16. Lexi
CHAPTER 16
Lexi
Saturday
“ I –I… um…” I stutter a bit, my eyes not wavering from his. “I’m not sure what this is, to say if I am or not.” My words come out more breathless than I intended, but I can’t just assume something like this and be wrong.
My hopes are that this is about to become a little more than what I expected it to be. I was ecstatic being able to do what we just did, but is Camden asking what I think he is? He looks back to Shayna once more, getting what I’d assume is his final confirmation, and she nods confidently.
He takes a deep intake of breath and pulls back on my hair even more, tilting my face to him. He steps directly in front of me and squats down to show how serious he is. “What if it wasn’t just Shayna that wants you?” he asks and my mouth drops open with a small gasp. My eyes don’t leave his, and he grins that devious smile of his.
“You look surprised. You don’t think we haven’t talked about this? Wanted this? Wanted you,” he admits letting his eyes flick over to Shayna then quickly back to mine, yet mine never waiver from his.
“Lexi,” Shayna’s breathless voice is right at my ear, and her breath fans over my neck as her soft, full breasts press against my arm. “We’ve waited for you… wanted you. We both do,” she says, confirming what Camden just admitted. I take in her words, but my gaze never leaves Camden’s. His one brow raises in a questioning way, as that smirk remains on his lips.
I nod as best as I can with him holding my hair as tight as he is in this position. “Your words, Lexi… use your words,” he commands as he tightens the hold in my hair making me hiss slightly. I now know Shayna has talked to him about me. I’ve told her my deepest secrets. She knows I’m pansexual and a switch in the bedroom. With females I’m dominant and love to control the situation and the woman, but with men … I am just as submissive as she is and love to be controlled; told what to do and enjoy a little pain with my pleasure.
At the sharp sting that spreads over my scalp and evolves into euphoria, I give a little moan. “Yes, sir. I want this. I want you both,” I say in a low tone. His smile grows as he leans further down, and kisses the corner of my mouth softly. The sensation lingers there.
He moves to my ear and licks the skin there, causing a shiver to course down my spine. “Good girl… very good girl!” he whispers gruffly and I am immediately soaked.
He takes a step back releasing my hair looking down at the two us on our knees in front of him, for him . He gives his pants a little tug further up his thighs but doesn’t cover his very large erect cock. He strokes it right in front of us. “Get undressed. Both of you. Then I want you in our bed on your knees,” he orders and we both glance at each other and immediately move to do as he asks.
After undressing, we both kneel on the bed, our hands clasped behind our backs. He drops his pants, finally letting them pool around his ankles before stepping out of them. At this point, right here is where I am so thankful their kids are out of the house for the entire weekend.
The mattress dips as he slowly moves toward us on the bed. He kneels directly in front of Shayna, his beautiful wife. He cups her face and leans in kissing her slowly and languidly. It makes bubbles of excitement burst in my belly.
“Are you sure?” he whispers against her lips. “You can’t take this back. You can’t undo it. Once we move forward from here, there is no looking back.” She nods her head slowly.
“I want this. I want her,” she says softly, never letting her eyes move from his. He gives her an adoring smile and kisses her lips once again and gives her a quick nod of the head. His hands still cupping her face, his head turns to me. Our eyes collide in a heated stare before his hands drop from her face.
He moves in front of me and she lowers her face with a sheepish smile. His gaze quickly darts down to take in my pierced nipples and his pupils dilate with lust. Shayna told me he loves her breasts. He’s a tit man, for sure. I beam inside knowing that I’ve pleased him this way.
When I had them done, it was for me. Jason liked them but to cause pain. He also knew I was a masochist in the bedroom, but he seemed to take it too far sometimes. I just figured he was just trying to give me what I want, but I know now he is a sadist and just loved to see me hurt.
Camden reaches up and tweaks one of my pierced nipples. “Nice. I like these,” he says gruffly. A hiss leaves my lips at the slight sting but I beam internally at his admission. I drop my head immediately. The submissive in me thinks that’s what he wants, also reverting back to when I was with Jase.
His hand raises from my breast, and he hooks his index and middle finger under my chin, lifting my face to his. He looks deep into my eyes. The crease etched between his brows lets me know he’s serious. “That goes for you as well. Are you sure about this, Sweet Girl? You can’t take this back once we move forward. We’ve waited too long for you. This isn’t a one-time thing, if we do this. You are ours and we are yours,” he says in a firm voice.
We sit staring at each other for so long. The weight of everyones’ silence could have been minutes or even hours, until Camden finally tilts his head to the side, with a quirk of his brow expecting my answer. My heart and head both racing at the expectations and the thoughts those words bring.
I’ve always been intrigued by a polyamorous relationship. I’ve always wanted to be a part of one and to know the love of more than one person at the same time. With no jealousy, complete commitment, total trust and communication. While I was with Jason, I knew because of his jealousy and dominance, it would never happen. And at that time, I thought he was all I wanted or needed.
But now, my heart soars because not only is this possible but also with my best friends. I still want to pinch myself. I am so scared this is just a dream right now. This day went from zero to one hundred so quickly.
“I…” I start with a crack in my voice. I have to clear my throat. “I’m sure, Cam. I’ve wanted this too,” I admit, looking up into his soulful eyes. He is contemplative for a moment then nods, almost to himself. With his fingers still under my chin, his thumb begins to move, rubbing over my bottom lip slowly.
Camden’s gaze drops to watch the motion, and I notice Shayna now looking over at us with a heat in her eyes that I have never seen. My mouth drops open slightly and my tongue peeks out, licking the tip of his thumb as it sweeps over my lip. As soon as it touches his flesh, he moves it slowly inside my mouth.
“Mmmm…” he growls and orders, “Suck.” I immediately close my lips around the digit and hollow out my cheeks as I lick it in earnest. Letting my tongue swirl around it. I groan audibly, letting my eyelids close for a moment, relishing in the feel of him. He slowly removes his finger, almost reluctantly, then uses the wet finger to trace my lips, moistening them. When he’s finished, his hand drops to his side as he moves off the bed to look over us.
“Shayna…” he says, looking over at her now. Her head whips toward him, giving him her full attention. She had been staring at me… watching my mouth where I had just been sucking on his finger as if it were his cock, probably remembering her sucking on my fingers, tasting my arousal.
“Lay down with your head on the pillow and legs spread. Show Lexi that pretty pussy of yours,” he orders as he slowly makes his way around toward the end of the bed to stand behind me.
He seems to be enjoying the show with the way his cock bobs as she moves slowly to do exactly as he asks. I’m still kneeling with my hands clasped behind my back at the end of the bed facing the side. My eyes follow her every movement. God she’s sexy as hell.
I watch as she slowly spreads her tanned legs apart and her hand softly touches herself. My mouth drops open on a heavy released breath. I’m breathing heavily as my eyes dart between hers and the apex of her thighs.
I didn’t realize how close Camden was until I felt his breath on my ear. “Gorgeous isn’t she?” he asks and my eyes never move from watching her hand slowly and meticulously rub over her clean shaven pussy.
My heart is beating heavily in my chest right now and I nod, because I have to agree. There is no other vision more perfect than Shayna splayed out in front of us with her cunt wet and ready.
Before I even register the movement, his hand is in my hair pulling my head back again tight and rough. The action makes me suck in a gasp and release a moan at the sting of pain at the base of my skull. “Now my good girl here is going to do exactly as she’s told, am I right?” he asks, licking up the side of my face and moving to swipe his tongue over the seam of my lips. I open eagerly for him letting him dominate the kiss. It’s dirty and greedy as our teeth clash with unrestrained hunger.
When he pulls away, I’m left panting. “Yes, sir,” I whisper breathlessly and he smirks. Out of the corner of my eye I can see Shayna watching us with lust in her eyes and her hand still softly rubbing over her pussy. She hasn’t dipped her fingers inside yet, as far as I can tell, just gently rubbing over the flesh of her folds. Teasing herself and us in the process.
“That’s what I like to hear. Now… you are going to get down on all fours between her thighs and I want to watch you feast on her. Show me how badly you’ve wanted to taste that sweet pussy,” he growls. “Eat her like she’s your last meal.” His hand drops from my hair and kisses my shoulder softly. My breathing has escalated to an unholy pace, and it sounds so loud in my own ears.
My eyes slowly leave his and move to where she is still staring at us. I move even slower, on my hands and knees. As I approach her, I dip my head and kiss just above her knee on the inside of her thigh. I hear her suck in a breath.
Camden moves to where she’s laying down and takes her wrists. I didn’t even see him pick up his belt. He wraps the belt around her wrists, pulling them tight and securing the belt to the top of the headboard. Shayna gives a little whine at being restrained. He leans over her and kisses her sloppily, with so much tongue that there is saliva all over the sides of her mouth.
I move to the other thigh, kissing it. This time she moans, sounding so wanton. I kiss and taste her flesh all the way up to the crease of her lush thigh and hip, and she moves squirms at the light touches.
With my hands, I push her thighs even further apart, and lean down smelling her sweet arousal before licking right at the apex junction where her thigh meets her core. I let my cheek and jaw rub right over her pussy, teasing her. She groans loudly and shifts trying to get me exactly where she wants me.
A small chuckle releases from my lips and Camden does the same as his feet brush over the carpet, moving to the side of the bed for a better view. Once his steps have ceased, I dip low and lick a slow, wet and languid strip from the crease of her ass up through her cunt, letting my tongue dip inside for a brief moment, then finishing at the tip of her pussy. Just tasting her and brushing quickly over her clit.
She throws her head back, and squeezes her eyes closed. “Fuck Lexi… do that again.” She vocalizes loudly, and then looks down at me, to see that I am watching her from between her thighs. I slowly run my hands up her thighs and with my thumbs, I open her pussy for me to see. My eyes leave hers reluctantly, as I look at how absolutely soaking wet she is.
I lick slowly this time, letting my tongue flick over her clit, swirl around it, and suck it into my mouth. “You taste…” I say and dip my tongue inside again, “… so fucking good.” My words come out as a whisper almost as if talking to myself.
I am so engrossed in tasting this woman. I want to memorize and memorialize her essence on my tongue. I was so focused on her, that I didn’t realize my ass is up in the air until a hand begins to rub over my cheeks and down to my own wet pussy.
I jump slightly at the touch and look over my shoulder. When I do, a hard resounding slap to my ass echoes in the room. I jump at the sting. “Pay attention to what I told you to do. Do not stop unless I tell you. Got me?” Camden gruffly orders and slaps the other cheek even harder than the first. I yelp and hiss through my teeth but do as I’m told. Immediately going back to licking in and around Shayna’s entrance. Letting my tongue delve in deep into the heavenly taste of her as she grinds against my face.
Camden pushes my thighs further apart, opening me up for his viewing pleasure. “Shayna… wait until you see how fucking perfect her pussy is, Princess,” he says but Shayna can’t reply over her pants and needy moans.
He begins to run his fingers along my wet folds, and dip two of his large fingers into my entrance. I do the same by inserting two of my fingers into her. She moans loudly as I curl my fingers up trying to find that sweet spot inside her that’s going to have her seeing stars.
I feel him push his fingers in and out aggressively before pulling them out all the way. He slides his wet fingers through my folds roughly, before rearing back a bit and slapping my pussy hard.
I jump at the sharp sting but moan loudly when my clit throbs for more. The intense sensation causes me to halt my feasting but not my fingers. He does it again, faster and even harder this time making my knees buckle and bite down on Shayna’s thigh. She hisses and I moan at how quickly I know this man is going to make me come before he even enters me. He chuckles darkly. “Mmmm… You really do love pain. Let’s see how far I can take this and how quickly I can make you come.”
My back arches at the feeling as he thrusts three fingers inside me this time… hard and rough, exactly how I like it. It’s crazy how this is the first time together but feels like we’ve been doing this for years. It’s like we each know the other's bodies and what makes us tick. His thumb then presses into my clit and begins flicking side to side. My finger inside Shayna slows down as I feel that inevitable tingle crawl over my entire body.
My insides pulse and clench around his digits as I get closer to my release and he stops. He doesn’t remove his fingers but the hand that had been on my waist comes down harder than I’ve felt it yet. “Now you’re not doing as you were told,” he growls before landing another hard smack but this time in a different spot. I moan loudly at the impact. I know I’m going to be so sore tomorrow.
I’ve never had a threesome like this. Having to concentrate on one while the other is doing ungodly things to my body. I take a deep breath and tell myself to just enjoy the ride Camden is giving me but focus on Shayna.
One hand glides up her body slowly, teasing her nipple and squeezing her full tits. Gods, she has amazing tits. They overflow in my hand. My other hand continues to thrust two fingers deep inside her while my thumb rubs over her clit. I eventually pull out, spreading her lips apart to allow my tongue to lick and suck her swollen bundle of nerves. I growl at the taste that explodes on my tongue. She’s sopping wet from a combination of me and her own juices.
Camden must be pleased by my actions, because he begins to focus on my core now. His fingers dive back inside, thrusting harshly as my walls tighten around them. I both hear and feel him spit onto my ass, and I moan loudly.
Glancing up at Shayna, her hands are still secured above her head, but now gripping the headboard tightly. “Fuck Lexi… more… just… keep…” she growls again. “Don’t stop… whatever it… please… keep going… I’m… so close.” She’s so vocal and her words are broken and jumbled up between moans and panting breaths. It’s giving me a huge surge of confidence knowing that I’m doing this to her. She’s writhing beneath me from what my tongue and fingers are doing to her.
Camden’s thumb begins to smear the spit around my ass slowly as he keeps crooking his fingers inside me hitting that spot that is sending stars behind my eyes. “This ass is mine… not today, but soon. We’re going to ruin you for anyone else… ever.” I moan at his words and spread my legs even further for him. He starts to rub his hard cock along the seam of my pussy. Up and down, over and over again pressing it harder every time it passes over my clit. The pressure makes me jolt a bit.
I can feel Shayna begin to tighten even more around my two fingers, so I insert a third and concentrate solely on that sweet spot inside and flatten my tongue on her clit. “Uugghhh… fuuuuck…” Shayna growls out so I continue to flick my tongue quicker. And just as I think she’s about to come, Camden slams into me hard, in one rough thrust. It pushes me forward forcing my mouth to close around Shayna’s clit. I suck hard while flicking my tongue over it, sending Shayna over the edge in a rush as she screams my name and her pussy pulses intensely around my fingers.
When I finally release her clit with a pop and pull my fingers out of her, she and I both are a panting mess. Her legs fall open as her heavily lidded eyes find mine as Camden begins a hard, fast and rough rhythm inside of me. One hand holding myself up on the bed over Shayna and the other gripping her hip tightly just trying to hold on from the brutal pace Camden has taken up. She’s watching me with a look that seems to be a mixture of lust and wonderment. Like she can’t believe this is really happening. Just like me. This is a dream come true.
I can feel one of the most intense orgasms I have ever felt building inside of me as I watch her. I’m breathing in heavy pants as I bite my bottom lip. My eyes never leave hers, because I need to make sure that she’s completely okay with this, seeing as I’m being fucked hard by her husband.
The corners of Shayna’s lips quirk. She shifts slightly bringing her face closer to mine, with only a hair between us. Her warm breath ghosts over my face, and I search hers for anything she can give me. As if she can read my thoughts, she licks over my bottom lip and finally speaks. “You are so perfect for us. I have searched for you for so long, babes. After this… I am never letting you go. You are it for us,” she whispers against my lips before finally closing the small gap and kissing me softly. It’s such a contradiction to how hard and rough Camden is being so it’s causing my orgasm to build even more.
She coaxes her way into my mouth and our tongues dance a synchronized tango over each other. I hear Camden growl as his rhythm becomes erratic. “Fuck Lex… so good… such a good girl for me,” he grits out and I release the kiss while Shayna stares into my eyes still gripping the belt that has her tied to her headboard. “You are sucking my cock in so good. Your hungry pussy needed this, didn’t it?” he asks but I’m too close to the edge to verbalize my answer. My brows knit together as I stare into Shayna’s gorgeous eyes as she smiles at me.
“Come for us, baby. Let me see your face while you drench Camden’s cock,” Shayna whispers in a lust filled voice.
“I’m… fuuuucckkk!” I yell as Camden pounds harder, throwing me into the most intense full body orgasm I’ve ever had in my life. My body tightens up in a spasm. The sounds coming from how wet I am are almost obscene and salacious.
Skin slapping against skin until Camden pulls out of me quickly as warm ropes of come stripe my back and ass. I glance over my shoulder and admire him as he strokes himself past completion, before falling forward on top of Shayna, our bodies both covered in sweat.
I look up at her from laying on her chest as my breasts press heavily against hers and grant her with a sleepy smile. “That was…” I take in a deep breath and release it on a sigh. “…everything. More than I ever dreamed it could be,” I whisper.
I glance over my shoulder at Cam still on his knees panting heavily between my legs. His eyes are closed, and his head has fallen back on his shoulders. His chest rising and falling quickly. He finally looks down at us still embracing each other, with a sly smirk on his face. He slaps my ass playfully. “Damn it. I still need a shower.” He chuckles which in turn makes Shayna and I laugh as well.