Chapter 37 Zahra
ZAHRA
"What took you so long?" I moan, moving the vibrator slightly off my clit so I don't come without Declan's permission. Although a part of me wants to, just to see if he'd punish me for it.
His eyebrows knit together, definitely confused by my calm demeanor to him walking in on me getting myself off.
I turn the vibrator off so I can form a full sentence.
"I hacked into your private security account a few nights ago to ensure you had the best view of my bedroom.
Though I had hoped you'd be more neurotic about checking security cameras.
I figured either you weren't watching or you weren't interested—"
Declan lets out a growl and gestures to his hard cock. "Does this look like I'm not interested?"
My core clenches in response and I can't stop the moan that falls from my lips. He's still standing in my doorway, entirely too far for me to be able to touch him, and yet somehow he's managed to light up my whole body.
"You said you needed me," Declan states, his voice at least two octaves lower than usual.
"I did."
"Did you mean it?" he asks, a hint of vulnerability in his voice.
"I did. I do. I need you, Declan. Your body, your heart. Need it like I need my next breath." I swallow hard as I let myself have something for once.
"You have me. All of me. I'm yours," Declan declares, stepping fully into my room and locking the door behind him. "And you have no idea how desperate I am to show you how much you own me."
Declan moves so he’s kneeling on my bed, as his eyes trail down my body and his hands search through the sheets for my vibrator. "Do you remember our safe word, love?"
Goosebumps cover my whole body. "It's 'rose.'"
Declan's pupils dilate. "Good girl."
My back arches as he turns on my vibrator and hovers it mere inches from my core. "D-Declan, please," I beg.
"Please, what, Zahra? I won't lay a single finger on you until I have your consent." His voice is firm, and it grounds me. It’s clear that even though Declan's a Dom, I still have power in this situation.
"Use me, Declan. Make me come so many times I lose count. Show me what it means to be yours."
A deep shudder runs through his body, and I can see his restraint dwindling by the second.
The temperature of the room shifts as he asks me, "Pick a number five through twenty."
I blink. Of all the things he could have said… "What?"
"Since it's our first time together, I've decided to let you pick how many times I make you orgasm tonight. Anything less than five is unacceptable to me. And I have a feeling we need to build your stamina up, so twenty seems like a fair cut off."
He can't be serious. Can he? There's no way I can come that many times.
The fact that he made me come twice on our wedding night felt nothing short of a miracle.
The rational part of my brain says I should play it safe, but the heat building inside me wants to please Declan. To show him I'm not afraid.
"Let's start with ten. If you can even get me there." I'm poking the bear and I know it.
"Don't be a brat." Declan's eyes turn into slits, and I gasp as he slaps my pussy. The slight sting to my core is followed by a blossoming heat all over my body.
His hands move to my hips, and he moves me up the bed until my head is resting on the pillow. He crushes his lips to mine, and my mouth opens for him instinctively, desperate to taste him.
Declan hums in approval as I drag my nails down his back and claw him closer to me. His hands trail down my hips, to my thighs, until he cups the back of my knees and spreads them wide. "Don't move," he orders before sliding off the bed and disappearing into my closet.
"Where are you going?" I pant, feeling my arousal drip down my thighs. The only response I get in return is the sound of dresser doors opening and closing.
I debate reaching for my vibrator and getting myself off, but before I make up my mind, Declan returns holding a bunch of different scarves in his hand.
"Yes," I state.
"I haven't even asked a question yet." He smirks.
"I trust you. With my whole heart." The words fall from my lips with ease.
Declan swallows hard as he blinks away the watery sheen in his eyes. "You are an angel on earth. Sent down just for me."
He slides onto the bed, kneeling above me as he grabs my ankle and wraps the smooth silk around it, tying me to the side of the bed frame. My other ankle gets the same treatment, and before I know it, my legs are fully stuck in place.
"Fuck, Zahra, look at your swollen cunt. It's practically begging for me to taste it," Declan moans, palming his hard cock through his boxers, and he looks at me with such...devotion in his eyes.
"You'd be the first to try," I confess.
Declan's jaw drops open, the look in his eyes is feral. "No one's ever eaten you out before?"
I shake my head.
"Good. Less men I have to worry about hunting down and killing." He kneels down in front of my core and places a rough kiss right onto my clit.
My hips buck, desperate to increase the pressure, but the restraints keep me locked in place. I’m completely at Declan’s mercy.
"Don't stop," I beg.
"Don't worry, love, I promise you'll come on my tongue tonight, but first we need to finish what you started." Declan smirks, grabbing my small bullet vibrator I had abandoned the moment he walked through the door.
Pressing the toy to clit, he turns it on and my body lights up with pleasure. "Jesus, love, look at how soaked this little thing gets you. You're coating my fingers and we haven't even hit your favorite setting yet."
I open my mouth, ready to ask him how he would even know that when he clicks the button on the side, a rough moan leaving my lips.
"Ah, there she is. My sweet wife is so close to coming, isn't she?" Declan asks, using his free hand to toy with my nipples, adding the perfect blend of pleasure and pain.
The pressure building in my core has me seeing stars and tears start to form in my eyes. "Declan, I need to come. Can I? Please?" I moan, reaching for his hand that's so expertly moving the toy along my pussy.
"Such a good girl, asking for my permission.
Let go, my sweet wife. Let go," he hums. My vision starts to blur, and I swear I see stars.
Declan increases the pressure on my core as my muscles tense and my back arches, bliss rocking through my entire body as his words send me fully over the edge, no doubt soaking his hand even more.
Just when I think I've come down, the tension builds again, and I realize that Declan hasn't moved the vibe off me.
Before I can muster up the energy to say something, I fall apart for a second time.
My bedroom is filled with the sound of my pants, while Declan caresses my face and praises me for coming twice.
He unties me from the bed and cradles me into his arms, gently massaging the small of my back. "Two down. Eight more to go," he pauses to press a kiss to my shoulder, "but only if you're up for it. Remember, you can use your safe word whenever you want. I won't be upset if you do."
I lift my cheek up from his shoulder and lock eyes with him. "I want to keep going. Especially if the orgasms come with a side of cuddling."
Declan cups my chin, using his thumb to draw idle circles on my cheek.
"I'll give you a bath after as well. And anything else you need to come back down.
Last thing I want is for you to think I'm only here to be with you physically.
Making you come has been nothing short of a dream, but it's more than that for me. "
His hand slides down my neck, to my bare chest, and rests on top of my heart.
I place my hand on his. "I know, Declan. It's more than that for me too."
"Good. Now that we've got that settled, do you want my fingers, cock, or another one of your toys inside you next?" He adjusts me slightly in his lap so the tip of his very pierced cock brushes against my clit.
My mouth waters and I moan before I can even think to stop myself.
"That wasn't an answer, Zahra. Use your words, my love." Declan snickers, clearly enjoying his effect on me.
"Your cock, Declan. I want it buried so deep inside me I'll feel you for days. And when you're done, I want you to fill me up with your come until it drips out of me," I confess one of my deepest desires. My heart races, waiting for his judgment or his refusal.
Instead, his jaw falls open, hands twitching at his sides like he's fighting himself for whatever small bit of control he has left. "Are you sure you know what you're asking for? Because once I come inside you, I don't think I can have you any other way again."
His words are a promise. One I plan on making sure he keeps. "I'm sure. I have an IUD, and tested negative recently."
"I’m also negative. I haven't thought of anyone since the day we met. You've consumed every single inch of my mind and my heart." Declan presses his forehead against mine.
"You’re mine, Declan McAlister. Even when I denied myself, deep down I knew the truth. You are mine."
"You own me. Now it's time for me to show you how grateful I am to be yours."