Chapter 9
Nobody had come knocking on the door to claim the kitten.
Kate actually seemed keen to keep it now. She had given it a name. Bib, because that’s what the white patch under her chin looked like.
Bella should have been delighted by this turn of events, and normally she would have been. Over the moon, in fact. But something was wrong.
She’d come back on Sunday night. Kate had cooked the most amazing dinner of deliciously marinated steaks and crispy, crushed potatoes, but she hadn’t been hungry herself so why had she gone to so much effort?
It hadn’t taken Bella very long at all to work out what it was that was bothering her so much. She had, in fact, recognised what it was before that dinner was even finished.
It was that glow. Kate just didn’t have it any more and it seemed like the sun had stopped shining or something.
When she asked whether Kate had had a good weekend, her aunt had answered with that kind of brightness that let you know you were being fobbed off.
That something was very wrong but it wasn’t any of your business.
Bella hated being shut out. Always had. And hadn’t that refusal led to the close bond she had with Kate in the first place?
She’d seen her go off, looking so miserable that day, and had gone after her, despite her parents telling her to leave Kate alone.
That she wasn’t happy and probably needed a bit of time to herself to get used to things.
Following her instincts had turned out all right that time, hadn’t it?
But Kate wasn’t storming off anywhere this time. She was just being… Kate. Tidy and organised and working all hours. Maybe that was the problem. She’d seen Kate break out of that normality the day she’d gone off on the back of Connor’s bike and she’d liked that. A lot.
Something had happened to change things.
Maybe it had something to do with Connor.
Or maybe it had something to do with her grandfather getting out on parole and trying to contact his children.
Bella had tried to talk to her father about it. She didn’t tell him about the phone call, she just tried a tentative query about the family in general that had led to a question about her grandfather.
Don’t even go there, her father had warned. Especially in front of Kate.
Even Bella hadn’t had the nerve to ask why not but she was thinking it. Did they not know that her grandfather had got himself sober? That he was full of remorse for whatever it was he’d done? That he wanted to at least start putting things right by apologising?
No wonder Bella was feeling shut out.
And cross.
Even crosser today because work had not gone well.
‘He’s unbelievable,’ she informed her aunt over dinner.
‘Who is?’
‘Mr Dawson. Oliver Dawson.’
‘The neurosurgeon?’
‘That’s the one.’ Bella’s scowl deepened.
‘What’s wrong with him?’
‘He shouted at me.’
‘Oh?’ Kate had stopped picking at her meal and looked at Bella. ‘What did you do wrong?’
‘Why do you assume that it was my fault?’
Kate actually smiled and Bella realised it was the first smile she’d seen for days. Oh, well. That was something, she supposed.
She rolled her eyes. ‘It wasn’t as if I was in there as a scrub nurse or anything. And the operation hadn’t even started yet. There was no reason for me to have done my mask up properly. I was nowhere near the table.’
‘What did Oliver say?’
‘That his theatre wasn’t some kind of nursery and if I needed to wear a bib I should go and find a day-care centre or something.’
Kate’s lips twitched. The kitten must have learned its name already because it jumped into Bella’s lap. Then it tried to climb onto the table. Bella lifted it clear before Kate could growl and she cuddled it under her chin.
‘He’s so stuffy,’ she went on. ‘Old and stuffy and… and…’
‘And very good at his job by all accounts,’ Kate said mildly. ‘And he’s younger than me, thanks very much. I don’t think he’s much over thirty, in fact.’
‘Well, he acts like he’s fifty.’
‘He’s conservative, certainly,’ Kate agreed. ‘But his upbringing probably has a lot to do with that.’
‘What – was he brought up in a monastery or something?’
Kate chuckled. ‘Not far off. Don’t you know about the Dawson family?’
‘No. Should I?’
‘One of the wealthiest families in Auckland. Pillars of society and all that. Oliver was an only child and his social responsibilities were probably drummed in from an early age. I suspect he has very high standards in everything he does and that’s why he’s such a good surgeon.
And why he expects everybody else to follow the rules. ’
Bella snorted. ‘I prefer people that break the rules occasionally. Like Connor.’
The sudden chill in the atmosphere was unmistakeable.
‘Had enough?’ Kate asked briskly. She stood up and whipped Bella’s plate away before she had time to do more than start nodding her head. And then she stood with her back to the table, rinsing the plates to go into the dishwasher.
Bella stared at the plait hanging down Kate’s back. It bounced occasionally, as if the body it belonged to was very tense and its movements were jerky.
So that was what it was all about.
It wasn’t anything to do with her grandfather.
Or was it?
Bella stroked Bib thoughtfully, her mind going back over what was now a well-worn track. How could you move on into a peaceful future if there were things in the past you hadn’t sorted out?
She thought about the scrap of paper she was using as a bookmark. It was in her room, marking the point she’d reached in her latest romance novel. A mobile phone number that she could text rather than ring, which would be good because it could be secret.
It would have to be somewhere neutral, she decided.
She knew it would be totally the wrong thing to do to invite her grandfather to visit Kate’s house.
The frisson of something like fear that trickled down her spine at the very idea was a warning bell.
Kate would never forgive her if that turned to custard.
But somewhere neutral. Public, even? Like a coffee shop?
No. Bella suddenly knew the answer. What was needed was a place where Kate could feel in control. That was the key. And there was only one place other than her home where Kate wielded real power.
The pathology department.
‘Want some help?’ she asked Kate casually.
‘No. There’s not much to do.’
‘I might have an early night then. I’ve got a book I really want to finish.’
Work was the answer.
Normal life had resumed.
The clock had been wound right back to before Kate had noticed those tyre marks on the lino of the hospital corridor.
People had noticed how focused she was and her whole department seemed to be suddenly more professional.
The pace was brisker. Okay, maybe she was a bit less tolerant and that was making her junior staff members wary, but they were working harder as well.
Mark, in particular, was trying extremely hard to stay in favour.
And he was succeeding. So much so he deserved a reward.
‘How would you like to be involved in the new theatre laboratory?’
‘That would be great. I didn’t know it was up and running yet.’
‘It’s not, quite. The new equipment’s arrived, though. You could go and get things set up and I’ll come and check later.’
‘Don’t you want to do it? It’s your baby.’
‘It’s a departmental project,’ Kate said dismissively. ‘That’s all.’
It was harder than she’d expected to get past this particular wrench of the clock being turned back.
Estelle had been discharged from hospital now, well on the way to recovery, but that whole incident had been the start of getting close to Connor, hadn’t it?
And then the planning for the mini laboratory had kept the wheels turning long enough to go way too far down that track.
Well, it was over now. She hadn’t even seen Connor for the last couple of days but Kate didn’t want to risk an encounter too soon and she needed to stay away from Theatre.
Which was a shame because she’d really looked forward to taking her turn in staffing that laboratory space.
Being right there, literally at the cutting edge, of what a good part of her job was all about, instead of being shut away in the bowels of the hospital.
It took a great deal of courage to go up and check that Mark had set up the microscope and other equipment correctly, but Kate needn’t have worried. Connor wasn’t there. Bella was, however.
‘What time are you finishing work?’ she asked.
‘No idea. I’ve got a bucket of stuff to get finished, including a write-up on that research trial I’m involved in. I might be late so don’t wait for me.’
‘Okay.’ Bella seemed oddly pleased that Kate was planning to work late.
Kate took another glance around the busy corridor in the theatre suites.
‘He’s not here,’ Bella said.
‘Who?’ Was she still bothered about her run-in with Oliver Dawson?
‘Connor.’
‘What on earth makes you think I was looking for him?’ Kate gave her words a warning edge but Bella merely shrugged.
‘Just in case you were. He’s not here. He got sent home.’
He was sick? The clutch of concern took Kate by surprise, but she didn’t say anything. She couldn’t. The ferocity of that concern was disturbing enough to render her speechless for a moment.
‘Apparently he did a bone-marrow donation yesterday morning. Can you believe that? For a little girl who’s got leukaemia.’
Still Kate said nothing. Of course she could believe it. And why he would go to such extraordinary lengths to help a little girl and her family. That had been the final push to falling completely and utterly in love with him.
‘He got it done under local and came back to work this morning, but he was still really sore so he got sent home to rest.’
‘I… imagine it would be a fairly painful procedure.’
‘Mmm…’ Bella seemed to be watching her more closely than Kate felt comfortable with.
‘I’ll see you later, then,’ she said, edging away.