Chapter 28
Ihad fallen asleep with her. This had not been the plan at all. But what was worse was that I had woken up in the middle of the night, realized what I was doing, and yet I didn’t care. I wanted to fuck her, but the satisfaction from coming, and from doing the same to her, just seemed to take all the fire and tension out of me.
It was what I had been searching for over the past two weeks since I had met her and basically lost control of myself. And now that I had her, the sleep was just as peaceful and restful as I had wanted it to be. Even though we both became restless in the middle of the night and woke up, neither of us let the other go. Instead, I adjusted my position, and when we woke up the next morning, she was still snuggled into my frame.
The sun”s rays from the window hit us in almost all corners. They were huge, and even at dawn, they began to bother me. Still, neither of us moved. At least I didn”t, as I took in the curves of her naked form pressed against mine. She was as divine as she always appeared in the office— the sheen of her skin and the dips in her curves were mesmerizing. I hadn”t had a morning this special in a very long time, so the last thing I wanted to do was leave. Unfortunately, I soon noticed that she was awake and trying to see if I was as well. Not wanting to converse, but preferring to pretend I was still asleep, I kept my eyes closed. I listened to her turn to look at me and then carefully slip out of my arms.
I listened to her movements, wondering what she was doing and if at the end of the day, she was indeed going to leave without saying a word to me. I understood this; after all, we hadn”t planned on falling asleep so intimately with each other, so it was likely messing with her brain.
I understood it still when she found her clothes and all but sneaked away in a hurry. I couldn”t help but be surprised. She hadn”t even tried to take advantage of the situation. We hadn”t even fucked. There were so many things we could have done this morning, and it was so early that neither of us needed to be in the office yet.
And that was when I recalled that I had fired her the previous day, or rather, she had quit but wanted this exchange in return. I understood her, however; she still owed me a fuck, and I needed to take that back from her. Being as intimate as I had been with her last night was just as good, if not better than I had anticipated. Now, I want more. I had suspected myself of going this route, and I had been prepared to counter it with my self-will. So, this plan, I decided to follow.
It was too bad we didn’t go all the way and only had a bit of fun. Perhaps it hadn”t evened out, and there was more for when she came to the office.
This got me to get up then. I was starving, which was rare in the mornings, but given that I had barely had dinner last night and then expended what was left of my energy with her, I understood. About an hour later, I was dressed and ready to head to the office. It was still early, but then I knew she always came earlier than everyone else to catch up, so even though I didn”t want to admit it to myself, I couldn’t help but hope that she would do the same today so that perhaps we could have a little privacy in speaking to each other. I didn’t know what I was going to say to her, even if the opportunity presented itself.
At this point, the best thing to do was to let things play out and ensure to reserve my dignity along the way.