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Liv's Pov...
After Frank suggested I spend the night in his room or not, I braced up myself.
There was no way I was going to stay in his room after what transpired between us.
I was seated on my bed with my knees propped up to my chest. My eyes were already swollen from crying all night.
I cried so much with the thought of going to bed but little did I know that sleep was far away from me.
I wasn't sad because Frank rejected me but my fate did. I was so fed up of everything and I couldn't pretend anymore, I couldn't be that strong girl I wanted to be.
Even the strongest of people had a shoulder to cry on and I wasn't any match when it came to that.
Last night imploded a whole lot of thoughts into my head that I decided to think about what I had been running away from.
The bitter realisation dawned on me that I had been stupid enough to deny the fact that I was in love with four men.
Whenever I thought about it, it sounded so cringy in my ears and I felt so disgusted.
Was it really possible for a girl to love four men? I thought it's being said that the heart of anyone accepts only one love interest but in my own case everything was extremely different.
The man that became my favourite amongst all was Frank and now he got tired of me and didn't want me anymore. What an attitude.
My life was becoming better but fate didn't want that. I believed I was cursed in life, yes I was truly cursed with the blood of an omega that's why any one that comes close to me eventually leaves without turning back or saying a word.
My parents left me. Frank left me and everyone else left me just to suffer all alone.
I didn't think I'll ever want to talk to Frank, nevertheless forgive him for giving me such an emotional torture.
If he knew he was going to detest me at the end of everything, why did he pretend so much around me?
Why did he save me and didn't leave any stone unturned to treat me with love?
Frank didn't do right in the way he treated me just to dump me and never look at my way again.
But I'll make every wrong right by leaving him and the dark sky pack.
I know leaving him won't make a difference to him but at least he could be happy and relieved that he won't have to see my face again.
I was hesitant at first but I truly wanted to leave and I would be more than ready to face anything that came my way.
Why fight for a life that had no meaning?
My head throbbed badly, it was banging hard. The intense headache I felt was because I couldn't sleep throughout the night.
How could I sleep? the constant reminder of closing my eyes and having to find myself in that scary dream once again made me panic in fear.
I stood up to my feet, walking in slow steps towards the closet and I leaned my forehead on it.
I groaned in pain but at the back of my head, I knew I had to be fast before everyone becomes fully awake.
I couldn't stand answering lots of questions, they were unhealthy for me in that phase of my life.
I felt so dizzy and sleepy at the same time but I wasn't going to give in just yet.
I had become a fighter recently. I would battle with everything around me, including my emotions.
My fingers raked through the clothes in the closet and I forced a smile up my lips.
I would admit dark sky pack gave me pain in the last days I spent but I can't turn a blind eye to the fun moments I experienced.
I would never forget it even if it were in a hurry. I brought out my box which was arranged at the corner, opening it up to remove my clothes from the hanger which I threw inside my box.
There wasn't any time to properly fold my clothes because it would become a part of my delay.
Why should I fold my worn out clothes? there were the only clothes I had that reminded me of my status as an omega and I would be taking them with me to the place where I truly belonged
I couldn't take the clothes Frank gifted me when I came to stay with him in the dark sky packhouse.
I couldn't afford such expensive clothes even if I worked a nine to five job so why take something that wasn't mine?
I was done packing and I zipped my box, wiping off the tear that cascaded my cheek.
I lifted my box from the bed, dropping it on the floor and I rolled it away.
I was at the door when I turned back to glance at the room once more.
I might not have stayed long. Just a maximum of two weeks and a lot had happened but I had lot of memories attached to the room, both good and bad.
Thinking deeply about everything would make me cry more and I didn't want that for myself.
I breathe in deeply and walked out of the room, slamming the door shut behind me.
I walked through the route of the packhouse that lead me to the exit door and I looked up to see Luna Jennie stroding towards me.
I didn't forget to notice the pale and confused expression on her face.
Her eyes drank up the box I was holding tightly to.
I wanted to walk past her because of the fear I had for her, especially after the whole incident that took place but that will be disrespectful on my path and it could make things worst for me.
"Goodmorning Luna Jennie" I greeted, bowing my head slightly.
"Liv where are you going to so early in the morning and what is this luggage doing in your hands? who does it belong to?" Luna Jennie asked in a rush, not responding to my greetings but I didn't mind at all.
"The luggage belongs to me Luna and I'm leaving the dark sky pack" I anounced.
"What!" she responded with a look of suprise plastered on her face. "Have you thought of about where you'll go to once you leave the dark sky packhouse?" she inquired.
"I'll go back to the place I was birthed in and lived all my life, the dark moon pack" I revealed.
"Liv I'm surprised at your decision to leave the packhouse. Did anything happen to you that has made you decide to leave?" Luna Jennie inquired and I was taken aback by her act of ignorance.
Was she really serious about the question she had asked me?
She was the same woman who hurt me and gave me so much pain for something I knew nothing about but now she acted oblivious to her crimes.
I wish I had the power to scream at her and demand an answer but I didn't have the courage to do that or face the consequences after on, my life was already messed up right from my existence in this world.
"Nothing happened. It's just my decision to leave" I said, my lips twisted up in a wry smile.
"Please Liv just stay. I'm the Luna of the packhouse and I promise to protect you and make you more comfortable" Luna Jennie pronounced.
"Liv won't stay here and she doesn't need any protection, coming from you especially. She has some urgent matters to attend to" Frank said at the corner, stroding forward and his reflection came to view.
Luna Jennie faked a smile at me, placing her hand on my hair whilst stroking it and I felt uncomfortable with the thought that she was going to try to hurt me once more.
Judging from my last encounter with her. What if she tries something else?
"If that's what you want Liv, I won't stop you" she said and I could see disappointment in her eyes as she angrily walked out on us.
"Why didn't you inform me you are leaving now?" Frank inquired and I turned my gaze away from him.
"Whatever I choose to do shouldn't make a difference to you" I stated, slightly annoyed with the feeling of irritation inside of me.
"Let me drop you off at the dark moon pack" Frank suggested, placing his hand on my box but I snatched it away from him not minding how harsh I was.
"There's no need for your sympathy, I can help and also take care of myself" I responded.
"I won't throw a fuss about you being angry but there's no way you can travel all the way down to the darkmoon pack" Frank answered back.
"I have walked alone all my life without holding anyone's hand and I'm used to it so some minutes of travelling down to dark moon pack won't change anything" I replied with a frown scrunched up on my face and I walked away.
I heared footsteps behind me and I instantly knew it was Frank.
It's become a habit of his to leave me all alone when I need him but when I don't need him, he sticks around me like a magnet.
"Liv don't be sturborn and let me drop you off. I'm doing all this for your own good and soon enough you'll understand" he stated.
"I don't want to understand anything Frank. I'm leaving and please do well to close the door of your packhouse to me forever" I replied, stopping a cab and I quickly entered inside.
"Where are you going to miss?" the cab driver asked.
"Just follow the straight road and I'll direct you" I said and he pressed on the brakes and zoomed off.
I made sure not to give Frank what he wanted by looking back at him. I was going back to the place I didn't think or believe I would return to.
Whilst in the car I peeked out of the window, enjoying the cold breeze that blew against my skin and I dozed off without realizing it.
"We are at your destination miss" a voice informed me and I opened my eyes slowly to see the walls of the dark moon pack.
I nodded my head without saying a word and I handed the money I held in my hand to the cab driver.
He noticed I was weak so he came down and helped me remove my luggage from the car and I mouthed a thank you at him as he zoomed off.
I was back to square one, staring at the place I didn't want to enter. I guess I would have to watch out for what fate had in store for me.