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Sebastian's face remained calm, but there was nothing casual in his eyes now. "Not as your ally. Not as the man the press thinks is courting you. Not as Trevor Raymond's rival. I wanted to go to you because you were hurt and I hated standing still."
Dorothy looked away first.
The corridor seemed suddenly too narrow, too bright, too exposed.
Sebastian continued, quieter. "That is not part of our agreement."
"No," she said.
"And if I pretend it is, I become exactly the kind of man you were warning me against. One who takes the role that benefits him and calls it protection."
Her hands tightened at her sides.
She wanted to say he was wrong. She wanted to insist the agreement could remain simple if they both stayed disciplined enough.
She wanted to point to the divorce papers, the headlines, Vanessa's schemes, Trevor's late regret, all the reasons emotion had no room to enter when survival still required so much calculation.
But Sebastian had not brought emotion as a demand.
He had brought it as a fact.
Facts were harder to dismiss.
"What do you want from me?" she asked.
The question came out more vulnerable than she intended.
Sebastian heard that too, because his expression gentled, though he did not step closer.
"Nothing today."
Dorothy gave a faint, disbelieving breath. "That is not how wanting works."
"It can."
"Not for men like you."
His mouth curved slightly. "You have made a very broad study of men like me."
"I was married to a man who wanted without asking and neglected without noticing. I am cautious by training."
The faint smile left his face. "Then let me be precise. I do not want an answer you are not ready to give. I do not want gratitude dressed up as affection. I do not want you to choose me because Trevor hurt you, or because Vanessa cornered you,
or because the public alliance becomes easier if private feeling grows conveniently around it."
Dorothy's eyes lifted slowly to his.
"What do you want?" she asked again, softer this time.
Sebastian held her gaze.
"A real chance when you are ready."
The words did not strike like Trevor's question had.
They entered differently.
Not as a wound reopened, but as a door discovered in a wall she had assumed was solid.
A chance. Not a claim. Not a demand. Not love declared in a way that required immediate response.
Simply a chance, offered to some future version of her who might one day be able to stand in front of a man without measuring how much of herself would disappear if she stepped closer.
Dorothy did not know that woman yet.
Perhaps she existed.
Perhaps she did not.
Her silence stretched.
Sebastian waited.
Of course he did.
Dorothy almost laughed, but the sound would have been too close to tears. "You make waiting sound easy."
"It is not."
"Then why offer it?"
"Because forcing you would be easier."
The honesty unsettled her.
Sebastian looked past her toward the courtyard, as if giving her a moment away from his gaze.
"I am not a saint, Dorothy. I am ambitious. I am possessive in ways I manage carefully because unmanaged possession becomes ugliness. I enjoy winning, and Trevor Raymond has annoyed me for years in ways that make winning particularly satisfying."
Despite everything, a faint breath left her. Not quite amusement. Not quite disbelief.
He looked back at her. "But I do not want to win you from him."
The words held.
"I want you to come to me, if you ever do, because you are walking toward something. Not running from him."
Dorothy's throat tightened.
She had been called many things in the last several days. Heiress. Wife. Ex-wife in all but law. Public figure. Betrayed woman. Powerful woman. Desired woman. Trevor's regret. Sebastian's rumored lover. Victor Perry's heir.
Sebastian, in offering not to take her, made her feel for a brief and dangerous second like a person.
"I cannot answer you," she said.
"I know."
"No, I mean I truly cannot. Not now. Maybe not for a long time."
"I know."
"You keep saying that."
"Because I do."
The simplicity nearly broke her composure again.
Dorothy folded her arms tighter, looking down at the floor. "I am not sure what parts of me are still alive."
Sebastian's face changed.
Not pity. She would have hated pity.
Pain, perhaps, on her behalf.
"You do not have to inventory yourself for me."
"I do if you are asking for a chance."
"No." His voice was firm enough to make her look up. "You do not. You are not a damaged estate I am considering purchasing. You do not need to show me which rooms still stand."
The sentence struck hard enough that Dorothy had to look away again.
For years, she had felt like something assessed for usefulness. A wife appropriate enough for the Raymond name. A hidden heiress safe enough to be kept out of sight. A woman quiet enough to endure. Now Sebastian spoke as though her ruin, if ruin existed, was not something that lowered her value.
She did not know how to receive that.
"I do not want to hurt you," she said.
"You probably will."
Her eyes widened slightly.
He shrugged, a small movement in an expensive suit, almost careless if not for the seriousness beneath it. "People do. Usually without malice. Sometimes with. I am not offering myself because I believe you will never hurt me."
"That is a terrible argument."
"It is an honest one."
"It makes you sound reckless."
"I prefer resolved."
She looked at him then, really looked.
Sebastian Hood was not soft. Not safe in the simple sense.
He carried too much intelligence in his stillness, too much calculation beneath his courtesy.
A man like him could wound deeply if he chose.
Dorothy knew that. Perhaps that was why his restraint mattered.
Gentle men were not tested by patience the way dangerous men were.
Sebastian's patience had teeth behind it, and he kept them sheathed by choice.
That choice was more meaningful than harmlessness.
Footsteps sounded faintly from the far corridor.
Both of them turned.
No one appeared. A staff member passed beyond the glass doors at the opposite end and disappeared.
The moment held.
Then Sebastian extended his hand.
Dorothy looked at it, wary and unbearably aware of the memory.
His hand at the gala. His hand before Trevor.
His umbrella. Every public gesture carefully framed.
But this was different. No cameras. No ballroom.
No reporters waiting to turn contact into a headline.
Only the quiet corridor and the courtyard below.
"May I?" he asked.
She knew what he was asking before he touched her.
That was why permission mattered.
Dorothy should have refused. It would have been safer.
Cleaner. One more boundary drawn before emotion could complicate what strategy had begun.
Instead, she looked at his open hand and thought of how many times Trevor had touched her without truly seeing her, and how strange it was that Sebastian saw too much and still asked.
Slowly, she placed her hand in his.
Sebastian's fingers closed around hers.
He lifted her hand, not hurriedly, not theatrically, and bent his head.
The kiss he pressed to her knuckles was soft.
Warmer than the one at the gala.
Private enough to feel dangerous.
Dorothy's breath caught, not from desire exactly, though desire moved somewhere beneath the shock of being handled with care. It caught because the gesture asked for nothing and still admitted everything.
Sebastian did not release her hand immediately.
When he looked up, his eyes were clear.
"I can wait," he said. "But I will not pretend I feel nothing."