CHAPTER 80
Avishka's mother-in-law would always serve food, but the food was very limited. Avishka does not want to make any complaints, nor is she able to understand things where one thing is absolutely right and the other thing is completely different. Last night, when she realized Rajeev wasn't with her, she felt deeply wronged. She left the room to look for him, only to discover that the room next to Rajeev was Sanjeev's. Next, she caught a glimpse of Saloni through the window. Her front is well stuck to the glass of the windows; the window is close, but her body is totally pressed against the glass; and there is not a single cloth on Saloni's body, due to which her whole body can be stuck on the glass and her whole body can be shown outside; and she knows very well at this time what happened between them. She immediately goes back into the room and doesn't care whether Rajeev is in the room or not; she just does anything and lies down with her eyes closed.
And there was a strange shiver sensation all over her body, due to which not only she was feeling scared but she was also having strange thoughts, and seeing the way all this was happening with Saloni, she was clearly aware of it. Sanjeev was imposing himself on her, causing her to remember the incident that happened between Rajeev and her. Whereas this same person was beating him when his brother forced himself on her, seeing dark marks on Saloni's body, she understands very well what is happening with Saloni, but Saloni, as much as she has understood, is nothing but a dumb doll. Here, her condition is such that if Sanjeev and Rekha ask her to stand up, she stands up, and when they ask her to leave the house, she goes home. She doesn't understand her condition at all, and the biggest thing is that there is never much interaction between them alone. She is in no condition to think about Saloni at all because her own condition is such that she cannot think about anyone else. Even though she has forced herself to give her marriage a chance and mustered the courage to maintain this relationship, the trauma from everything that has happened to her remains deeply ingrained in her heart and mind. She finds it difficult to fully accept this relationship and to leave it, especially after witnessing the state of her parents. She is in a situation where she understands that she has always made strong decisions, but the way she is stuck here makes her feel as though someone has strangled her. The intense pressure has left her unable to breathe or exhale, leading her to believe in her own helplessness and develop self-pity. But it is confirmed that whenever her mother's condition gets a little bit better, she will definitely take her decision and not look back. Avishka removes all the things from her mind and starts eating food silently. This food does not fill her stomach, but she also cares about whether she is getting less food or more food due to the problems in which her heart and mind are occupied. She is just eating quietly while everyone is smiling at her.