Chapter 4 The Chaos Variable
The frosted glass door of Conference Room B slid shut, sealing Leo Hayes’s vibrant, chaotic energy on the other side.
The silence he left behind was profound, a vacuum that Julian felt in his bones.
For a long moment, the only sound was the quiet hum of the ventilation system, a sound that had been perfectly normal an hour ago but now seemed sterile, lifeless.
Julian remained seated, his hands still clasped on the cool surface of the table.
He felt a grim sense of vindication. The interview had been precisely the train wreck he had anticipated.
All his initial assessments—overconfident, unprofessional, likely fraudulent—had been confirmed in a spectacular fashion.
"Well," Sarah Vance said, breaking the silence. She sank back into her chair, a slow, delighted smile spreading across her face. "That was something."
"It was a complete and utter farce," Julian stated, the words clipped and precise. He finally allowed himself to lean back, a gesture that felt like releasing a held breath. "I have conducted interviews with chatbots that were more coherent."
"Oh, come on," she laughed, her eyes sparkling. "It wasn't that bad."
"He defined a key performance indicator as 'the potential for awe.
' He compared agile methodology to a river.
I believe he may have unironically used the phrase 'democratize the sublime.
' He is not a Digital Experience Designer, Sarah.
He's a walking thesaurus with a good haircut.
" Julian methodically listed the transgressions, each point a nail in the coffin of Leo Hayes’s candidacy. He had the data. The case was closed.
"But did you listen to him?" Sarah countered, leaning forward with an infectious enthusiasm that Julian had long ago learned to treat with extreme caution.
"He didn't just give answers; he told stories.
He has an energy, Julian. A spark. We haven't had a spark like that in this office since the espresso machine caught fire. "
"The espresso machine fire resulted in a full evacuation and a two-thousand-dollar repair bill," Julian reminded her dryly. "I fail to see how that's a desirable outcome."
"It was memorable! It was a disruption! That’s what he is. He’s the curveball we’ve been looking for. He’s exactly what the Northwind account needs."
Julian stared at her, trying to reconcile her words with the reality of the past thirty minutes.
It felt as though they had watched two entirely different interviews.
He had seen a collection of red flags, a parade of inconsistencies.
Sarah had apparently seen the second coming of Steve Jobs, only with more metaphors about nature.
"He couldn't answer a single technical question," Julian pressed, keeping his voice level.
"When I asked about user journey validation, he started talking about 'empathic resonance.
' That isn't a strategy; it's a line from a self-help book.
His resume is full of inconsistencies. The man is a walking, talking risk. "
"And the Stellarium concept?" she shot back, her smile unwavering. "Was that a risk? Or was that the most brilliant, outside-the-box solution to the Borealis problem that either of us has seen in the last six months?"
She had him there. The point was a sharp, undeniable fact that stood in direct opposition to all his other data. The brilliance of that one idea was the anomaly, the ghost in the machine of his logic.
"One good idea doesn't make a career," he argued, though the words felt weaker now. "A broken clock is right twice a day."
"But what if he’s not a broken clock?" Sarah insisted, her voice softening. "What if he's just a different kind of clock? One that doesn't measure time in ticks and tocks, but in… I don’t know, gasps of wonder?"
Julian fought the urge to rub his temples.
She was using the candidate’s own nonsensical language against him.
It was a deeply unfair tactic. "We are a business, Sarah, not a poetry slam.
We have deadlines. We have clients who pay us an obscene amount of money for results, not for 'empathic resonance.
' He will be eaten alive in a client meeting. "
"Or," she said, standing and beginning to pace, her energy filling the room, "he’ll charm them into giving us a bigger budget.
Julian, look at our team. They're brilliant.
They're efficient. They're you, but with slightly less intimidating pen collections. They're all straight lines. He’s chaos. He's the variable we can’t predict, and that’s what makes him valuable.
We need to shake things up before we become as sterile and boring as our own damn lobby. "
The frustration was a tight band around Julian's chest. He felt like he was arguing with the wind.
He was presenting a logical, evidence-based case, and she was countering with abstract concepts like 'energy' and 'spark.
' It was infuriating. It was illogical. And, he hated to admit, it was a very Sarah Vance way of doing business—the very way that had made their agency so successful.
She operated on gut feelings, while he operated on verifiable facts.
Most of the time, their two approaches balanced each other out perfectly. Today, they were at war.
He thought of Leo’s final answer. An experience is a memory you haven't made yet. It was sentimental. It was unprofessional. And for a fleeting, infuriating second, it had resonated with a part of him he kept firmly locked away. He immediately dismissed the thought. It was irrelevant data.
"He will be a disaster," Julian said, his voice low and final.
"Then let him be our disaster," Sarah said, stopping in front of him. Her expression was no longer just enthusiastic; it was serious. "I’m not asking you to sign him to a lifetime contract. Give him a probationary period. Thirty days. We throw him onto the Northwind project, right into the deep end, and we see if he swims. If you're right, and he’s a fraud, we cut him loose. No harm, no foul. But if I’m right…
" She left the sentence hanging in the air, a challenge he couldn't ignore.
Julian was silent for a long time. He replayed the interview in his mind: the charming, evasive answers; the ridiculous metaphors; the sudden, disarming moment of honesty at the end.
He thought of the elegant solution to the Borealis problem.
He thought of the sheer, unmitigated chaos this man would introduce into his perfectly ordered environment.
Every rational part of his brain, every instinct honed by years of managing projects and people, was screaming at him to say no.
But Sarah was his partner. And he had never known her gut instinct to be wrong.
The frustration didn't vanish, but it began to change, to cool and solidify into something else. Something harder. A challenge.
"Fine," Julian said, the word sharp. "Thirty days. But he reports directly to me. Every task, every email, every single design will go through me first. I will be his shadow."
Sarah’s smile returned, triumphant. "I knew you'd see it my way."
"I don't see it your way," he corrected her, his voice flat. "I see a hypothesis that needs to be tested. You believe he's a necessary disruption. I believe he's an unqualified amateur who got lucky once. I am more than happy to be proven right."
"Whatever you need to tell yourself," she said with a wink. "I'll have HR send him the offer."
She left him there, alone in the silent conference room. The pristine order of the space felt different now. It felt like a calm before a storm. Julian stood and walked to the window, looking out over the neat, geometric lines of the city below.
He had lost the argument, but he had established the terms of engagement. He would give Leo Hayes his thirty days. He would give him the opportunity. And he would watch, with the cold, impartial focus of a scientist, as the chaos variable either adapted or imploded.
A strange, unfamiliar feeling settled over him. It wasn't anger anymore. It was a sharp, focused sense of determination.
A test had been set. And Julian Thorne had no intention of losing.