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Liv's Pov...
An overwhelming shock surged through me and I clenched my eyes closed.
I wiped my eyes with the back of my hand, regaining my composure.
I leveled my eyes on Callum, unable to understand the intimate moment we just shared.
The kiss felt so good that I couldn't compare it to anything I had ever felt.
The way his hands caressed my back gently, my breast brushing against his chest and his warm breath on my neck which made me jerk in ectasy.
I didn't realise I let out a moan and that made him kiss me even harder. I was convinced Callum had fallen in love with me.
No man kisses a girl so intensely, especially one who he doesn't have feelings for or I'm I perhaps mistaken?
I couldn't believe what my brain thought about Callum, was he really in love with me or was I just clouded in my misconception?
I was lost in my thoughts when a blast of cold air hit my spine. Callum slipped his hands around my waist, tugging me even closer than earlier.
His fingers trailing it's way to the back of my neck, massaging it softly and I stared up at him.
I was too shocked to speak, especially with the pleasure that consumed my thoughts.
"Since we kissed you completely went quiet Liv. I'm asking you a question and I need an answer" Callum said, squinting my eyes at him as his reminder sinked into my head.
I was trying to recover from the whole situation but here he was trying to rub the most embarrassing moment of my life right in my face.
I braced up, my eyes searching his face then I cleared my throat "What did you say?" I inquired with a stoic expression.
"Really Liv?" Callum sighed and I raised my eyebrow at him, shrugging my shoulders.
"Callum I'm asking you what you said, I didn't hear you and you can't blame me for that. You keep giving me reasons to drown myself in thoughts" I exclaimed.
"I want to take you back Liv. To the pack where you belong to" he inquired, stretching forth his hand towards me.
My heart thundered in my chest and my stomach fluttered. I had to hold my breath with the hope that my heartbeat wasn't as loud to him as it was to me.
I gazed down at his hand, my eyes moving up to him "You shouldn't be in a rush to get my answer, I'll think about it" I pronounced, giving him a piece of my mind.
I was mortified by the whole situation and the loud sound of my heartbeat. I ran past him, leaving his words undelivered.
I stepped inside my room, leaning my back against the wall. My breath coming and going as from bellows as warmth invaded my cheeks and I giggled to myself.
"He kissed you" a familiar voice shrieked with excitement and I realised it had to be my wolf
"Have some self control" I muttered, glancing at my reflection in the mirror.
My eyes travelled to my lips, trailing my finger on my lips, then Callum's face flashed through my brain and I began to reminisce the intimate moments we shared.
I realised what I was doing then I shooked my head to get my mind out of those thoughts. It was just a kiss and nothing else, besides he had kissed other girls so there was nothing special when it comes to me.
I tried to convince myself with my words but it wasn't working. I rubbed my eyes and a smile broke across my face.
"Did you like it?" a voice boomed through and I recognized it not to be my wolf.
I drew in my breath sharply then I turned and tipped my head back to look at the face of the person who towered over me whilst I held my breath. Just as I thought, I saw Olivia, letting out in a sigh of relief.
I turned my body to face her with my eyes looking confused, I was surprised at the question she threw at me.
"What do you mean?" I asked in a low tone, bracing myself for what was about to happen then I discarded my thoughts.
I had lived in fear all my life and bad moments had always been a part of me that I feared my happiness would never be long lived.
"I saw when Callum kissed you and how excited you were" Olivia declared, my cheeks flushed out with embarrassment just at the thought of Callum.
My eyes brightened up at Olivia. I thought the kiss was between us but someone else saw it happen.
"Callum is my mate and I love him but what keeps me going back is the fact he isn't reciprocating my feelings as much as I want him to do" I expressed, gulping hard.
I continued "Everything in my life is so complicated. The moon goddess blessed me with three mates which is so rare. At some time in my life I felt it was so unrealistic" I divulged.
"Is there more you want to say?" Olivia asked and I nodded my head in approval. It felt like she read my mind and understood the emotions I was feeling.
"Callum is so full of himself and I don't want to be like the other girls in his life who chases him as though he's holding their life span in his hands"
"So what do you really want from Callum? you can tell me and I'll be willing to help you whilst keeping this secret of yours sealed between us" Olivia voiced out and I smiled warmly at her.
She was indeed such a sweet soul who was ready to offer her help to me without me having to ask.
All my life I grew up with a low self esteem but the dark sky pack was changing my whole perspective of myself.
"We are girls so you understand we loved to be chased. Callum has to be the one who wants me more than I do" I revealed, rubbing my nose and breaking my knuckles in nervousness.
"Liv what you want is very simple" Olivia said.
"What do you mean" I asked, staring into her eyes and waiting for my answers to be revealed.
"You need to let them know who is in charge. You need to make it known to the triplets that you aren't going to chase them around and in order for your plans to have an impact on them, you have to be with someone else even if it's just an act" Olivia explianed and I stared at her with a confused look.
"Be with someone else?" I repeated her words
"No I can't do that Olivia. I don't have to have sex with someone else just so I can prove my point to the triplets, that's so extreme" I aired out, throwing my hands dismissively in the air then Olivia bursted out in peals of laughter.
I couldn't understand what was going on, why was she laughing?. The last I can recall is I didn't crack a joke so how come she found my words to be funny?
"Liv please calm down. I can see your blood is boiling hot. When I said be with someone else, I didn't mean you should have sex with someone"
"Then what did you mean?" I inquired
"I meant you have to put on an act with another man who isn't your mate. You need to make them jealous enough to want you even more." Olivia declared and I clamped a hand over my mouth as the memories kept flashing in.
"That's not gonna be possible. I unknowingly tried it even when I didn't mean to and one of them went crazy" I said, shaking my head.
There was no way I was going to do that, I can't stand seeing violence and bloodshed because of me.
"Get rid of your fears and enjoy this game. That was unknowlingly, but now you are going to do it intentionally and with three of them. No one would be left out and it's going to be so much fun" Olivia squealed in happiness.
"Are you sure about this? what if it doesn't give me the results I want and they lock horns with each other? what I'm I supposed to do then?" I inquired with fear flickered on my face.
"It's your fear speaking not you Liv. So get rid of your doubts and I'll leave you to think about it and also the dark sky clan has been invited over to the darkmoon to pay our last respect to the dead Alpha" Olivia revealed.
"I'm aware of that, Callum told me about his dad's death but I didn't realise his final rites would be so soon" I uttered in distressed
My words were easier to be said than done because I knew deep down inside of my heart I wasn't ready to face the triplets, at least not yet.