Chapter Nineteen
Chaos…
Holy fucking shit.
Tossing the rubber in the garbage while I tried to catch my breath and I couldn’t even get up from the edge of the bed.
Another shower would have been great, but I didn’t want to leave her either.
Running my hands through my sweaty hair, I grabbed one of the towels we hadn’t used and dried off.
Cynda blew me away, no way did I expect the wild woman she was in bed.
So tight and wet, just thinking about her made my cock half hard even after two orgasms. Her tightness probably meant inexperience, but damn she sure as fuck knew what to do drive me crazy.
That shit about not moving? Holy fuck it was hot. And her tongue. Oh fuck.
The guys must have heard us, but did I care? Fuck no. I just hoped they wouldn’t embarrass Cyn tomorrow. It was fuckin’ incredible and I couldn’t think of anything except her. Sex was never like that with anyone else, I got off, plenty, but this was different.
She was working her way passed my walls and it wasn’t good.
There was so much going on. I didn’t have time for a relationship, but could I walk away from her?
I’d meant it when I said I could live on Cyn, she’d changed everything in a couple of days.
I didn’t want to think about what it’d be like when she left.
In the dim light, she looked so sweet, curled up with her hair spread over the pillow.
Her breathing quiet and even, the rest of the innocent, Sally would have said.
Was she though? Innocent? I didn’t know anything about her other than she worked for Symmetry.
I needed to find out more. But first I needed a shower.
I’d have to leave her alone for a few, because no way would I be able to sleep feeling this gross.
She hadn’t moved while I was gone. I slid into bed next to her, turned off the light, and stared at the ceiling of the bus. I wish we were moving, the sound of the tires on the road always helped me relax.
Flashes went through my head of my parents, my dad punching my mother in the face, and breaking her nose and giving her black eyes.
Then waking up with her kneeling next to my bed.
I was barely awake or old enough to understand.
All I remembered was her saying she was sorry but she had to go and couldn’t take me with her.
In the morning I woke up to an empty apartment. Everything was trashed but no one was there. I was totally freaked out and I sat in the middle of my bed crying. Fuck. Thrusting my hands through my hair, I wanted the memories to go away. I needed to focus on anything else besides my parents.
Taking a few deep breaths, I forced myself to relax.
It was something I’d learned from Sally.
She and Jack saved us all. Every one of us had a horrible childhood, and they’d turned us all around.
I needed to call her tomorrow and check on them.
I wanted to tell her about Cyn and Sweets. Maybe she’d have some advice.
Rolling over I pulled Cyn into my arms, trying not to wake her.
She curled against me. The beat of her heart and the feel of her silky skin against mine pushed all the bad memories out of my head.
Leaning down to sniff her hair, she smelled so good, so fresh and clean, untainted by the horrors of our fuckin’ world, and I needed to make sure she stayed that way.
I must have fallen asleep eventually, but something tickling my chest roused me. Still half asleep, I tried to push it away and heard giggling. Blinking my eyes a few times before I was able to keep them open. Cyn was kissing her way down my chest.
“Huh? Why are you awake?" Stupid question, yup, but my brain wasn’t capable of anything else yet.
“I want you again. I was dreaming but then I woke up and I needed you again.”
Her soft voice in the pre-dawn stillness turned me on like a light switch.
I never knew I had an instant on button, but I did now.
Awake and hard as a rock. Glancing over at the clock it was just after four a.m. Good.
I had plenty of time to take care of her.
I pulled her onto my chest. Kissing her was like drinking in moonlight, pure, beautiful, and mysterious. I couldn’t get enough of her.
“Any requests, lover?”
“Me?” she questioned, sounding breathless.
“Uh huh, I want to make you happy, Cyn. Is there something you really enjoy?”
“Well uh, I liked it when you went down on me.”
Yup she was an innocent, just hearing her say it that way and I knew she’d never asked for a guy to muff dive. It made me happy. I didn’t want to think about anyone else touching her—ever. Oh yeah, I’d have to figure out what the hell I was thinking, but for now it’s pleasure time.
“Fuck yeah. You deserve a tongue lashing after making me wait.” I couldn’t see them, but I felt the heat in her cheeks. She was probably glad it was still dark enough I couldn’t see her face, but I didn’t care.
“Baby, I want to try something new with you? Okay?”
“I think so.”
“If you don’t like it just tell me and we’ll stop.” I waited and didn’t hear anything. “Cyn?”
“Sorry, I forgot you can’t see in the dark.” She giggled.
“No problem.” Kissing her one more time I slid my body down the bed. Guiding her onto her hands and knees, then turning her so she straddled me and I had full access to her beautiful pussy and could still reach her tits. Oh yeah, now this was heaven.
She was nervous at first, but the more I licked, sucked, and teased her tasty clit the more she relaxed.
I pushed two fingers into her pussy, trying to be gentle.
I heard her sharp breath and I figured she might be a little sore from the earlier workout.
Trying to soothe her, I rubbed against her G-spot and nibbled on her clit.
My face was covered with her juices, she was so fuckin’ responsive and she tasted better than any food.
Her breathing changed and the muscles in her pussy grabbed onto my fingers. Smiling against her clit, I licked and blew onto the hot little bud.
“Oh God…yes. Feels so good.”
“I know, baby.” Wanting—hell needing to get her off again, I squeezed her nipple with my other hand, pinching the hard peak, and pushing her over the edge.
She came hard, her pussy clenched my fingers so tight it almost hurt.
I licked and sucked her until she released my fingers.
The muscles in her thighs were shaking against my head and I helped her back onto the bed.
Reaching for the towel on the floor, I wiped my face and gave her another kiss. “How do you feel now?”
“Oh fuck.”
I laughed. In the two days I’d known her she almost never said that word. It was definitely a notch in my belt if I was into those things, and I wasn’t. I wanted my baby to feel better than she’d ever felt in her life. Pride had no place in the bedroom. It would get you every time.
“Good.”
“But what about you?”
“I’m good.”
“Hell yeah you are. But you’ve got a hard-on.”
Chuckling, I pulled her against me. “Don’t worry, get some rest. We’ll have time later.” She yawned and cuddled against me. It wouldn’t be the first time I’d gone to bed with a hard cock and I’m sure it wouldn’t be the last. I’d made my girl happy and that’s what counted.
I don’t know how long I’d been asleep but suddenly I was awake, and I mean wide awake. Fuck. HOLY FUCK. She had her mouth around me and was squeezing my balls, almost hard enough to hurt.
“Shit, Cyn, what are you doing?”
“What does it feel like?” She snorted as my cock slid out of her mouth. The cool air against my wet dick startled me. Shit.
Groaning as she slid her mouth over my hard rod, I arched my back without thinking and pushed further into her mouth, hitting the back of her throat.
Fuck. It was deep, so deep and fucking amazing.
I couldn’t believe she wasn’t gagging, instead she sucked harder and took me deep, and I wasn’t small.
I made most women gag, thick and long and harder than ever.
“Oh God, baby, you’re so good.”
“Mmmmm.”
She sucked and squeezed, but as soon as she nibbled the sensitive underside of the head of my cock I blew. I tried to hold back. Fuck, I didn’t even have time to warn her. She sucked down every bit of my cum, and then licked me clean.
“Oh, baby, I’m sorry.”
“Don’t be, I loved it.”
“Shit no way…”
“Yeah so shut up and say thank you.”
Chuckling, I pulled her up so I could give her my thanks with a kiss. Sliding my tongue in her mouth I could taste my cum, and it was strange. I’d never done that before but with her, it didn’t matter.
She kissed me then hopped out of bed grabbing my t-shirt before opening the pocket door.
I heard the bathroom door close and listened for more.
The bus still sounded quiet. Yawning, I looked over at the clock.
Five thirty a.m. Fuck. We’d just gotten back to sleep.
I was going to be fucked later that’s for sure.
I was almost asleep when she got back into bed and wrapped her arms around me. “Night, baby,” I murmured more asleep than awake.