21. Mindblowing Apologies
CHAPTER 21
MINDBLOWING APOLOGIES
Leo
This is not how I wanted to start my relationship with Nisa.
Hell, the fact that I'm not splitting her in two on my cock right now doesn't sit right with me.
I've spent all this time trying to stay away from her and now that I've got her all I want is her smiling and moaning under me. Instead, I've got to be the bad guy. If she wants to be in my world she's got to learn her place.
Ever since I ordered her to keep her mouth shut last night she's been distant and moody with me. Not only is it fucking with the tension in the clubhouse but it's fucking with me. I'm not used to caring what someone thinks about me. I didn't become the president of this MC by being everyone's friend.
"Prez, I got some news." Spike walks up to me at the bar. I've been trying to drown myself in Jack so I don't have to think about Nisa sulking away in the next room.
"What's up."
Spike takes a breath and slides a paper in my direction. It's a printout of screenshots. I don't know who the texters are so I stare up at Spike waiting for him to give me more information.
"What the hell is this? Am I supposed to guess?" I snarl.
"That's messages between Marc and Rumble's brother," Spike informs me and my gut drops to my feet. We didn't want to think Rumble's brother had anything to do with what was going on with Marc and Nisa but if I was reading the text messages correctly, he definitely did. In fact, from what I was reading it was him that set the fucking fire that put Ms. Maddy in the hospital.
"Where the fuck did you get this?"
"I just backtracked the number Rumble had. It wasn't very hard." He shrugged and looked away. I knew what he was saying even without him saying the words. If Rumble wanted to find out what his brother was up to he could've.
I didn't want to think of my sergeant at arms purposefully going against the club. Rumble has been with me from the very beginning and I didn't want to have to think of him as an enemy.
"When are we on bringing him in? Seems like we're going to need to have a little bit of a family reunion." I grumble.
"You know Rumble isn't going to like that." Spike shook his head and crossed his arms over his chest.
"Right now, I couldn't give a fly fuck what he likes. Someone is attacking my family and I'm going to get to the bottom of it no matter who it hurts." The anger and tension collide so intensely in my body that it feels like my muscles are about to rip from my bones.
"Alright Prez, I hear you." Spike nods and walks off leaving me to nurse my drink at the bar.
It feels like the shit just keeps piling on. I rub at the back of my neck trying to release some of the tension but nothing I'm doing helps. There's too much going on right now and I don't feel like I'm making any headway.
I can't do anything about Rumble and his brother right now but I can do something about Nisa. My eyes dart up to my bedroom where I know she is. Taking a deep breath, I push myself off the stool and stroll my way in that direction.
Nisa is a fucking viper, I know the minute I get in there she'll be on the attack, hissing and snapping at me.
Either tonight is going to be one to remember or she's going to bite my head off. Either way, it'll give me something else to focus on.
The dull hum of the tv leaks through the wood of the door. I should just leave her alone to relax. I should, but I don't.
I push the door to my room open and Nisa cuts her eyes at me but still doesn't say a word.
I walk in and close the door behind me, leaning back against the door I wait for Nisa to break. Five minutes later, she was still staring at the screen.
Fuck this.
"How long are you going to keep this up, Nisa?"
"Keep what up? Keeping my mouth shut? You know like you asked. I'm going to do exactly what you asked me to do. Know my place and it's obviously not by your side or you wouldn't be treating me like any other fucking trick on the street." She lashes me with her tongue.
Internally, I cringe but I don't show her any weakness. I can't or she'll walk all over me. What I'm more concerned about is the fact that she's comparing herself to anyone else. Like I'd waste my time trying to care for another woman. It's only fucking her and it's time she realize that.
"What have I told you about that?" I walk over to the television and shut it off. I don't want her paying attention to anything but me.
"I don't know what you've told me about anything. Everything that comes out of your mouth is either an order or a reprimand. You haven't talked to me at all." Nisa complains.
"You want to talk? Fine, let's talk."
She leans her head back to look up at me and all I can think about is her on her knees with my cock in her mouth looking up at me like that. The fire, the passion, all of her makes me fucking weak in the knees.
"I don't have anything to say to you."
"I think you do. What are you mad about, Nisa? Be honest." I encourage her.
"You know what I'm mad about." Her voice still has its hard edge but it's softer, I'm breaking her down but it's not enough. I want to shatter her.
"Tell me."
"I'm mad about how you treat me. How you've always treated me. Like a goddamn fragile piece of china. You treat me like I can't make my own decisions or handle the bad that comes with being in your world. You treat me like I can't be an asset in your world. I know more about Marc and the rest of his crew than all of you but instead of letting me help you stick me in the room and tell me to rest. Marc may be a sadistic, manipulative asshole but at least he valued my fucking opinion." She huffed.
She's not lying. It's not my fault. The entire time I've known Nisa it's been my job to make sure she was safe. It's hard breaking out of that habit.
"I hear you. I'm not saying I'm going to change overnight or even that much but I can make an attempt." I concede. It hurts.
Nisa's mouth opens and closes but she doesn't say anything in return as if she wasn't expecting me to give in.
"Now let's talk about how you treat me." I move closer to the bed where she's lying and she sits up straighter.
"How do I treat you? I've..."
I cut her off before she can finish, "You drive me out of my fucking mind and then have the nerve to ignore me. You offer yourself up to me and then pull away. You want to be mad, fine, but at least give me a chance to make up for it."
Her lips part and I watch in agony as the tip of her tongue wets them, "Make up for it? How do you want to make it up to me?" She breathes.
"You tell me. You're the one who's mad, remember?" I smirk at her. The tension in the room amps up and I'm about to jump out of my skin. I want her, so bad.
Nisa slides off the bed and walks over to me, her eyes locked onto mine. The heat in the room is nearly oppressive. "On your knees big boy."
I growl and fall to my knees in front of her. She doesn't need to say anything else, I know what she wants and I'm desperate to give it to her. My shaft strains against the zipper in my pants, and I grab at her pants tearing them down her legs. I bury my nose between her legs and I groan as her scent overwhelms me. I bite her lower lips through the fabric of her panties and she squirms above me.
I smack the side of her ass hard to get her to be still. She doesn't want to be treated like fine china, so be it. I pull her panties down to see her cleft glistening with arousal. I want that on my tongue. I slide my tongue down the slit and she buries her hands in my hair to keep me steady. Pushing her legs apart I dive deeper but it's not enough. I don't want to waste a fucking drop.
Roughly grabbing the back of her legs, I make her fall back onto the bed and I push her legs apart so my feast is laid out before me. My mouth covers every inch of her precious flesh as I lap at every bit of nectar like a wild animal. Her body quivers beneath me and I'm nearly out of my mind with need. She screams out my name while grinding against my face and it sets my blood on fire.
"Oh, Leo, yes."
I back up only slightly and take a mental picture of her tight snatch, I can't wait to plow through her but I know it won't be today. I need to make this virgin pussy mine in at least one way today. I press my pointer finger against her opening and she presses down trying to take me in.
"Leo, please." She wails and it takes everything inside me not to push in more. I don't want to take her innocence with my finger. "So needy."
"Yes, yes, make me come." She orders and I can't hold back anymore. I move my finger and drop my face back down. I lick her furiously and it only takes a few flicks of her clit for her legs to clamp shut and shake around my head. She tastes like heaven.
"You...I want to taste, you." She moans and tries to push me off. I'm not finished with her but I'm already on edge. Besides this is my attempt to apologize, I don't want to deny her what she wants.
She grabs hold of my cut and pulls me up on the bed, my clothes are off in a flurry and she pounces on me like a lioness.
"Oh fuck." I groan loud as she grabs hold of my hard cock, the head leaking pre cum like a fountain. She pumps my shaft, twisting her hands up and down and my abs clench. I grab hold of the bed under me to get rid of the tension.
"No, don't hold back." Nisa peels my hands from the bed and puts them on her.
"Take me now!" I order her and my eyes roll back as I feel her warm mouth close around my cockhead.
She bobs up and down but it's not deep enough for me. I want to feel every part of her mouth. If I can't get into her tight pussy tonight, I'll make do with her throat. She moves faster and my hands slide up into her hair.
Usually, I'm softer with her but I'm so pent up I can't think straight. I hold her head steady and pump up hard into her mouth. When I look down, I watch her eyes glisten and a tear drop down her cheek and onto me.
"God, fuck yes!" I roar and continue to fuck her face. Her nails dig into my thighs and I revel in the pain.
Pleasure riots through my body and the pressure in my gut becomes so intense I feel every one of my muscles contracting with the strength of my release.
I slam up hard into her mouth one last time and an explosive hot stream of my cum floods her mouth. My eyes cross and white lights flash in my vision.
I've gotten my share of blow jobs but none have ever felt like that.
At some point, I must have let go of her hair because she slowly pulls up and lets my still-hard cock pop from her mouth.
I look down at her and watch her wipe the corner of her mouth before she looks back at me with hooded eyes. "Told you I wouldn't break."
I groan and pull her up so she's lying next to me.
As she cuddles into my side I smooth down her hair. All the tension I had earlier leaked from my body as she molded herself to me. I'd like to say it was because of the mindblowing orgasm she just gave me but I know that's not why.
It's because she's here.
Nisa is all I need and I'll do everything I can to make sure I can keep her in my arms.