The Lost Prince (A Midwinter Prince #2)
Chapter One
A deep
hush held the audience of the Queen’s West End theatre. The most
indifferent and bored among the young dilettante crowd were sitting
forward in the best seats in the circle, where they formed a
glittering half coronet. Fortnum’s peppermint creams remained
poised en route to glossy O-shaped mouths.
The lights were down. Only the thinnest silver gleam lit the
stage. All’s Well That Ends
Well, the theatre programme declared, but
the title—always a challenge, irony wrapped round the very roots of
the play—had never seemed such a mockery. Shakespeare had kept the
wedding of Bertram and Helena well off-stage, glossed over and
presented as a fait accompli. Now it was restored, and the audience
conscripted as unwilling, fascinated guests.
The
actors played it out in dumb show. The lights came up slowly to
reveal only three of them—a crooked, crabbed little priest in a
dirty surplice, the upcoming RADA grad Gem Lloyd in her role as
Helena, and Laurence Fitzroy, now playing Shakespeare’s least
loveable hero.
Fitzroy
had done nothing to make Bertram any less of the heartless coward
he was. And yet he pulled in—night after enraptured full-house
night—a huge swathe of London’s theatre-going population. They came
to see how Fitzroy, quiet and pale in street clothes for this
modern-dress version, could rise up out of his own stillness and
become a monster. That was one half of the enchantment. The rest of
it lay in his terrible ability to make them love him
anyway.
The
stage lights had tightened to a circle around the priest, bride and
bridegroom, marooning them on a cold silver island, plunging the
rest of the house into darkness. The priest signalled to Bertram
that he should step up and take his bride’s hand.
Laurie
did so. He towered over Gem Lloyd by a foot, but that was nothing.
The light turned his skin to marble, cast his hair and eyes to
unfathomable black. He seized the girl by the wrist.
Gem
recoiled. Helena was a smart, ambitious healer who had traded her
skills to get what she wanted. She was worth a million of her
bridegroom, but still she shivered to her very bones. Wordlessly,
without a movement of his beautiful lips, Bertram revealed to her
what she might expect of their wedding night, of all the years
ahead.
Nothing, nothing, nothing.
Laurence Fitzroy’s silent nothing would resound through the
theatre and the heads of his audience for weeks. The rest of the
play could not redeem it. The strangely tacked-on happy ending only
underscored Helena’s fate, her chances of happiness with this man.
Bertram was a mean, callow puppy who had somehow captured one good
woman’s heart.
And yet her heart was
caught. Along with it were captured, every night,
nine hundred others, male and female, fresh and jaded, each one of
them forced against taste, self-preservation and good sense to see
Helena’s point, to love what was unloveable, just because a young
actor—barely twenty one, only in his second West End season—had
decreed it should be so. Laurie took the ring the priest held out
to him. He raised it so that its stone turned to cold fire. He
looked into the audience, and each one of the nine hundred
felt seen—seen
into, seen through, that bleak, brilliant gaze slicing deep,
insisting that they too could fall as Helena had done. He turned
back to his bride. The ring had a plain band, but one critic had
already claimed that it was made of tiny knots of barbed
wire.
The
lights snapped to black.
***
A
riptide of applause roared through the wings. Laurie turned his
back to it, grabbed at the wheel of a giant prop cannon, symbol of
Bertram’s sexual and soldierly adventures in Tuscany. The sound was
enough to sweep him away. Briefly it lessened, and he wondered if
Bertram had pushed his luck too far tonight, but the change was
only the drop of the vast velvet curtain behind him, dipping to
stage as if giving its own bow back to the cheering crowd. He
tightened his grip. His vision would clear in a moment and he would
stop seeing everyone around him—stage hands, fellow actors
gathering for curtain call—as tiny scurrying specks, microbes in
the cold sea of Bertram’s ego.
“Laurie! Laurie! Mr Hamlin!”
That was
Alison Jones, in her best whisper, which would carry across a
crowded backstage area better than anyone else’s scream. She had
followed Laurie passionately from his debut at the small suburban
theatre in Rayne’s End, bulldozing her way onto the production team
of his every performance since. Her career had risen with his and
here at the Queen’s she was in charge of backstage admin, timing
with fierce exactitude entries and exits, lining up soldiers, kings
and tinkers to step forward at the moment of their cue. Arnold
Hamlin, Laurie’s manager, was bustling out of the shadows to meet
her.
Arnold
stopped her by main force, her skinny frame rebounding off his
bulk. “For God’s sake, Alison,” he hissed, steadying her. “I wish
Parolles had half your projection. They’ll hear you in row
Q.”
“I know, I know. But I’ve got to talk to Laurie. Didn’t you
see?”
“See what? Give him a minute, will you? You know he
needs—”
“In the audience. The Blood
Moon producer is here!”
Arnold scratched his balding head, where beads of sweat formed
every night as Laurie stepped onstage. It wasn’t that Arnold didn’t
trust him. He was just aware that he had on his hands the hottest
theatrical property since Olivier, even if Laurie was oblivious to
this fact himself, and every time Arnold exposed his asset to the
world, he ran a chance of losing him. “Blood Moon,” he repeated slowly, as
if the name meant nothing to him. “The film? That pack of camp
vamps my ten-year-old daughter squeals over?”
“Blood Moon, that
multi-billion-grossing movie phenomenon that’s made every teen girl
in the Western hemisphere want to die of the vampire’s kiss.”
Alison darted round Arnold’s own considerable hemisphere and ran up
to Laurie. “You’re gonna be the next Valentine Frost, Laurie! I
know you are!”
“Over my undead body,” Arnold growled, putting a meaty hand
between the girl and his treasure. Laurie was staring at her
blindly, silver lights fading in his eyes. “Mr Fitzroy here is a
stage actor. And he needs you to leave him alone, young lady. It
takes him a while to come back.”
Alison spun to face him. “Bollocks! Don’t you young-lady me.
I’ve known Laurie since he walked off the streets into Paul Jacobs’
theatre and turned into Hamlet. Then Claudius, then Gertrude, then
bloody Ophelia, one after the other. He can switch it on and off
like a tap, because he’s...” She heaved a breath in a frustrated
sob. “Because he’s Laurie. Oh, darling, for God’s sake
give me a kiss!”
Laurie
stepped back from her. It was less a deliberate retreat than the
reflex of a cornered, confused beast, but her hug misfired and she
pulled up short as if slapped. Arnold took her none too gently by
the arm. “Right! That’s enough. Long-time groupie or not, you’re
staff around here, missy, so just go and do whatever it is they pay
you to do. Laurence, it’s all right. Come over here with me for a
minute, then you’ll have to take your curtain call before there’s a
riot.” He paused, smiling, the waves of applause breaking over him.
“Just listen to that! It’s like the fucking Colosseum.”
Laurie’s
gaze focussed. He smiled too—an ordinary, tired grin. “Doesn’t that
mean the lions get to eat me, Arnie?”
“Well, there’s one from the Guardian in the cage tonight.
The Independent too, and as far as I could see they were eating you up
wholesale. All right now? Feeling better?”
Laurie
couldn’t remember anything being wrong. Alison Jones was storming
off into the wings, her head down, hands shoved into her pockets.
“Alison,” he called. “What’s the matter?” She threw him one
flushed, tearstained look over her shoulder, then disappeared into
the dark. “What did I say to her?”
“Oh, nothing. She’s just being a diva.”
No. That wasn’t true. Helena had asked Bertram for a kiss
after their wedding. Just that—one kiss, before he deserted her in
favour of freedom, philandery and the soldiering life. He’d turned
her down flat, shaming her in front of that arrogant,
rattling-empty gourd of a hanger-on, Parolles. Strangers and foes do sunder, and not kiss...
“Arnie. I need a minute.”
“Darling, you’ve just had one. Several, actually.”
“Everyone else is here. Can’t they take the call without
me?”
“Not on the last night.”
“A minute. Please.”
Arnold
sighed. He made a dismissive gesture, and Laurie slipped past him.
“Don’t worry, they’ll wait!” Arnold called after him, then added,
for his own bittersweet entertainment only, “The whole bloody world
will wait for you, Mr Fitzroy. God help me when you work that out
for yourself.”
***
Laurie ran down the corridor, jostling against the tide of
players and support staff headed the other way. He returned their
smiles, caught a high-five off the lighting guy who’d come up with
the deadly silver circle. He wanted to find Helena. God, no—Gem was
up in the wings, waiting to take her bow. Alison, that was right.
What had she said? He can turn it on and
off like a tap.
That had
used to be true, but it wasn’t any more. All the years of slipping
under his father’s radar to act, the panto roles, horsing around to
entertain his little sister in their great gilded rat-trap of a
family home, and even during his first year as a serious stage
actor—yes, he’d dived painlessly into a hundred other skins,
inhabited them painlessly, shrugged out into his own. And now it
took longer, and it hurt.
Hurt. He’d hurt Alison’s feelings. Blindly he shoved open his
dressing-room door. He slammed his hands flat on the makeup table,
shaking his head, trying to free himself from short, red Bertram
thoughts. Aye, if the wench will flaunt
her desires before the whole court, what trouble is’t of mine? Pin