroked his hand rapidly over his cocks, and I got a thread of what he was imagining us doing.
And I was fully on board with it. Maybe I’d bring more than just lube when I went to visit him. But he would not get what he wanted until he answered some damn questions.