Chapter 10
CHAPTER TEN
jenna
I knew Axel would agree to the terms, I mean we’ve practically been dancing around it since the moment we met.
But I can’t help but feel like this is just asking for disaster.
Never the less, I do feel a sense of relief when he makes the deal with me.
This way we can relieve this tension between us and then move on.
I feel an intense connection to him, one that I know will consume me if I let it.
His mouth ravages mine as I snake my body up to his.
He grabs the back of my knees and places me on his lap so that I straddle his body.
Instantly I feel him beneath me and grind myself down, trying to find some relief for the throbbing between my legs.
I pull away, only slightly, placing my forehead against his and take a moment to think.
I’m fighting an internal battle; this agreement allows me to have him just for one night and then walk away with no attachments.
But the other part, probably the more sensible part, is screaming at me that this never ends well for me, especially since the feelings I’m having for this man are intense and I barely know him. Hell, I don’t know him!
I can’t tell if it’s the emotions from everything that unfolded this evening, or if I am losing my mind.
But all I want is Axel here with me, to protect me, hold me, make me feel alive.
And those feelings scare the shit out of me.
Gosh Jenna, just have sex with the extremely sexy man under you and leave it alone.
Fuck it.
I grab the hem of my shirt and pull it up and off of my body.
The cool air makes my nipples pebble and stand at attention.
Axel’s eyes drop to my chest, and I bite my bottom lip in anticipation.
He looks up at me with a fire I hadn’t seen a moment ago.
A sly smile slides onto his face as he runs his thumb across my lip.
“What did I say about biting that lip?” he says.
Barely giving me time to respond — let alone think — he drops his head and takes one of my nipples into his mouth.
I drop my head back, letting my hair fall behind me.
He expertly sucks and licks, torturing my other with small and gentle tugs.
I can barely breathe it feels so good, but the need to have his mouth somewhere else is becoming unbearable.
“Tell me what you need, Angel,” he says between sweet assaults on my sensitive breasts. I try to answer, but my brain has turned to mush. He pauses and plants his hands on my hips, stopping me from grinding on him. I squirm with the need to move.
Kissing up my chest, to my ear, he holds me in place, seemingly driving me insane.
“Talk to me, Jen. What do you need?” Axel slowly makes his way back to my breast and draws a circle around my nipple with his tongue. Drawing a hiss of pleasure from my lips.
“I need your mouth… on me,” I choke out, suddenly embarrassed by the need in my voice. I’m usually more confident than this. In my last relationship I did most of the talking but Axel throws me off. He’s so sexy I can barely keep it together.
“Here?” he says as he kisses my neck.
“No,” I pant. He moves further down my body to the middle of my breasts and nips me gently.
“Here?” he says again, the smirk on his face making my stomach pool with warmth. How is he so devilishly handsome?
“No.” I watch as he draws his head away from my body.
“Hmm” he says as he begins to stand, I momentarily latch on to him before I realize he already has me up in the air.
I’m amazed by how effortlessly he can carry me.
I’m not exactly the smallest woman; I’m toned and healthy but still have significant curves.
Being carried like I weigh nothing is incredibly hot.
Without hesitation, he starts walking us out of the living room and down the hallway. Once in my room, he kicks the door shut behind us.
“Don’t want to worry about being walked in on,” Axel moves quickly for such a large man and drops me on the bed where I bounce from the short fall. I crawl up the bed so that my back is pressed against the pillows.
“What? No voyeur kink I should be made aware of?” I joke. Unashamed that I am openly staring at him as he begins to get undressed.
“Babe, I usually don’t give a fuck who's watching. But you, you’re all mine. For my eyes only.”
I have no quippy come back. Something about him being possessive of me sends electricity through my body. I like a man who knows what he wants and keeps it for himself.
Axel strips off his boots and pants, then takes off his shirt.
I nearly moan when I see what he has been hiding from me.
His body is gorgeous. Muscles ripple under large tattoos that cover his torso.
A thin gold chain hangs from his neck and a small ring from the chain.
I focus in on the petite ring and a flash of green catches my eye.
I wonder whose ring it is, feeling slightly jealous at the thought of it belonging to another woman.
But then I remember that isn’t my place, this is a one-time thing and I really shouldn’t care.
He runs a hand through his luscious, black hair. His eyes roam my body, taking in every inch on display. Someone else might feel embarrassed to be so exposed but I love my body and feel confident in my skin.
“Do you have any idea how fucking perfect you are?” he says in a gravelly voice.
I offer a smile and lean forward so that I am on all fours in front of him.
“I could say the same to you.” I whisper as I run my tongue across his abs, right above the hem of his boxers.
He lets out a small whistle while grabbing a fistful of my hair.
He holds me in place for a moment, his hold tight and the slight sting on my scalp makes me want more.
Within seconds, Axel releases my hair and flips me onto my back.
His hard body moves with mine, our faces only inches away. “Just one night?”
“Just one.” I reply.
He nods, but holds my gaze. I squirm under his watch, wanting to continue what we’ve started.
I don’t want him to get any ideas and think this is anything more than a one-night stand.
Reaching down, I cup him through his boxers.
With my free hand, I grip the back of his head and pull his lips to mine.
Immediately the heat between us grows and I can’t take it anymore.
Axel must feel my need. He kneels between my spread legs and slides my shorts and underwear from my body.
Axel trails his hands up my thighs until he reaches my center.
Painstakingly slow, he runs his finger between my lips, my body bucks when he makes contact with my clit.
“Fuck baby, you’re so wet. Is this all for me?” He locks eyes with me as I nod, biting my bottom lip. Honestly, I don’t think I have ever been this turned on. He moves his finger down and circles my entrance. I moan, unable to control the noises leaving my body.
“Axel,” I beg just as his mouth latches onto the sensitive bundle of nerves and he plunges his fingers inside me.
My back bows off the bed, allowing him full access to me.
He expertly moves his tongue while pumping his fingers in and out.
I writhe in pleasure as I try to grab my sheets for support.
All of the pent up want that has been building inside me since meeting Axel last night comes crashing down.
It takes no time at all for me to feel like I’m going to combust. His motions turn faster and more intense.
All I can do is scream out his name as my orgasm rips through my body setting my limbs on fire.
Axel’s tongue slowly moves through my folds as my body convulses through my release.
“That’s just the beginning, Angel.” He speaks into my skin as he kisses, nips, and licks his way up my body.
“Do you know how good you taste?” Axel’s eyes meet mine.
I feel heat creep up my cheeks as I see my arousal glistening on his lips and chin.
I can’t help the shy smile on my face as I turn away from him.
He is so sexual and owns everything he does with confidence.
I’m not used to all of this dirty talk; I don’t know what to say.
“Don’t you do that,” he says as he turns my face back to him.
“You are the sexiest woman I’ve ever laid my eyes on, and everything about you turns me the fuck on.
” He leans down and kisses me with a passion I have yet to find with a partner.
I taste myself on his tongue and fuck, it’s hot.
I deepen the kiss, wanting to make this moment last a little bit longer.
Axel leans down next to my ear. “I need to be inside you. I need to fuck you hard and fast. You okay with that?” My body tingles with excitement.
“Yes, Axel.” I reply.
“Fuck, I love the way you say my name,” he groans as he rolls off of me, standing up and walking to his discarded jeans. “Shit, you have a condom?” he asks, it’s obvious neither of us had prepared for this.
“Oh, uh, no, I don’t have a condom.” I say, feeling slightly annoyed we may not be able to finish.
He takes a moment and looks at me thoughtfully, “I’m clean, just been tested. You on the pill?” he asks.
I’ve been on birth control since freshman year of college, but I’ve never had sex without a condom. I consider it for a moment and look at Axel trying to decide if this is a good idea. He walks back to the bed, I am now sitting on the edge of the bed and he leans down so we are face to face.
“Babe, you don’t have to do anything if you’re not feeling it.”
How can this incredibly rugged and tough biker be so sweet and caring?
Last night at the bar, I watched as everyone moved out of his way like he was the devil himself.
I know that outside of this space, Axel is not all rainbows and sunshine, but a dangerous man.
It makes me flush, thinking that he might only be this way with me.
“I’m on birth control and I’m clean as well.” I say with confidence, leaving out the part where I haven’t had sex in over eleven months. “Come here Axel, I need you.”
The corner of Axel’s lip twitches, taking his time he steps out of his boxers. He springs free from the confines of his briefs; my mouth begins to salivate as I stare at the gorgeous man in front of me. He’s huge, in every way possible, and all mine for the night.
I quickly move to be in front of him, wrapping my hand around his throbbing cock and exploring his length, pulling a moan out of him. Axel’s hand travels to the back of my head; he grabs my hair slightly pulling back so that I have no choice but to drop my head back, exposing my neck to him.
“Turn around,” he says in my ear. It’s a command, and it has me instantly dripping wet.
I turn around and bend over for him, arching my back so that my ass is up in the air.
I’m his for the taking. Axel places himself at my entrance.
I wiggle at him, needing him to hurry. Slowly he enters me, allowing me to get used to his size before he goes any further.
My breath hitches as I try to allow my body to fully relax.
Fuck, he is huge. Behind me I hear Axel let out a slow hiss, “Angel, you’re so fucking tight.
You’re like a vice wrapped around my dick. ”
I can’t speak, not yet. He starts to move slowly in and out, the feeling is mind blowing.
“Oh my God, Axel, you feel so good. I’ve never felt so…full.” I moan into the pillow, allowing it to swallow my admission. Without warning, he pulls out of me and I’m suddenly spinning around at lightning speed.
Axel grabs ahold of both my legs, pulling them up so that my ankles rest on his shoulders.
Without warning, he slams into me, my body welcoming him easily.
My body feels like origami and he has folded me so that I am taking every delectable inch of him.
The position change has his pelvis rubbing my clit as he pumps into me, sending me careening towards my second orgasm.
“Babe, I am extremely close,” Axel says in a clipped tone.
“I want you to look at me while you cum. I want you to know exactly who’s fucking you.
” I open my eyes and look at him. How the hell he thinks I could forget whose inside of me is beyond me.
At this point I’m not sure where I end and he begins.
He’s staring at me with a heat in his eyes that sends goosebumps over my skin. The look he gives me feels like it’s meant for a lover, not a one-night stand. The connection I’m feeling has my heart racing and I break eye contact to try to remain unattached.
Axel draws back, slamming into me with so much force I know I’ll feel him for days afterward. I arch back as my second orgasm tears through my body.
“Eyes here baby,” Axel holds me in place. Locking eyes with me as my body loses control. My walls tighten around him as my release takes over. I feel Axel’s body tense above me as he calls out my name.
When I open my eyes, it’s to see Axel’s gut-twisting smile.