The Bond of Blood (Blood & Omega #2)
Chapter 1
My head is clear.
That's the first thing I notice—before the concrete ceiling, before the zip ties biting into my wrists, before the thin mattress that smells like bleach and someone else's sweat. Before any of it.
My head is clear.
No fog. No fever. No slick pooling between my thighs, no desperate aching need that turns my thoughts to white noise.
The heat that's been eating me alive for weeks—the waves that sent me running from the Graves estate, that put me behind the wheel of my car at midnight chasing suppressants from a stranger, that drove me straight into a trap like a deer toward headlights—is gone.
Silenced. Like someone reached inside my body and flipped a switch.
I lie still and breathe.
In. Out. Slow.
And that's when I hear the screaming.
Muffled. Distant—somewhere deeper in whatever building I’m in, past walls and doors and whatever corridors separate this cell from the others.
But unmistakable. A voice shredded raw, rising in pitch until it cracks into something animal, something that doesn't sound human anymore.
Then it cuts off. Not tapered. Not faded.
Cut—mid-scream, like someone pressed a button. Like someone put a hand over a mouth.
Or worse.
Silence. Three seconds. Four.
Then crying. Softer. Closer. Through the wall to my left—hiccupping sobs that rise and fall like someone trying to breathe through a chest full of broken glass. And from somewhere else, farther away, a low, keening whimper.
Male. Young.
And underneath all of it, barely audible—someone singing. A lullaby. A girl's voice, thin as paper, sweet and strange and horribly out of place. Like flowers growing through a crack in a tomb.
My whole body locks. Every muscle seizes, hands clenching inside the zip ties, spine rigid against the mattress. I can't move. Can't breathe. Can only lie here and listen to the sound of people breaking on the other side of concrete walls.
This is where I am.
This is real.
The ceiling is poured concrete. Unpainted.
A single fluorescent tube hums behind a metal cage, throwing flat, yellow-white light that makes everything look embalmed.
The walls are the same concrete—no windows, no seams. The floor: smooth, slightly sloped toward a drain in the corner.
Stainless steel grate. The kind designed for easy cleaning.
I know what they need to clean.
The mattress is thin foam on a metal frame bolted to the wall. No sheets. No pillow. A rough wool blanket folded at the foot that I don't remember pulling over myself.
Someone was here before me. Someone who had this blanket and this mattress and listened to these same sounds through these same walls, and now they're gone.
The blanket stayed.
The door is steel. Heavy. There's an electronic lock—I can hear the faint buzz, a sound like a wasp trapped in a jar. No handle on this side. The hinges are internal. The door opens outward. I couldn't force it even if my hands were free.
The observer in me tries to take over—the part that notices small details, that writes them down, that turned sensory obsession into the only coping mechanism that ever actually worked.
Dimensions. Maybe eight by ten. The fluorescent tube is recessed, unreachable.
The drain grate is welded, not screwed. The walls are smooth, nothing to grip, nothing to pry loose.
One vent near the ceiling, maybe six inches wide. Too small for anything except air.
The air itself is temperature-controlled. Cool but not cold. Precise. Calibrated for bodies that run hot.
They've thought of everything.
Whoever they are…
They won’t allow for escaping.
The clarity from my heat is a gift and a curse.
I can think again—really think, not the heat-drunk fumbling of the past weeks where every thought dissolved into want and shame and more want.
Where I couldn't look at Atlas without my mouth watering.
Where Zero's scent turned my knees to water.
Where Bane's hands on my skin short-circuited every rational thought I'd ever had.
All of that is gone now, chemically scrubbed from my system, and my brain is mine again.
But it also means I can feel.
The terror is enormous. It sits on my chest like a living thing, pressing down, compressing my lungs.
Because the fog is gone, and I can see exactly where I am with perfect, brutal clarity, and there is no heat to hide inside, no biological override to blur the edges, and through the walls someone is still crying and someone is still singing a lullaby and the person who was screaming has gone silent in a way that makes my skin crawl.
I am in a cell.
Someone put me here.
And the last clear thing I remember before the needle is hands closing around my arms in a parking lot, the smell of chemical sweat, and someone saying easy, easy in a voice so bored it made my blood freeze.
Whatever they injected me with killed the heat dead. Pharmaceutical-grade heat blockers—way beyond the street-level suppressants I was hoping to score.
These people know my biology better than I do.
Which means they've done this before. Many times. To many people. Some of whom are behind these walls right now, and some of whom are gone, and the blanket at the foot of my mattress belongs to someone in one of those two categories.
Breathe.
Count something.
Count breaths.
One. Two. Three—
The lock buzzes. I flinch so hard the bed frame shudders beneath me.
Two men enter. Not doctors. Guards. Big—the kind of big that fills a doorframe, that makes an eight-by-ten cell feel like a coffin.
Black tactical gear. No insignia. No names.
The one in front has a shaved head and hands the size of dinner plates.
The one behind carries a metal tray—syringes, vials, a blood pressure cuff.
My teeth chatter as pure terror and adrenaline flood my system.
"Sit up."
It's not a request. The voice is flat, mechanical, a sound that expects compliance the way gravity expects things to fall. I start to roll to the side to push up my sluggish body.
I don't move fast enough.
The shaved-head guard crosses the cell in one stride, grabs the front of my shirt, and hauls me upright.
My spine hits the wall when he slams me onto my ass.
Stars. The back of my skull cracks against concrete and my vision whites out for a second, pain blooming bright and sharp from the base of my skull to my teeth.
"When we say sit up," he says, face inches from mine, "you sit up."
He lets go. I slump against the wall, blinking, head ringing. A warm trickle at the back of my scalp. Not much. Enough to feel.
The second guard sets the tray on the mattress beside me.
Behind him, a woman in blue scrubs steps in—mid-forties, dark hair pulled tight, latex gloves.
She moves between the guards like they're furniture.
Doesn't acknowledge the blood in my hair.
Doesn't acknowledge me at all beyond what's required.
She takes my blood pressure. Straps the cuff over the zip ties—she's done this with restrained patients before. Shines a penlight in my eyes. Draws blood—two vials, neat and quick, the needle in and out with barely a sting. She's good at this. Fast and mechanical and utterly detached.
"When did your last heat cycle begin?"
I don't answer. My head is still ringing from the wall.
"Any history of bonding?"
Nothing.
"Current medications? Suppressant type and dosage?"
Silence. The shaved-head guard shifts his weight. A warning.
The woman caps the second vial. Labels it with a number—not a name. A number. She writes it on the vial, on her clipboard, on a small adhesive tag.
"It doesn't matter," she says, packing her tray. "The bloodwork tells us everything."
She turns for the door. Finally, the sane part of me catches up and I realize I need to do something. I have to get out of here. That part lurches forward.
"Wait." My voice comes out wrecked. Gravel and rust. "Where am I? Why am I here?”
My body feels fuzzy as I pull my legs under myself to try and get up.
“You can't just—I have a family. People will be looking for me. You can't just take someone and—"
The shaved-head guard moves off the wall. One step. That's all it takes. His hand closes around my jaw—not squeezing, just holding, fingers clamping my mouth shut mid-sentence. My teeth click together. The words die.
He leans in close. His breath smells like black coffee and rot.
"Next time you open your mouth without being asked a question," he says, "we put something in it. Understand?"
He holds my jaw for three seconds. Four. Making sure the message sets. Then he lets go, and my head snaps back, and I taste copper where my teeth cut the inside of my cheek.
The nurse doesn't look back. Doesn't slow down. She walks out like nothing happened—because to her, nothing did.
This is Tuesday.
The guards hover for a bit longer. The shaved-head one leans back against the door frame, arms crossed, watching me the way a cat watches a mouse it's not hungry enough to eat yet. The other stands by the door.
I press my bound hands against the back of my head. My fingers come away smeared with pink. Not a lot. But the message is clear. We decide what happens to your body now. Compliance is not optional. It's physics.
Then the guards leave. The lock buzzes. The wasp in the jar.
And finally I can breathe again.
I sit on the edge of the mattress and the tears come—leaking out like something broken, running down my face because I can't wipe them properly with my wrists zip-tied together.
They drip off my chin onto my shirt—the same shirt I was wearing when I snuck out of the Graves house.
The same one that still carries traces of them—cedar and gunpowder and amber—soaked into the fabric from days of living in their orbit, breathing their air, sleeping in a room saturated with their scent.