Epilogue
Four Months Later
Zephyr
With a mix of confusion and amusement, I let Keoni herd me into our bedroom.
Dinner had ended an hour earlier, but Nolan had pulled me into a discussion about the Sanctuary and some ideas he had. I hadn't gotten to find out what the ideas were because Keoni had pulled me away mid-conversation.
"What's going on?"
Keoni closed and locked the door, which only raised my curiosity.
"Silas and I went shopping today," he said, which didn't help matters one bit.
"Okay?"
"And I bought something."
"That is what one usually does when they go shopping," I joked, and he huffed.
"Something for us," he clarified, though I still felt confused.
"What did you get?"
Keoni walked over to the cabinet by the door and pulled out a black shopping bag.
The only thing decorating it was a silver, stylized key in the center.
Closing the distance between us, Keoni held the bag out to me.
He watched me with his lower lip trapped between his teeth as I parted the flaps of the bag and peered inside.
I could see straps, and something plastic at the bottom. Curious, I pulled it out of the bag, and then stared as I realized what it was. A strap-on.
The silicone dick was a purple shade that matched my cloak exactly. It was about seven inches long, and thick as fuck. The straps attached were black with purple lining, and I was taking way too long examining them.
"We don't have to use it," Keoni said when I still didn't speak, and I glanced up at him. He was usually so confident; I sometimes forgot he wasn't very experienced. He never got flustered when it came to sex.
"Do you want to use it? Or did you only get it because you thought I would?" I never wanted him to think I found our sex life lacking. I loved being with Keoni, loved touching him and being touched by him. He'd proved more than once that he didn't need a dick—real or silicone—to make me see stars.
Keoni's gaze trailed from my face to the strap-on and then back to me. His eyes were darker now, heated with lust as he licked his lips. "You have no idea how much I want to use it."
A shiver washed through me as my grip on the straps tightened, and I exhaled softly before holding it out to him. "Okay."
"Yeah?"
I nodded, then dropped the empty shopping bag to the floor before reaching for my collar. As Keoni watched, I unhooked my cloak and let it float to the ground, followed by my shirt and pants, leaving me bare save for my underwear.
I stayed still as Keoni's gaze roamed over me like a teasing touch, and my fingers curled and uncurled at my sides as I fought the urge to step forward and kiss him.
"Take off your underwear," Keoni murmured, and I swallowed hard as I did just that, using the wall for support so I wouldn't fall smack on my ass.
When I glanced back up, Keoni's shirt was gone, and he was tying the straps around his waist. They were made for a human body, and the leg straps weren't working for him, so I used a bit of magic to adjust everything so it settled snugly at his waist.
"I love your magic," Keoni said with a grin, then took my hand and pulled me into a kiss.
As his lips moved against mine, his silicone dick pressed against the top of mine, and I shivered at the strange new feeling.
I knew it wasn't truly a part of him, but in that moment it felt like it.
It was how he felt about my arm, I imagined.
"On the bed," he murmured as he pulled away, and I stumbled back, blindly walking toward it as I kept my gaze on him.
The edge of the bed smacked against the back of my legs, and I sat down, bringing me at the perfect height to lean forward and pull one of his nipples into my mouth.
Keoni groaned, and I grabbed his hips when he went to pull away.
Twirling the tip of my tongue around the hardening nub, I sucked on it, then scraped my teeth against his skin before doing it all over again.
Keoni's skin was warm and wet and soft against my mouth, and for a moment, I forgot what we'd been planning to do as I lost myself in the simple pleasure of this.
When I went to switch to his other nipple, Keoni saw his chance and pulled back.
When I frowned up at him, I found him watching me with flushed cheeks.
He slid trembling fingers through his hair, pushing it away from his face, then shook his head, as if trying to clear his mind. I tried not to feel too smug.
As I watched, he moved away from me, but before I could start wondering what he was up to, he grabbed some lube from the nightstand and returned.
"Are you okay to be on your hands and knees?" he asked, his gaze flicking to my prosthetic, and I nodded. "If it starts hurting or even gets uncomfortable, tell me, okay?"
"Okay," I murmured, then went on my hands and knees at the edge of the bed, with my ass facing him. It was a vulnerable position, but I didn't feel nervous. There was nobody I trusted more than Keoni, and I'd already entrusted my heart to him. Giving him my body was a lot easier.
"I'm gonna prep you now," he said a moment before I felt his finger brush my hole.
It was slick with lube, and he dipped in and out of my hole before pushing all the way in, and a soft moan escaped my lips as I hung my head between my arms and just enjoyed the feeling.
One finger turned to two, then three, and I found myself thrusting back into them, silently begging to be filled.
A groan left my lips when he removed his fingers, but before I could complain out loud, I felt the blunt tip of the fake dick press against my hole.
"Fuck, Zephyr. Your hole looks so pretty like this, begging for this cock," Keoni whispered in a low, throaty voice, and I shuddered.
I glanced back at him, meeting his blazing blue eyes.
He held me captive with his eyes as he slowly pushed forward, and my mouth dropped open in a soundless moan as he slowly filled me to the brim.
Keoni
The look on Zephyr's face as I filled him up was... wow. I had no words for it, but I knew I'd never forget it, and that I'd keep finding fun new ways to recreate it.
Zephyr turned around as I started pushing in and out of him, and I realized I needed to see his face. I couldn't feel his hole squeezing around the toy, but I needed to know how he felt. I wanted to soak in every look I put on his face.
Leaning forward, I wrapped an arm around his hips and picked him up. With a startled sound, he grabbed the back of my neck, holding himself up as I moved us to the other edge of the bed so we were facing the dresser and the mirror on it.
"Much better," I murmured as I set him back on the mattress, and he fell forward with a huff, then glanced at me through the mirror.
"What was that about?"
"I needed to see your face," I explained with a shrug, then smiled. "Don't look away."
He blinked at me, then moaned as I thrust deep into him, bringing my waist flush with his ass. God, he was beautiful.
"Do you like this, Zephyr? You like getting fucked by my new dick?" I teased, and Zephyr whined as he pushed back into me, as if trying to take me in even deeper. "Your hole looks so good stretched around me."
"Fuck!" he gritted out as I started moving again, and I smiled as I watched the flush rise higher on his cheeks. He kept his eyes on me as he panted through parted lips, and I wanted to reach up and kiss him. Next time, I'd figure out a position where we could do that.
"Maybe—" Zephyr started, then cut himself off with a groan, telling me I'd hit his prostate. I grinned as I repeated the stroke a few more times, loving the way his eyes fluttered shut as his lips moved in a soundless shout of my name.
"Maybe?" I prompted as I slowed down a little, wanting to hear what he had to say. Out of the two of us, I was the talker, especially during sex, so this was new, but not unappreciated.
"Next time we should get some nipple clamps for you. Make things fair," he gasped out, and I shivered at the thought. Conceptually, I knew what they were, but I had no idea how they would feel against my sensitive nipples. It could be fun.
"Maybe we should."
Zephyr moaned, though I wasn't sure if it was because he was imagining me with the clamps on or because he was close to coming. Either way, I kept moving and kept talking.
"Next time, you'll be on your back, so I can kiss you whenever I want, so I can watch your face as I move inside of you."
Zephyr groaned, his head dipping forward to hang between his arms, and I stopped moving.
"Keoni!" he protested, but I stayed still until he raised his head and met my gaze in the mirror. I smiled when our eyes met, and started moving again, which pulled a startled laugh out of him.
His body started trembling against me, and I knew he was close.
Moving a hand lower, I cupped his balls, giving them a squeeze before moving to his hard, leaking length.
His skin was silky and hot against my palm, and slick with pre-cum.
I pumped his cock as I moved in and out of him, pressing into his prostate with every thrust.
"Gonna cum!" he warned, and I realized I didn't want him coming against the fake cock. I wanted to feel him come.
Quickly, I pulled out of him and flipped him on his back, then leaned down and swallowed his cock, taking it to the back of my throat as I pushed three lube-and-precum slick fingers inside him.
Zephyr groaned as I bobbed over his cock, as I moved my fingers in and out of him in a matching rhythm. His fingers slid into my hair as he bowed forward, his whole body shaking like a leaf as he shouted my name and spilled down my throat.
I pulled back so I could taste his cum against my tongue, enjoying the way his hole squeezed and flexed around my fingers.
I sucked on his cock until it was completely drained before pulling off, still leisurely moving my fingers in and out of him as his body twitched and trembled with the aftershocks.
As I slowly pulled my fingers out of him, I took all of him in.
The sweaty strands of his hair clinging to his forehead, the flushed cheeks and hooded eyes.
His whole body was covered in a sheen of sweat, making it glisten.
His spent cock lay against his stomach, covered in my spit. Fuck, he made a breathtaking sight.
With much effort, he blinked up at me, his blue eyes still dark and heavy, and gave me a wide, loopy smile. "That was a good purchase."
I chuckled as I removed the strap-on and hung it over a nearby chair to wash later—before we allowed Rei into the room, certainly—and joined him on the bed. I placed a palm on his chest, smiling when I felt his still-thundering heart against my hand.
Leaning forward, I placed a soft kiss on his pink lips, and he hummed as he kissed me back.
Tonight had surpassed all the things I'd imagined as I'd made my purchase, and I couldn't wait to explore many more toys with Zephyr. Starting with those nipple clamps he'd mentioned earlier.
"Love you," Zephyr mumbled sleepily, and I smiled as I turned onto his side and snuggled closer.
With careful fingers, I removed his prosthetic, and placed it at the top of the bed. Pulling a pillow down, I put it under my head, then cradled Zeph closer so his head rested on my shoulder.
"I love you too."