Chapter 34 #2
“So close, Jess, but the words I’m looking for are—”
“Fine. I’m a big fucking deal.”
“Damn right you are. Was that as satisfying for you as it was for me?”
“Teddy.”
He smirked. “That was definitely the exasperated version of my name.”
Jessica didn’t answer. There’s no way she could speak right now without laughing.
“I can’t wait to hear the orgasm version. You ready?”
“For?”
“Everything.” He winked and slid down her body, kissing her pussy, sucking lightly on her clit. Jessica’s hips shot off the bed. “Do me another favour, please, Starshine …”
“What?” She gasped when he applied more pressure, his thumb sliding over her most sensitive spot.
“Take your shirt off whenever you’re ready. Or leave it on. You’re in charge now.”
Teddy had to slow down.
Catch his breath.
Make this good for her. Although, the pleased hums and whimpers that accompanied each swipe of Teddy’s tongue indicated that Jessica didn’t currently have any complaints.
But mostly, Teddy was desperate to show Jessica that he thought she was perfect. To prove that all the things she didn’t like about herself were a part of what made her so special, so irresistible.
Jessica’s hips twisted as she pulled her shirt over her head. Her tits were small, but guess what, so was the rest of her.
She raised her eyebrows when he lifted his head.
“I will compliment you again,” he warned.
Her lips curled into a shy smile, and Teddy took a mental image.
Desperate to remember this moment, let it become a core memory.
Today had become a series of beginnings for their relationship, and he didn’t want to forget a single second of it, even the hard stuff.
In a weird way, the tough moments were the best bits because they proved this was real.
And he’d do his damnedest to make sure she didn’t forget that.
He traced a finger along her pussy, scooping up the wetness that had pooled there, sucking it into his mouth. Jessica’s tits rose as she released a long breath, her eyes hazier and darker than he’d ever seen before. Deep blue pools of need and want.
He lowered his head and breathed her in, letting her musky, sweet scent fill his senses.
“You’re perfect, Jess. Just as you are. And if you ever forget, I’ll happily remind you.”
Her “thank you” was soft, but there was no chance of him missing it. Not when he was determined to remember all of this.
Teddy pushed a finger inside Jessica, groaning as her walls constricted around him. If she did that to his cock, it’d all be over before he even got all the way in.
New plan: make her come so hard she forgets her own name and buy some time to get himself together.
Less than a minute later, Teddy’s plan fell apart when he fluttered his fingers, and Jessica pulled his hair, her hips rolling against his face.
“Oh my God,” she gasped. “Teddy. Teddy. Yes.”
He did it again, desperate to push her as high as she could go, hear that glorious gasp once more, find out all the different ways she could chant his name as pleasure consumed her.
He didn’t stop until she pulled away from him, her choppy breathing heating the air all around them.
“You’re amazing,” she said as he climbed up her body, dropping kisses on her stomach, her nipples, which tightened further, hard little buds against his tongue. He swirled and sucked, lost in the moment, his cock a hard spike in his pants.
Jessica looped her arms around his shoulders and whispered in his ear, “Do you have a condom?”
Call it wishful thinking, but he’d packed a new box.
“In my bag.”
“Can you get one?”
Teddy pushed up onto his elbows, missing the warmth of Jessica’s body immediately. As he walked towards the chair where he’d left his bag, Teddy kicked off his pants, earning a laugh from Jessica.
“I should’ve known you’d be a commando guy.”
Grabbing the box of condoms from the side pocket of his duffel bag, Teddy winked at her. “Always have been.”
She scooted backwards, making space for Teddy on the bed, and when he was close enough, she plucked the box from his hand, tearing it open, condoms scattering across the quilt.
“I have an idea,” she said.
Teddy was confident it was a good one, especially when Jessica’s gaze dipped to where his cock jutted towards her. She swallowed.
“I want to be able to see you.”
Look at that. They were on the same page.
“Can you …” Jessica gestured to the spot next to her, and Teddy slid onto the bed, his back resting against the headboard. She didn’t waste any time, crawling onto his lap, hovering over where he was hardest.
She used her teeth to rip open the foil wrapper, and they worked together to sheath his length.
“Fuck.” Teddy groaned when she squeezed the base of his cock.
“You’re so big.”
He’d heard that plenty of times before. Same with the hesitancy that threaded through her words.
“We’ll go slow,” he promised. And it wasn’t like he was going to complain about putting her on her back and asking her to ride his face again. Actually … Teddy swiped one of the packets of lube that had come with the condoms and opened the sachet. “Lift up, Starshine.”
She complied immediately, and he coated his fingers before slipping them inside her.
A keening sound fell from Jessica’s lips when he hit that sensitive spot. Once he was sure she was ready, he withdrew his hand.
“We can stop any time you want.”
Jessica guided him to her entrance, the heat of her pussy seeping through the thin latex. “I don’t want to stop.”
Thank fuck for that.
Slowly, so slowly, she slid onto the tip of his dick, her eyes widening, mouth falling open. “Oh, God.”
Teddy massaged her ass, did his best not to move. He wouldn’t. Not until she was ready.
Jessica rolled her hips, taking more of him, making him clench his jaws together, breathe through his nose.
It was already better than it had ever been before.
“Is there more?” she whispered against his lips, her breathing ragged.
He grunted when she pressed down further, the tightness overwhelming him.
“Oh, my God. Teddy. So thick. I don’t think I …”
“Yes, you can.” He stole a kiss from her, his tongue sliding into her mouth as one of his hands reached up, rolling her nipple. Jessica relaxed in his arms, sinking to the base of his cock.
She was exquisite.
“I knew you could do it,” he said against her mouth before drawing her into a deep kiss. “Tell me when you want more.”
Teddy’s echo of her words from earlier in the evening got her moving. Jessica lifted her hips, sliding up his cock before lowering. “I want it all, Teddy.”
He swallowed. “Then that’s what you’ll get. Ready, Starshine?”
Her hands gripped his shoulders, and their gazes met.
She nodded.
Teddy lifted her, coaxing her back down as his hips chased the paradise between her thighs.
“More,” she begged.
Teddy poured all the promises he’d never wanted to offer anyone else into the way his body moved against hers.
“Teddy, I’m going to come.”
Pleasure pooled at the base of his spine, and Teddy cupped Jessica’s jaw, wanting to see her. To watch as she went over the edge. Revel in the most intimate connection a person could have with someone else.
Jessica squeezed her eyes shut, her mouth forming an ‘o’.
“Eyes on me,” he begged, his own orgasm triggered when she complied immediately. Waves of pleasure crashed over his body as their movements slowed, and Teddy couldn’t catch his breath. His chest was heavy and light, all at once. It shouldn’t make sense, but it did.
Jessica dropped her head to his shoulder, her curls tickling his neck, his chin. Her breath panted across his skin, and even though they couldn’t physically get closer than they were, Teddy held her close, those three special words almost tumbling from his lips.
But it was still too soon.
And she’d been hurt so many times before.
And he’d promised he wouldn’t rush her.
He’d just keep showing up. For Jessica.
Teddy shifted them until they were lying down face to face, their bodies curled together like two perfect pieces of a puzzle.
He’d keep showing up for himself, too.