Chapter 7 #2
I forgot about sucking it in. I forgot about where we were and what we might’ve been missing. All I could think was how good his fingers felt.
And then he slowly pressed a finger inside me while another prodded my clit, sending sparks throughout my body and raining down behind my closed lids. “Ah. Ben! Oh my god.”
“Aww, baby. You haven’t seen anything yet.
” His breath fanned my aching breast, and I knew what was coming next.
But I wasn’t prepared. When his lips joined in as he teased my throbbing nipple, I lost it.
With two fingers thrusting inside me, another teasing my clit while he suckled my aching nipple, I went over.
“Ben!” I think I screamed, and my whole body contorted as I curled around the fingers still inside me. His thumb brushed against my clit, and I went over again. Waves of pleasure coursed through my body and had me digging my fingers into his shoulders.
His lips came over mine, and he kissed me with a passion I’d never felt before.
Hunger laced his every move, but I was too busy coming down off my high to help him at the moment.
I’d do something about it once I could feel my fingers again.
For sure. This man deserved a freaking parade, let alone an orgasm.
I had never, ever orgasmed in the multiples. And he’d just sent me over twice like it was nothing.
Best. Day. Ever.
And it was about then I noticed muffled cursing coming from Ben.
“Dammit. Dammit, dammit.”
I uncurled myself from around him and laid back on the bed. “Um, problem? Because from everything I can see, the world is looking pretty damn awesome.”
Ben’s lips quirked before he gave a little laugh. “Slight issue.”
I raised my eyebrows.
He shrugged. “We’re up here and the condoms are…hopefully in the main bedroom.”
I nodded slowly. “That is a predicament.”
“Be back in a flash.” He jumped down from the bunk, and I heard more muffled curses before a door opened followed by more thumps.
I probably could’ve offered to go without. I’d been on the patch after a tiny scare with Charlie, but I really wasn’t there with Ben. And honestly, doubling up on protection never hurt anyone.
“Got ‘em!” Ben crowed triumphantly.
I peeked over the edge and watched spellbound as he jogged back to me. It was impossible to know where to look—at those rock-hard abs with the hella hot tattoos or his bobbing dick that was just all out there, waving in the air.
Okay, so I totally watched his dick bounce toward me.
And worse, Ben knew it.
“See something you like?” He paused next to the bunk and leered comically at me.
I couldn’t even lie. I just nodded, completely spellbound. Dick-dazed? Was that the term? “I hope you brought more than one back with you.”
Ben just laughed and tossed a whole box into the bunk. “Do I look stupid?”
I shook my head. “You look…needy. Luckily, so am I. Get in here and do me already.”
“Someone’s feeling needy despite already having an orgasm.” He laughed again as he swung into the bunk.
I held up two fingers. “Technically, two.”
“Oh, I know.” His smile was wolfish as he knelt next to me. But his smile fell away as he wrestled with the condom box then wrapper before finally rolling a condom down his length. After, he tossed me another smug smirk. “I just wanted to hear you say it.”
My breath hitched as he nudged his way between my thighs. I kinda expected him to just dive in. Give into that straining need I could see in his eyes.
But instead, he bent forward and kissed me again. So sweet and tender that tears stung my eyes. And when I opened them after he broke the kiss, he was staring down at me with this expression on his face.
Like he was amazed he was here with me.
Me .
I shook my head slightly and a tear trailed down my cheek.
Ben reached out and brushed it away. “Everything okay?”
“Yeah.” My breath hitched. “Just…I don’t know why you’re looking at me like that.”
“I don’t want to forget this moment. It feels like the beginning of everything.” He closed his eyes and swayed as his lips moved without any sound.
“Ben? You okay?”
“What?” He jolted then shook his head. “Sorry. Just…” He cleared his throat. “Just really don’t wanna screw this up, but it kinda feels like I am.”
My eyes darted from his face to that huge condom covered dick that was hanging between us. “Uh, looks like everything is still a go as far as I can see.”
“A go, huh?” A smile flickered across his face before he leaned down and gave me another sweet kiss.
I reached up and cupped his cheek. I didn’t want this moment to end. It was everything. I’d never been so into a guy. Never had a guy be so into me.
And I didn’t know what to do with that.
While I was busy thinking, Ben leaned back slightly, his eyes burning down on me as he guided his cock inside me. I had to close my eyes for a second because it felt so fantastic.
He was there. Inside me. Stretching the walls of my pussy as his hips kissed against my thighs.
“Oh my god.” I groaned. He was big. So much bigger than his fingers had been. And it’d been a minute since I’d—
He pressed a tender kiss against my forehead. “You okay, baby?”
“I…yeah. Fantastic. Full. So full.” I blinked up at him, and my heart thudded unevenly at the tender expression on his face.
“We’ll go at your speed. Ain’t got anywhere to be. Nothing better than being here with you. Like this.”
I wiggled my hips slightly, and he closed his eyes with a muttered curse.
“But if you keep doing that, this is going to be over before it’s started.”
“Nice to know how much power I have in this relationship.” I pursed my lips, fighting against the urge to grin at him.
“I’m going to be in so much trouble when you really figure it out.” Before I could wrap my mind around that statement, Ben slowly pulled his cock out. Then, just as slowly, thrust back inside me.
I whimpered. It felt so good. And the way he was looking at me was everything. I’d never felt so much. My heart was so freaking full.
“Aw, baby.” Ben groaned and burrowed his face in my neck and started thrusting faster.
In just a few minutes he had me mindless with need. And with nothing more than him thrusting into me. I wrapped my legs around his lean hips and met him thrust for thrust.
“Ah, Ben. I don’t… I can’t—” I screamed as I went over. My fingers clawed at his back as I fought to get closer even as my pussy clenched and shuddered around his cock.
“Uh. Fuck. Em. I don’t—” His lips came down over mine as he kissed me harshly. Our teeth clashed for a second, and then he was suckling at my tongue as he ground his hips into mine.
That tiny bit of extra friction had me coming again. “Oh my god. Oh Ben!”
“Christ, woman. You trying to kill me?”
Then I was laughing even as aftershocks rocked through my body. This wasn’t like any time I’d had sex before.
And as I looked into Ben’s eyes, I realized I really, really loved everything about it.
Because I was falling for this man. So hard.
And judging by the tender look in his eyes…
I was afraid to even finish the thought. It was too soon. We didn’t know anything about each other. I didn’t even know his last name.
Holy shit. I just had a one-night stand. Me . I didn’t do things like that. I was a good girl. I—
“I can hear you spiraling from here.” Ben gently pulled himself free, one hand holding the condom in place, then he laid on his side next to me. “That was amazing. Life altering. And scary as hell. But I’m still here. I want to be here with you. For as long as you want me around. Okay?”
“Okay,” I whispered back. Tears burned at my eyes again for the same reason as before. I felt so much for this man. I didn’t really understand it. “But this is crazy, right? Like to feel like this after one day?”
“It’s never happened to me before, but when you know, you know. You know?”
I rolled my eyes at his silly attempt at humor. He leaned over and gave me another sweet, tender kiss.
“Please don’t run off. But I gotta go take care of this.” He nodded at his messy condom. “Promise you’ll still be here when I come back.”
“Promise,” I whispered back, and he gave me an approving smile.
“Good.” Then he swung out of the bunk, and I heard him stomp down the hall.
I curled into my side and tried not to think. Closing my eyes, I tried to calm my racing heart and repeated a new mantra to myself.
When you know, you know.