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Max's POV...
My face beamed up with a bright smile. I couldn't help but feel more proud of myself of what I've been able to accomplish.
I was clouded up in the thoughts of the power I had achieved. I loved it, it was a new found feeling of mine.
In so long I hadn't thought of letting go of what confined me to my own world but today was the day I felt like my whole self. I decided to enjoy nature's gift.
I went outside the packhouse. I stared at the moving clouds, I enjoyed the lovely weather. No matter how hard I tried, I still couldn't stop myself from thinking about Liv.
Even if I tried to divert my attention from her, when I get back into my emotions she just flashes through my head. Since the war I ignited which cost a lot of people's lives which was none of my business.
I didn't really care about anyone apart from Liv. I'll be willing to kill a while lot if people just to get through to what I want. It wasn't my fault either so I couldn't blame myself.
I believed Liv was sensible enough but she always chose to prove me wrong every single fucking time. What was so hard in giving into my demand? if she did so without any hesistancy. No one would have been hurt.
I wasn't asking for much. All I wanted was for her to become mine alone but she chose to stress the whole matter. If I wasn't going to get her by pleading before her and giving her the opportunity to make a choice, I guess I would have to get her by force.
It doesn't matter to me if she wants it or not.
After the war, for days Liv has been missing from dark moon pack. I've assigned my men to search everywhere for her but they haven't given me a feedback.
They've been searching for a while now but somewhere inside of me, I still feel bad because everything I had achieved now was solely because of Liv but she wasn't even here to enjoy everything with me.
I was still outside when I heared footsteps. I knew the person wasn't coming towards me to harm me but to blurt out the new I've wanted to hear for so long.
"What's the information you've found?" I aksed, still staring at the clouds.
"Alpha, just as you've assigned. We have searched the base and everyone has left" the guard voiced out.
"So what's that suppose to mean?" I asked in a deep voice. I knew the tone of my voice instilled a little bit of fear into him.
"It means we couldn't find Liv" he aired out. His words was just what I needed to flare up. The anger inside of me got ignited. I spun my body around as I slammed my balled fist on the table, throwing off the glass cups on the floor.
It broke into tiny pieces. I wrapped my hand around the guard neck. I lifted up with the strength that rippled through me as I slammed his body in the wall with the broken pieces of the glass which I shoved in his face.
"Do you think this is a joke" I roared out with anger inside of me. I placed the broken glass in his face with the intentions of plunging it deeply into him so he screams in pain. I want him to feel the same but worst more amount of pain I was feeling.
His head was bowed down but I could see the way his body shook in fear. I turnedmy gaze away from him as I sighted Luna Rebecca stroding towards me. I haven't gotten the chance to deal with the person in front of me and now I had to deal with one more nuisance in my life.
"Let the guard go Max. What are you even doing?" she voiced out in a soft tone.
"He won't leave my grip, not untill he dies" I stated.
"Stop whatever you're doing. Get back to your senses so you can understand who you should channel this energy to. This is the wrong person for your anger" she pronounced convincly.
I was able to see reasons with her words.
I slowly let go of him.
He began to cough out in pain, he was wise enough not to let me say a word to him otherwise I might have changed my mind by strangling him to death.
How dare he? I gave him a simple task but he couldn't complete it. The guard raced away with the fear I instilled in him.
"You were almost about to kill him" she said. I stared at her with a stern gaze.
"Someone like you who has a lot of blood smeared on her hands shouldn't spew such words out of her mouth" I responded.
"Where are your manners?" she retorted at me with a hard grimace. I turned away from her as I let out a loud sigh. I was fed up of everything, at that moment I needed an escape.
"I'm not here to argue with you. You can change anything in the world but you can never change the fact that I'm your mother, not just that. I gave birth to you" she stated.
"I'm vividly sure you're not here to remind me of the role you play in my life. You must be here for something more important than your motherly role" I questioned with raised eyebrows.
"Why are you so worried when you would surely have Liv like you want?" she asked. I looked at her with a smile despite the fact that I hate her deeply, I despise her the most in the world.
My hands were itching to kill her but I haven't found a new way for her not to even think of surviving.
"A lot of days have passed but Liv isn't here with me. I'm worried about her, it feels as though my well thought out plan backfired" I aired out.
"There's no need for you to get all worked up. My sources informed me that Liv is in darksky pack" she revealed, leaving me with a rollercoaster of inbuilt emotions.