17. Ronan

17

RONAN

F uck.

She’s going to be the death of me.

And if she keeps looking at me with those wide, innocent eyes of hers, I’m going to have her spread out on this living room floor while I worship every bit of her.

With each step she takes toward me, my cock grows harder. Everything about her turns me on. Her sweet innocence, the fire I see in those blue eyes of hers, her determination. The list goes on and on, and I don’t think I’ll ever become immune to my girl. She affects me like no other woman has ever done, and I think it’s because my heart is in this, too. I want to fuck her. Do deranged, filthy, wild things to her. But I also want to love her and be her home.

When she steps between my spread thighs, I tilt my head back and stare at her beauty. “Kneel right there, baby.”

Her pupils dilate as she lowers herself to the plush carpet. We keep our gazes locked the entire time, and when she’s settled on her knees, I lean forward to cup her chin.

“You look perfect on your knees, Little one.”

The air around us crackles with the tension that’s been building between us since I pulled her out of that cell. It’s changed since then, becoming more intense and undeniable.

She trembles under my touch, and I want to soothe her, but I also want to see her come completely unraveled.

“I’ve been waiting until you’re ready, baby. Believe me, I want to fuck you so bad it’s a miracle I haven’t snapped already. But, correct me if I’m wrong, you’re a virgin?”

I already know she is, but I want to hear it come from her mouth. Being in the mafia has its advantages. Like being able to get a hold of private medical records. Not only is she a virgin, she also has a birth control implant. I’m not sure why since she’s never had sex, but I plan to find out.

“Yes,” she whispers, her cheeks turning pink.

My dick throbs at her answer. I shouldn’t ask, but I can’t stop myself.

“Why haven’t you had sex before, baby?”

She blinks slowly, her long lashes fluttering as she does. Then she lets out a deep sigh and looks right at me. “Because I couldn’t imagine being with anyone other than you.”

The thin thread of control I’ve been holding onto snaps. I stand suddenly, and she gasps, but I don’t give her time to do anything else before I reach down and lift her into my arms.

“Wrap your legs around my waist.”

As soon as she does, I use one hand to support her ass and the other to cradle her back as I make my way through the house, up the stairs, and to my bedroom. She clings to me the entire time, her breaths coming out faster as she shifts her hips against me, grinding against my cock.

“Once we do this, baby, you’re mine forever. No divorce. No out. You’ll never fuck anyone else, and neither will I. I’ll be a jealous and possessive bastard, and you’re going to hate me at times for it. It will be you and me, baby. Are you sure you want that, Tessa?”

I’m surprised her head doesn’t snap off with how hard she nods. “Yes, Daddy. There’s no one else for me. There’s never been anyone else.”

“And there never will be,” I say firmly, wanting to make sure she truly understands that I mean it.

“There never will be,” she repeats, her fingernails scraping the back of my neck.

I lower her to the floor and grab a fistful of her hair, kissing her hard and deep, my tongue diving into her mouth. She opens for me, moaning and whimpering as I lick, bite, and suck.

She’s turning me into a feral animal, and I don’t even care. I’ll have to figure out how to control myself when I fuck her for the first time because the last thing I want to do is hurt her, but until that moment comes, she gets the beast she has awakened in me.

My hand slides up to caress her cheek as she takes in a shaky breath.

“Do you know what a safeword is, baby?” I ask softly, my voice rough with desire.

She nods slowly, swallowing hard as she meets my eyes. “Yes, Daddy. I’ve read about them.”

“Good girl. I love that you did some research. Did you read about the stoplight system?”

“Yes. Red means stop, yellow means slow down, and green means you’re good.”

“Exactly. In our relationship, we’ll use red as our safeword. I’ll never do anything intentionally to hurt you, but there still needs to be something in place because, at times, you might say no while we’re playing roughly or while you’re being spanked, but I won’t stop unless you say red. Does that make sense?”

“Yes, Daddy,” she answers softly. “I know you won’t hurt me.”

My heart melts at her trust in me. It’s a gift I don’t take lightly. Especially after everything she’s been through.

I reach for the hem of her shirt and pull it over her head. Her gorgeous tits spill out of her bra into my view, and I can’t help but groan. “Fuck,” I mutter under my breath as I cup one perfect breast in my hands. It feels so good to touch her. Finally. My thumb brushes over her nipple, and she gasps softly, arching into my touch.

“That’s it, baby girl. Let Daddy take care of you. You just feel and enjoy it.”

When I unhook her bra and let it fall to the floor, I’m left speechless as I stare at her rosy nipples, pebbled just for me. She grabs my shirt, clutching it like she’s using it to hold herself up. I press a hard kiss to her swollen mouth, then kneel before her, pulling down her pants and panties at the same time. My position gives me the perfect view of her shaved pussy, glistening for me. Has she always shaved, or did she do it just for me? Whatever the answer, I fucking love it.

She’s so aroused already, but I don’t want to rush this. I’ve been waiting for this moment for a long fucking time so I’m going to enjoy every second of it. Flicking my gaze up to hers, I lean forward and run my tongue against her slit, her sweet flavor making me groan. I knew she’d taste so fucking good.

When I press a kiss to one of the many scars on her thigh, she tenses at first, her fingers digging into my shoulders. But then I kiss another one and another one until she loosens her grip and relaxes into the sensation.

As I press my lips to each one, I make a silent promise to myself never to allow her to feel that kind of pain again. Until my dying breath I will protect my girl, and then even after.

“You’re beautiful. Perfect,” I murmur, stroking her soft skin.

Touching her is addicting. My tan skin against her creamy flesh, the two of us connected in such a deep way, both physically and emotionally. It’s everything. She is everything.

“Daddy,” she moans.

When I keep kissing, she calls out for me again, her hand reaching for me.

I rise to my full height and brush her hair away from her face. “I’m here, sweet girl. Daddy’s here.”

Her blue eyes are pleading as she looks up at me. “Please. I love how gentle you are with me most of the time… but… I need you not to be so gentle now. I need you to take control the way you like and don’t hold back.”

My cock throbs, my balls aching with my need for her. Fuck. She wants me to be rough. To take what I want and dominate her.

“Are you sure? I can be demanding, baby. This is your first time; I don’t want to scare or hurt you.”

She shakes her head, her hands sliding up the column of my throat to my jaw. “You won’t hurt me. You’ll never hurt me, Daddy. And I won’t get scared. Please. I just, I need it. I need you to own me. In every way.”

My breath hitches as I stare at her, my very fragile control dissolving into thin air by the second. As if to drive her point home, Tessa curls her fingers and drags her nails down my neck hard enough to send a flicker of pain through me.

Like an animal suddenly awakened, the corner of my mouth ticks up, and I take a step closer, towering over her small frame.

“Your safeword is red, Little one.”

And then I grab her by the sides of her neck and push her back onto my bed, immediately crawling between her legs to hover over her body.

“You’re going to do exactly what I tell you to do, and if you disobey, you’ll be punished. Do you understand?”

Her breaths come out hard and fast as she nods, her pupils dilated. “Yes, Daddy.”

“Good girl. My good girl.”

Her body is so fucking beautiful. As I work my way down her chest to close my lips over her perky nipples, I groan and tweak one between my fingers while sucking the other. She gasps, her head lifting to look down at me as if surprised at how good it feels. I wink at her and nip at one and then the other before moving lower and lower until I settle between her thighs.

I hook my hands under her knees and push them back, forcing them as wide as she can go. Her entire pussy and tight little asshole are on display for me, glistening with her wetness and practically begging for my mouth.

Taking my time, I lean in and give her a gentle kiss at the very top of her seam, getting a teasing taste of her sweetness. My tongue flicks against her swollen clit before I run it along her lips, licking every bit of her arousal I can.

“Oh, God,” she moans as I push my tongue into her tight pussy.

When I return to her clit, I press one of my fingers against her opening, her slickness allowing me in without too much resistance. She gasps and arches off the bed, and when I add a second digit to stretch her, she lets out a low whimper.

“Good girl. Take my fingers in your tight pussy, baby. Pretty soon, it’s going to be my cock stretching you. Such a pretty pussy. Who does this belong to, Tessa?”

She moans and grips the bedding as she peers down at me, her face contorted with pleasure. “You, Daddy. Only you.”

“That’s right, baby. Only me. And I’m going to take such good care of my girl,” I murmur as I continue eating her pussy.

My mouth works overtime, sucking and licking every inch of her while I thrust my fingers in and out slowly but firmly. I’m anchoring myself with one hand on her hip to keep control as she squirms beneath me. Every sound that escapes from Tessa's lips sends a mix of pleasure and possession through me, unlike anything I've ever known.

When she’s adjusted to my fingers, I pick up my pace until she's writhing underneath me, begging for more between moans that echo around the room. Her body tenses, and she’s so fucking close to coming apart just the way I want her to. I add a third finger and make a curling motion inside her that has her crying out and thrashing wildly. Only a few seconds pass before she bucks into my mouth, rocking her hips against the hand that’s fucking her while she screams my name over and over again and rides the waves of her orgasm.

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