Chapter Two #2
‘What do you mean “fulfils itself”?’ Pixie asked.
‘You won’t be free of each other until you allow your love to fully and honestly express itself.
Imagine you are both magnets attracting one to the other.
The women you embody, Pixie, are obstacles to those two magnets joining as they should.
In order for this love to fully and honestly express itself, Cavill needs to know that he loves you, Pixie. Does that make sense?’
Ulysses looked blank.
Pixie nodded thoughtfully. ‘But that would mean he’d have to believe me,’ she said, heart shrinking at the thought of coming clean and not being believed. ‘I don’t know that he’d do that. I mean, why would he? It sounds so science fiction.’
‘He must recognise you on the level of your soul,’ said Avril gravely.
‘This is no ordinary love story, Pixie. You’ve slid back in time.
You’ve played with time. And you’ve tied his destiny to yours.
It’s only natural that there are going to be consequences.
’ Her face mellowed. ‘Look, I’m not condemning you.
I’m just trying to explain that timesliding is a gift that comes with great responsibility.
And you’re only human. Yes, you’ve broken that rule various times, in small ways which you couldn’t help, and in big ways, which you could help.
I’m not criticising you. I’m just telling you how it is.
Love makes us all do things we know we shouldn’t do.
But we have to stand up and face the consequences of our actions.
It’s the Justice card in the tarot deck.
You have to stand up now and face yours. ’
Pixie nodded. ‘So there’s a strong chance I’ll meet Cavill again,’ she said, half-dreading it and half-longing for it.
Ulysses interrupted. ‘Tell Avril your theory about there being a purpose to your relationship with Cavill. You’ve put his life on a different path, but perhaps it was meant to be.’
Pixie inhaled deeply. ‘Okay, well, it might be way off the mark. Even you dismissed it as stupid, Ulysses,’ she said.
‘I never said it was stupid,’ he corrected.
‘Well, you dismissed it.’
‘What do I know?’ He shrugged. ‘Avril’s the master. Ask her.’
Avril smiled indulgently. ‘Go on, Pixie. Put it out there. This is a safe space, after all.’
‘Okay.’ Pixie began slowly. ‘So, there’s no such thing as coincidence, right?
We all agree on that. Everything that happens in our lives is for a reason, to learn and grow.
So, what if, right at the beginning, I drew Cavill into my experience, and he drew me into his, for a reason, because we have something we need to learn from each other? ’
Avril nodded. ‘Go on.’
‘I’ve been given this gift to help lost souls find their way home. That’s my purpose. But what if my gift is designed also to teach me in the process.’
Avril nodded again. ‘You’re not wrong. I have no doubt that you learn life lessons in everything you do, whether in the present or in the past. In the grand scheme of things, they’re the same thing.
There is no time, we just perceive there to be.
In order for us to live life here on earth, time has to be experienced as linear, cause and effect, birth to death.
But, really, the past, present and future are all one.
So, whether you’re experiencing life a hundred years ago, or here today, you’re still in the now.
There is only ever the now. When you’re sitting in trance, Pixie, in 2014, and projecting yourself into 1895 or 1912, you’re still experiencing life in the now.
The lessons you’re being given, and those you’re giving, are as valuable and important in that dimension as they are in this dimension.
So yes, you and Cavill have a destiny to carry out.
I do believe there’s a meaning to it. In which case, you will very likely meet him again in another slide. ’
‘That’s what I suspected. And what do I do when we meet again?’
‘Well, this is what I think will happen. You’ve set a dynamic in motion, which will continue to roll until it has served its purpose or brought itself to fruition.
So, when you next slide, I think you’ll slide back to Cavill again – and perhaps again and again, until the situation is resolved.
Maybe this is going to be your most challenging case.
Not to settle lost souls, but to settle your soul, and his. ’
‘I feel like a lost soul right now,’ said Ulysses, screwing up his beautiful face.
Pixie laughed, eyes very blue suddenly as her enthusiasm steadily mounted. ‘I get it.’
‘I don’t,’ said Ulysses. ‘When you tried to slide back to a specific time and place in New York, it didn’t work, did it?’ he reminded Pixie. ‘Why will it work now?’
Pixie frowned, deflated suddenly. ‘He’s right. Why will it work now? When I tried to slide back to the Bethesda terrace in Central Park, I found myself in 1889 not in 1912.’
‘So, you need to take timesliding to the next stage,’ said Avril simply.
‘Ah, the next stage,’ echoed Ulysses.
‘What’s the next stage?’ Pixie asked.
‘Engineering your slides. Being specific. Being the Chariot in the tarot deck. The one holding the reins, controlling, willing, manifesting.’
‘That’s sounds exciting!’ said Ulysses, helping himself to another slice of cake.
‘How do I do that?’
Avril shrugged. ‘I’m not entirely sure. But let’s consider timesliding per se.
As a child, you basically slipped out of your body, and soul-wandered into the past. You were still you, in a finer body, in the same place, only years before.
You time travelled. Then you refined it, by linking into an object that connected you to someone in the past and putting out your desire in a focused thought, and allowing the Law of Attraction to fulfil that desire.
You discovered that you could last longer in the past if you inhabited another person’s body.
Due to your vibration being that of a woman, you could only possess the body of someone with a similar vibration.
Not a man, or an old person, or a child, but a young, or relatively young, woman like you.
Those things you have learned. But now you need to refine the process.
But you have to bear in mind that it’s not completely in your control.
This might be a bit complicated, so I want you to listen very carefully. ’