Chapter 9 Sparrow
SPARROW
ONE YEAR LATER
The bar is packed on a Friday night, the jukebox blasting classic rock while bikers and regulars crowd the dance floor.
I weave through the tables with a tray of drinks balanced on my palm, calling out orders to the kitchen, checking on tabs, keeping the whole operation running like a well-oiled machine.
I'm good at this now. Better than good. I run the books, manage the schedule, handle the suppliers who try to overcharge and the vendors who think they can slack on quality. The Iron Saints bar has never been more profitable, and I take a quiet pride in knowing I'm part of the reason why.
A year ago, I walked through that door with nothing but a broken car and a shattered soul. Now I walk through it every day as the president's old lady, with a ring on my finger and a family at my back.
Life is strange that way. Sometimes your worst nightmare leads you straight to your happily ever after.
"Hey, Mrs. Maddox!" Whiskey waves me over to his booth, where he's holding court with a group of prospects. "Tell these kids the story about how the boss proposed."
I roll my eyes, but I'm smiling. "For the hundredth time? Don't you have better things to do?"
"Never gets old." He grins up at me, that charming smile that used to make me nervous and now just makes me laugh. "Come on. The part about the shower is my favorite."
"You're impossible." I set down my tray and slide into the booth beside him, ignoring the eager faces of the prospects. "Fine. But the short version."
I give them the short version. The censored version, anyway.
The one where Jett came home after "handling a problem" and asked me to marry him while we were both still dripping wet from the shower.
I leave out the blood, the fear, the way he broke down in my arms before he broke through every last wall between us.
Some stories are just for us.
The prospects are suitably impressed. Whiskey pretends he's hearing it for the first time, gasping and cheering at all the right moments. I'm laughing by the end, swatting his shoulder, feeling lighter than I ever thought I could.
This is my life now. This chaos, this family, this love that wraps around me like armor.
I wouldn't trade it for anything.
My parents visited last month.
It was awkward at first. My mother couldn't stop staring at the tattoos on Jett's arms, and my father kept eyeing the motorcycles in the lot like he expected them to attack.
But by the end of the weekend, Mom was teaching Mama Rosa her famous apple pie recipe, and Dad was sharing a beer with Gears while they argued about football.
Before they left, my mother pulled me aside in the clubhouse's dimly lit hallway, her fingers gentle on my arm.
"He's not what I expected," she said carefully, choosing each word with the precision I remembered from childhood lectures.
"But I can see how much he loves you. The way his eyes follow you across a room, how he touches the small of your back like you might disappear if he doesn't. And that's all I ever wanted for you, sweetheart.
Someone who looks at you like you hung the moon and stars. "
I hugged her so hard she squeaked, her familiar perfume wrapping around me like coming home.
"He does," I whispered against her shoulder, my voice thick. "Every single day. Even on the hard ones."
"Then that's enough for me." Her hand smoothed down my hair the way it had when I was small.
She cried when they drove away, standing in the parking lot waving until their car disappeared around the corner.
So did I, Jett's arm solid around my shoulders.
But they're coming back for Christmas, already planning which rooms they'll stay in, and we talk on the phone every Sunday now—real conversations about real things.
The wound that Garrett carved between us with his lies and manipulation is finally starting to heal, closing over with new tissue, stronger than before.
Some things take time. But they're worth the wait.
The bar closes at two. I help the girls clean up while the last stragglers stumble toward the door, and by the time the lights are off and the doors are locked, I'm bone-tired in the best way.
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Jett finds me in the kitchen well past closing time, catching me red-handed as I steal a generous piece of Mama Rosa's leftover pecan pie straight from the tin.
"Caught you," he says, leaning against the doorframe with that knowing smirk.
I grin up at him, utterly unrepentant, fork halfway to my mouth. "It's my pie now. She gave me the recipe this afternoon, made me promise to make it for Sunday dinners."
"Is that so?" He moves forward slowly, deliberately, crowding me back against the counter until his hands are braced on the worn laminate on either side of my hips.
Even after a full year together, the heat that sparks between us hasn't dimmed even slightly.
If anything, it's grown stronger, more consuming.
Every touch sends electricity racing across my skin.
Every kiss is a promise he always keeps.
"Mm-hmm." I take another bite, chewing deliberately slow, watching his eyes darken as they track the movement. "You want some? You'll have to ask nicely."
"I'll show you nicely," he growls.
He kisses me then, deep and thorough and possessive, and I taste the whiskey he was drinking downstairs on his tongue, feel the rumble of his laughter vibrating against my lips.
The pie is immediately forgotten on the counter behind me as he lifts me up effortlessly, my legs wrapping instinctively around his lean waist, my arms locking around his neck.
"Upstairs," I gasp against his mouth, breathless.
"Yes ma'am."
He carries me through the clubhouse like I weigh nothing, past the empty bar and up the stairs to the apartment that's been ours since the beginning.
It's bigger now. We knocked out a wall, added a proper kitchen, turned the spare room into an office where I do the books and he pretends to do paperwork while actually watching me.
He sets me down on the bed, and I pull him down with me.
We've made love a thousand times in this room. Quick and desperate, slow and sweet, lazy morning tangles and frantic midnight encounters. But tonight feels different. Tonight feels like a celebration, like a promise renewed.
He undresses me with the same reverence he always shows, like my body is something sacred. I trace the tattoos on his chest with familiar fingers, lingering on the one over his heart.
My name. Sparrow. Inked into his skin six months ago, after we got married in a courthouse ceremony with the whole club in attendance. Mama Rosa made a cake shaped like a raven. Tessa cried harder than I did. Even Preacher smiled, and I'm pretty sure that's one of the signs of the apocalypse.
"I love you," I whisper, tracing the letters.
"I love you too." He catches my hand, presses a kiss to my palm. "More every day."
We move together like we've been doing this forever. Because we have. Because we will. His hands know exactly where to touch me, his mouth knows exactly how to make me moan, and when he finally slides inside me, I feel complete in a way that never gets old.
The pleasure builds slow and sweet, both of us taking our time. He whispers in my ear, telling me how beautiful I am, how much he needs me, how he can't believe he gets to wake up next to me every morning for the rest of his life.
I come apart in his arms with a soft cry, feeling the waves of pleasure crash through me, and he follows moments after, groaning my name against the heated skin of my throat, his breath ragged and warm.
After, we lie tangled together in the dark, our limbs intertwined beneath the sheets, catching our breath while our heartbeats slowly return to normal.
"Jett?"
"Mm?"
"Do you ever think about that first night? When I showed up at your door with my broken car and my broken everything else?"
He shifts beside me, pulling me closer against the solid warmth of his chest. "I think about it every damn day."
"What do you remember most about it?"
"Your smile." His fingers trace lazy, meandering patterns on my bare shoulder, raising goosebumps in their wake.
"The one you were wearing like armor, trying to convince the world you were fine.
I saw right through it to the fear underneath, but I admired the hell out of you for trying so hard to be strong. "
I laugh softly, the sound barely audible in the quiet room. "I was terrified out of my mind."
"I know. But you still walked through that door. You still asked for help." He tilts my chin up, meeting my eyes in the darkness. "That was the bravest thing I'd ever seen."
"I didn't feel brave. I felt desperate."
"Same thing, sometimes." He kisses my forehead. "You walked into my bar, and you changed everything. I didn't know I was waiting for you until you were right there in front of me."
My eyes sting with happy tears. "I love you."
"I love you too, little bird. Always."
I settle back against his chest, listening to his heartbeat, feeling the warmth of his arms around me. Outside, the world keeps spinning. Inside, everything is still.
This is what I was running toward all along. Not just safety, not just escape, but this. A home. A family. A man who looks at me like I'm the answer to every question he never knew how to ask.
I stopped running when I found something worth staying for.
And I'm never leaving again.
In the morning, I wake to the smell of coffee and the sound of Jett moving around the kitchen. Sunlight streams through the windows, golden and warm. I stretch lazily, then pad out to find him.
He's at the stove, making pancakes. Shirtless, of course, because he knows what it does to me. I wrap my arms around him from behind, pressing my cheek against the warm skin of his back.
"Morning, beautiful," he murmurs, his voice still rough with sleep.
"Morning yourself." I yawn against the sculpted muscle of his shoulder blade, breathing in his familiar scent. "Pancakes?"
"Mama Rosa's recipe. She wrote it down for me on a napkin last week." He flips one with careful precision. "I'm not as good as she is, but I'm trying."
"You're perfect."
He turns in my arms, his large hands coming up to cup my face with a gentleness that still amazes me. His eyes are soft, vulnerable and open in a way he only ever is with me. The man who terrifies everyone else, who commands respect with just a look, melts for me every single time.
"So are you," he says, his thumb brushing my cheekbone. "Even with the bedhead."
I laugh, shoving at his broad chest. "Rude."
"True." His eyes dance with amusement.
He kisses me, slow and sweet and deliberate, tasting like coffee and forever. Behind us, the pancakes start to burn, smoke curling up from the pan. Neither of us cares.
When we finally break apart, breathless and flushed, I look up at him with a smile that comes from somewhere deep in my chest.
"Hey, Jett?"
"Yeah, little bird?"
"Thanks for not letting me leave."
He grins, that rare, devastating smile that transforms his entire face—the one I've learned is reserved just for me. "Thanks for not trying harder."
We stand there in our tiny kitchen, wrapped up in each other while the world exists somewhere beyond us, while the pancakes smoke on the stove and the sun pours through the windows in golden streams and life goes on around us, beautiful and ordinary and perfect.
I came here running from a monster. I found a home. I found love. I found a man who watches over me like a guardian angel with scarred knuckles and a heart full of devotion.
I found my happily ever after. And it's even better than the fairy tales.