36. Maksen
36
MAKSEN
T he night came over us quicker now that it was the beginning of december and I liked it. Despite the fact that I hated staying in a dark place, I loved night time. It didn’t scare me, it offered me comfort.
And now that I had Annalise by my side, I felt at peace with everything around me.
I was gazing at her as she was simply doing things in her room. She just came out of the shower and she seemed like she wiped off a bit from the terror she had lived in the last twenty four hours.
She was truly here. But I couldn’t say that I was proud of myself. I didn’t save her, but Ender gave her back to me in exchange for me fulfilling his evil plan.
I texted my investigation team to look up the bullshit Ender told me, but somewhere in my mind, I hoped for it to be true. If Ender had really created the base of that organization, then he won all my respect and I could finally get rid of Lukyan.
Lukyan was the hand who fed me, but it was also the mouth who bit me.
The phone vibrated on the bedside so I grabbed it to check who it was. It was a message from Tyler, my IT genius.
That’s a transmitter. It can hear everything around you. Don’t say anything about anyone.
I raised my gaze to Annalise who just sat down on the chair in front of her make-up table. She was brushing her hair and looking attentively in her own eyes in the mirror.
I stood up and made my way to the desk, opening the drawer and taking out a notebook from it. Annalise turned to me with a frown on her face.
I made a sign with my hand so she would know to keep quiet. I ripped a piece of paper from the notebook, then I wrote on it that she has to avoid any subject that might reveal anything we wouldn’t want someone to hear.
I took a deep breath in and also wrote that I had this transmitter implanted in my arm so she would know why to keep the silence.
By the time I was done writing, she came by my side and I saw her reading each of the words. She instantly looked at my bicep and her mouth fell open in shock. Her fingers caressed my skin and it felt weird once she touched the spot where I had that thing in my flesh.
I turned around to her and my hands fell on each side of her hips. Her hands wrapped around my neck and she nodded, letting me know that she understood what she had to do. She took the pen from my hand and wrote on the same piece of paper what she wanted to say.
Is Katya safe with Laura?
It was funny to talk like this with her, but we had to do it so Ender wouldn’t know too much about us.
She’s safe, don’t worry.
Lysandre? Is she okay? I haven’t seen her since we came back.
You didn’t have to do this. She’s probably worried for me and you forbade her to come to me.
I raised my gaze towards her and I saw her furrowing her brows as she wrote each word on the paper. It was a nice moment between us because it was fun to see her facial expressions changing with every letter she was writing.
Relax, Anna. You don’t need anyone around you right now but me.
It was so selfish, but it was the truth. She was traumatized because of what happened and I didn’t want anyone to bother her. She sighed, then she gripped the pen between her fingers and turned the paper on the other side so she could write more on it.
How did Lukyan not find anything about this? It’s weird that he hasn’t bursted into our house yet.
Of course she had to ask about Lukyan.
He doesn’t have any control over my house so he doesn’t know what’s happening here. Don’t worry about him anymore, Annalise. You’re with me now and I promise to you that no one will ever touch you again.
A smile stretched on her face and her eyes dazzled as she continued to look at me.
“Could you kiss me?”
Her question ignited a fire in me. I wanted to kiss her, to truly feel her, so I pressed my lips against hers and let my hands wander on both of her hips.
She twirled her tongue around mine and something pulsed inside my pants. Fuck it.
I didn’t want to be gentle with her anymore. I wanted to devour her.
I grabbed her thighs and raised her, making her wrap her legs around my body. Her hands found their way to my neck while her tongue didn’t stop massaging mine.
I stepped towards the bed as I continued to caress her body, and the moment I reached it, I gently let her fall on its surface. My body towered over hers and when I saw her eyes glistening with desire, I knew she wanted this too.
There was no fear creeping on her beautiful face anymore. There was only the arousal I would’ve died for.
The air became thick as I captured her lips in a passionate kiss. Her fingers were wandering on my neck, and the moment they went down my back, I pressed my body against hers, making her raise her legs around me.
She trembled under me as I ground down her, but the moan she let out of her mouth assured me that she wasn’t scared. Not anymore.
She was longing for my touch and I fucking sensed it.
I wanted to rip off any piece of clothing on her body and make her feel my warmth filling her as I whispered over her lips how much I loved her.
My entire being wanted to worship her body as much as I wanted to fuck her right now. But I refrained myself because I wanted to make this special for us.
It didn’t matter how I felt, but only how she felt.
“I…I feel this. I want you,” she whispered, sighing and swallowing her feelings.
I knew she was nervous considering how her voice was trembling.
There was the perfect moment I could say it.
I didn’t want to say it when I was inside her, but I wanted her to hear this now. I wanted her to know that I was going to fuck her because I fucking loved her. I’ve loved her since I could remember.
And I could finally admit it to her.
Today, I felt like I could have lost her forever and I wouldn’t have forgiven myself if she would’ve left this world without knowing how much my heart loved her.
“You already have me, Annalise,” I whispered and caressed her lower lip with my thumb. “Do you know what else you have?”
She shook her head no, gazing at me attentively. “No.”
“You have my whole beating heart,” I answered, feeling how my lips curved into a soft smile. “Because I love you. Every cell of my body loves you and lives for you, and I cannot fucking wait to spend the rest of my life with you.”
The only thing I could do after saying the last word was to press my lips against hers. Her heavy breath was hitting my face as her tongue swirled around mine and that’s when I felt it.
I couldn't ever live without her. Her touch made me alive. Her kiss made me love living. She made me love the life I had. She was everything to my nothingness and I wasn’t ever going to leave her side.
My hands slowly unbuttoned her pajama blouse, uncovering the most flattering chest I’ve ever seen. As I pulled apart from the kiss, I saw the pink flush of her cheeks.
“You don’t have to be ashamed in front of me, my beautiful girl,” I said, letting my lips wander on the soft skin of her chest.
With every kiss I dropped on her body, her breath changed into silent moans. My feather-light touch gave her goosebumps all over her body and I was ready to kiss each one of them.
When I reached her belly button, I raised my gaze and met her fiery eyes. She was so fucking horny and beautiful in this moment.
My hands found their way to her boobs and the moment I faced them, I couldn’t help myself but flick my tongue around one of her nipples. Her back arched instantly, pressing against my body and the moan that came out of her mouth made me even harder.
I sucked it gently, enveloping it with my warm mouth and smirking as I felt it getting as hard as I was. She grabbed my hair with her little fists and pulled me up to her face, kissing me in the most lustful way she had ever done.
Her arousal felt like a blessing for me.
Fuck it.
I pulled back from the kiss and grabbed her pants, pulling them down to her knees. She was wearing a pink thong and the little heart from them made me clench my jaw.
Her round hips were inviting me between them and I couldn’t resist them any more. I placed a kiss on her before I pulled her panties aside and the moment my lips met her folds, she moaned.
“Oh!” she exclaimed as I twisted the tip of my tongue on her slit.
She had such a divine taste. I had to have all of her.
I flicked my tongue against her clit, feeling how her entire body tensed. Her back arched and her chest was rising at an alarming pace. The moans continued to come out of her mouth as her wetness was dripping on my tongue.
I licked my lips, enjoying her taste on them and feeling how my pants were going to be ripped off soon. I didn’t have much space left in there to be honest.
“How does it make you feel like, Annalise?”
“It makes me feel like I don’t want it to ever end,” she mumbled between harsh breaths.
That's what I wanted to hear. Because I could’ve done this all my life and not get enough of it.
“It’s only the beginning,” I whispered over her flesh and pressed my thumb between her folds.
She trembled, but the moment she felt my finger going inside of her, she gasped, her back raising completely from the bed.
I moved it inside her and her warmth made me want to fucking slide myself all the way in. I needed to feel her, but I needed her to be prepared for me.
“You’re ready for me, my beautiful angel,” I whispered, licking her clit as I continued to move my finger inside her.
“Fucking make me yours already,” she screamed, grabbing my hair into her fists.
She shouldn’t had said that, because I fucking lost it.
I forgot everything she went through and I just freed myself. She demanded it, but she didn’t know she woke up the demon inside me.
I was her sin. And she knew it.
“You shouldn’t have said that, Annalise,” I growled, grabbing my length.
Her gaze fell on me and I noticed how hard she swallowed. She instinctively pulled her legs apart, offering me enough space to come closer to her.
“Breathe, Annalise,” I whispered when I pressed the tip of my shaft on her clit.
Her eyes continued to stay on our intimate parts, and as I started to slowly push into her, the most beautiful moans left her mouth and I felt how I was about to explode.
She was perfect.
She let her hands fall on my back and with a gentle touch, she instructed me to move.
And I fucking did it.
I thrust inside her and fucking God, how good it felt.
I let myself fall over her, kissing her pouty lips to taste every moan she let out to fill the room. She was moving with me, rolling her hips and biting my lower lip once in a while.
I couldn't resist more.
The tension was building up inside my body and I hated myself for that.
But she was nothing I’ve ever experienced before because she was the first woman I’ve truly loved.
“I love you, Maksen Brown,” she whispered, moaning even louder. “I love you for everything you’re making me feel, and for…Oh, God!”
She arched her back as I started moving frantically inside her.
Her nails dug inside my skin and her walls fluttered around my cock. She came all over me and her body was gripped by shockwaves as I continued to offer her one quick thrust all at once.
I loved her.
I fucking loved her.
And I fucking loved fucking her.