Chapter 42 #2
She looked into my eyes, and they softened. She was absolutely breathtaking. “I will always choose you.”
She kissed me, and I forgot any doubts lingering in my head. We had chosen each other, and I had no thoughts of letting her go.
I pulled her closer and deepened the kiss, letting it consume me and take me away to that place that was just for us. The place that banished all negative thoughts of not being loved and not getting to keep her. I let that kiss lock in those feelings. I let it say everything it needed to.
After the kiss, she looked at me and her eyes turned darker. She bit her lip and slipped the robe off one of my shoulders and kissed the exposed skin there, causing an intake of breath. She knew what that spot did to me.
“Babe,” I warned. At least, I think I did. The scowl I was trying to put on felt more like a pleasurable wince.
Without a response, she grabbed a piece of marshmallow and took a bite, the food doing nothing to hide her grin.
She signed I love you and turned her attention to the movie, which I knew damn well she wasn’t paying any attention to.
I shook my head, trying to calm my libido, and pretended to watch the screen as well. I wanted her to know I was okay if we didn’t have sex every second of the day.
Was I? To be determined. But would I complain if we didn’t?
Absolutely not. While sex with Kaia was…
life-altering, I loved her and respected her, and if she wasn’t in the mood, I wouldn’t pressure her.
I wanted her to enjoy her birthday however she wanted to, and if that meant watching a movie and eating chocolate-covered foods with nothing else, then that was what we would do.
We sat watching the movie and cuddling for a little longer before I started craving the strawberries sitting on the table, so I reached over to pick one up, making sure to coat it fully in the chocolate.
Before I could bring it to my mouth, she took a bite out of it, and I almost had to clench my thighs together when her eyes rolled to the back of her head and she licked her lips. I didn’t think I’d want to include food during sex, but that vision was making me strongly consider it.
“You like that?” I asked, licking my own lips.
She raised an eyebrow and nodded. “Oh, it was very delicious, but it didn’t drip nearly as good as you do.”
Holy hell! “I love you” was all I could say.
I didn’t think I had the brain capacity to come up with more complicated words.
At least with saying that, I just had to hold up my pinky, thumb, and pointer finger with one hand.
The other was too busy pulling her close to me so I could lick the chocolate off the corner of her mouth.
I moaned at the taste of chocolate on her skin. I immediately moved to kissing her for real, my need for her growing with each swipe of my tongue. I couldn’t take the tension anymore. I wanted her. I needed her.
Her hands tugged on the knot tied around my waist. She freed me from the robe and instantly nipped at my shoulders.
I jolted, and she stopped to look at me.
I nodded. I was more than okay. She went back to sucking my shoulder, and my head flew back and my legs parted on their own.
I knew I was going to have marks tomorrow, but I didn’t care.
It felt too good, and I wasn’t about to tell her no to anything.
She cupped my breasts and kissed down my neck and chest, leaving a trail of want and desperation until she got to my clit, where she didn’t touch. I groaned in protest when she came back up and kissed me.
She grinned at my frown and started the process all over again. She teased me with every swipe of her tongue, every light scratch of her nails on my nipples, every warm breath coasting across my skin.
Eventually, after what seemed like an eternity, she finally gave in and her tongue circled my clit.
I closed my eyes and shamelessly arched into her mouth, gripping on to the couch. I was so desperate that I wasn’t above begging already.
It wasn’t my fault, though. It was hers.
The way she worked her tongue and lips together while also lightly nipping at my clit had me feral and willing to sell everything I had for an orgasm.
She knew my body better than I did at this point, and it never took long for me to gasp for air as I came all over her.
After she drank up every drop I gave her, she settled next to me and asked if I was okay. I nodded, still feeling the rush of my orgasm.
Even after countless times together, she always made sure I was okay, no matter what. That was one of the things I loved about her, about us. That no matter how many times we’d slept together, or what kind of sex it was, we always made sure we were consenting every step of the way.
She smiled and kissed my forehead, settling back on the couch.
“Oh, you think you’re going to blow my mind and that’s it? Did you forget today is your birthday? Get on the floor, Kaia. It’s your turn.”
She looked at me, stunned. I rarely got demanding like that during sex, usually content to just let whatever happened happen. But not today. It was her birthday, and I wanted the satisfaction of seeing her come apart under my touch.
Without a word of protest ,she bit her lip and lowered herself to the ground, pushing the table farther away from the couch.
“I want to give you a little treat. Something you’ve been talking about but we haven’t done yet.”
Her eyes lit up like she knew exactly what I was talking about. I’d never done it before, but I was getting horny just at the thought of it and picturing how it would feel. I wanted us to come together, and I knew this was one way to do it.
I lowered myself to her and took off her robe, kissing her collarbone exactly where I knew she’d jolt from the touch.
“Are you sure?” she asked when I backed away an inch to look into her eyes. “I know we’ve talked about it, but I’m not even sure it’s possible, and I don’t want you to get disappointed if it doesn’t work out.”
I grabbed her face and kissed her deeply, swallowing any doubts. I knew it would work, for both of us.
“Kaia. Sweet Kaia. I can come just from you licking any part of my body, okay? I’m not worried about that. And if you can’t, then we’ll switch positions and I’ll eat your pussy until you come in my mouth. But either way, we’re going to scissor, okay? So be a good girl and open up.”
She tossed her head back and did as I asked, baring herself to me. I smiled before I leaned down and rewarded her with a few slow licks, already feeling how ready she was for this. If she touched me, she’d know exactly how ready I was too. Even after coming, I was ready to go again.
I placed three soft kisses on her inner thigh, asking for consent. She tapped once on my shoulder, and I grinned, thankful I got to keep going.
I sucked gently on her clit, enjoying the way her hands found themselves in my hair and how she pushed me just a little closer to her. She’d come, but not like this. I was just getting her warmed up.
I could feel her getting closer to coming with the way she stopped grinding into me, and how her back arched. That was when I stopped licking. When I felt a warm drop of liquid on my tongue, I groaned and felt my own arousal building.
I looked at her and grinned. She was right where I wanted her. Panting, messy hair, frown on her face. She was confused, but she was close to letting go.
I sat up and positioned myself. Her mouth parted when she realized what I was doing. “Oh my God.” She moaned and threw her head back as both of our clits came into contact.
The feeling was something I’d never felt before. I didn’t know why I’d never done it, but now I didn’t think I could do anything else. Besides oral. I really loved oral.
I started slowly. Holding her knee and rocking back and forth.
I never took my eyes off her. Seeing her expressions sped up my orgasm.
Her eyes were squeezed closed, her mouth open, and every so often, I could see her mouthing, Fuck or Daisy or Oh my God, and it made me want to go slower and savor the moment.
After a short time, I was drenched and my orgasm was building, but right before that peak, I lifted myself and squirted a little. I always did if we stopped right before an orgasm. It made it so much better.
She opened her eyes and frowned at me. “What’s wrong? Is it not working for you? I was so close.”
I grinned. “Oh, it’s working for me all right, but I want to see you when you come. Eyes on me, Kaia.”
She bit her lip and nodded. She loved when I took control like that, because I rarely did.
“Fuck, baby. Yes. Anything you want, just don’t stop, please.”
I wouldn’t dream of it. I lowered myself until we were connected again, tossing my head back at the sensation.
Feeling our clits rubbing together, getting wetter with every swipe, had me forcing my eyes on Kaia.
She obeyed and hadn’t looked away or closed her eyes, and as long as she looked at me, we’d keep going.
“Fuck, you feel so good,” I signed, unable to hold it in.
“God, Daisy. I’m so close.” She bit her lip, and I could tell she was struggling to hold it in.
I decided I’d had enough of torturing us both, and sped up, rotating my hips a little. She did the same, and before long, her head fell back and her hands tightened on my hips.
My own eyes closed as my orgasm hit hard. We didn’t stop and rode out our orgasms together.
“Fuck,” I cried out before I covered my mouth, and my cheeks reddened with embarrassment.
Moaning was one thing, but I also felt embarrassed making any other noises during sex. To me, I couldn’t imagine they sounded sexy as if a hearing person were to make them.
She looked at me and I immediately started apologizing for killing the mood. “I’m so sorry. It just slipped out. It felt so good, and the orgasm was so hard, and it made me squirt, and I’m so—”
She cut off my ramblings, holding my hands down.
She sat up and kissed me. I didn’t protest and kissed her back, letting it wash away the embarrassment I felt.
She caressed me softly and intertwined our fingers together, squeezing three times.
She was still here, she was telling me. She loved me and was still here.
“Baby, never apologize for anything you do during sex. First of all, we both came at the same time and squirted. Holy hell that was sexy as hell. Second, I love you. I love everything about you, and that includes any sounds you make. You never cry out like that, so it was extremely hot to know that I got that reaction out of you. I feel very proud of myself.”
“You should. That was the most intense orgasm I think I’ve ever had. We really should do that again sometime.”
She bit her lip and pulled me closer. “No time like the present.”
Good God, she was going to kill me. And I wouldn’t have it any other way.
Several hours later, after cleaning up the living room, and ourselves, and taking Duke out one last time, we settled into bed. After a few more orgasms, I was feeling like Jell-o but completely satiated. We were cuddling when she tapped my shoulder and I sat up to look at her.
“Can I ask you something?”
“Of course, baby, but if it’s to have more sex, you’ve killed me for the night, I’m afraid.”
I grinned when she playfully nudged my shoulder. “Same, but no. It’s related… sort of.”
When I looked at her with furrowed brows, she went on. “And please don’t freak out. I’m not planning anything, and I don’t want to scare you away.”
“Baby, you’re rambling. Just ask, please. I promise I won’t freak out or run out of the house screaming.”
She visibly took a deep breath, and I sat up more, a little worried for her question now.
“Well, I was at work when Penelope came in with Nora. She loved the married penguin book and wanted something similar. Anyway, we got to talking about motherhood and she asked if we were planning on starting a family. I told her it’s too early to talk about things like that, but it got me thinking.
Would you want to have kids someday? Like, is that on your bucket list of life? ”
Oh. I sagged in relief. I didn’t know what I had expected, but it wasn’t “the talk” about kids. Even though we’d only been together for a short time, the more time I spent with her, the more I realized I might want them sooner than I’d originally told myself.
“I was thinking about that the other day, too, actually. When I asked Laurie about her kids, we started talking about it. Honestly, yeah, I do want kids someday. I’m at a good place in my life where I think whenever the time comes, I’ll be ready for it, you know?
But if it’s not in the cards for you, or if it’s something you don’t want, I’m okay with that too.
I get it if it’s too early to have this conversation as well.
I just want you to know I’m here for the long haul, whether that involves little doodles running around or not. ”
“I’m glad you feel that way. I’m not letting you go, anyway. And I only want your kids. I wouldn’t want them with anyone else, sunny. But to be fair, there is no one else for me.” She shrugged, as if her admittance was a casual thing.
I smiled and kissed her, feeling happier than I had in a long time. “Maybe we should start trying now? You never know how long it could take, and you aren’t getting any younger.”
Without a response, she kissed me and laid me down on the bed. I’d have all the babies in the world with her. We just might need a bigger house first.
“Let’s make a baby, baby.” She smiled at her own joke, and I rolled my eyes.
“I think you’re the best part of me.”