Chapter Six
Despite the heavily armed guards and Sebastien’s second-in-command making the offer in his stead, Lara accepted the gesture and the opportunity it presented.
It was the first time in nearly a week that she’d been allowed out of the north tower, or anywhere else in the keep but the two floors she was permitted.
There had been a moment when she’d almost decided not to go, but she took a deep breath and straightened her shoulders and followed the guard through the courtyard.
From the window in her bedchamber, she could see the yard, but at a distance.
Walking among the Bruce’s men, some injured, some not, unnerved her.
Disgusting insults were spoken just loud enough for her to hear.
They called her names—despicable variations of the honorable one given her as the MacDougall’s eldest daughter, with none of the respect it carried among her own.
One curse threatening her and Catriona was so vulgar that Sebastien’s man, apparently one high in his esteem, kicked the fellow who said it hard enough to render him unconscious. She stumbled away at the sight, and only the knight’s hand under her elbow kept her from hitting the ground.
He was completely opposite in appearance from his commander, with short-cropped black hair and a dark complexion, but he had the tall, muscular physique of an accomplished warrior.
His grim expression warned one and all that further interference would not be tolerated.
With a nod, the man led Lara through the gate and down the path, which was lighted by the fires of many small groups huddled around them preparing for the coming night.
Now, the chapel stood a few yards away, and she tried to shake off hatred that was aimed at her. The knight stood silently at her side as his men searched it before they would allow her entrance, and then the commander moved to follow her in. Stopping just inside the door, she faced him.
“Am I permitted privacy at prayer, sir?” she asked the one called Hugh. She needed time alone to think.
“Aye, my lady, if you wish,” he said with a bow. She nodded in pleasure and waited for him to leave before walking toward the front of the chapel.
The place was dark, lit only by candles on the altar and a torch sitting high in a sconce on the wall near the door.
She could walk from back to front in only twenty paces, the chapel was so small.
Two windows cut into the stone walls opened on each side.
Her mother was buried just off to the right of the entrance, and Lara paused to say a prayer for her soul.
Then she knelt before the altar and took in a deep breath.
At first, she thought the shadows moved. Lara controlled her surprise and watched as a form soundlessly detached itself from the farthest corner and moved toward her. Wrapped as it was in a long, dark cloak, she could not see it clearly, but the voice was one she recognized.
“How be ye faring, dear cousin?” it asked in a whisper that made her skin itch. “My da has been fretting night and day about ye being held prisoner here.”
“I am well, Eachann. When did you arrive here?” She peered into the darkness and saw no place of entry. “And how did you get in without being seen?” She stayed on her knees so that, if one of the guards opened the door of the chapel, it would appear that she was praying.
“Never ye mind about the how of it, sweetling. I have been watching for ye for more than four days, Lara. ’Tis a pity to see ye kept so. Has he beaten ye?”
Lara shivered at the question. Her cousin’s constant fascination with pain terrified her. She shook her head in answer. His dark eyes took on a mean shine, but his voice softened to an ominous whisper. “’Tis a good thing then. I would not have ye mistreated.”
She sensed more to his answer, but resisted the urge to ask about it. Her time here was not unlimited, and she could almost hear the pacing of Sebastien’s man outside the door. “Why are you here?”
“Da wants you to listen to them and report anything that may tell us their plans. The word is that with the fall of Dunstaffnage, the Bruce moves north from here, but we must know before launching our attack.”
“But I am isolated, Eachann. No one speaks to me, not even him.” Lara sat back on her heels and thought of how to accomplish this task. If she could give them some knowledge of the Bruce’s plans, it could gain her forgiveness in her clan’s eyes.
“The servants hear everything. Let them gather what they can, and you bring it to me. Let Da decide if ’tis important or no’.”
Before she could respond, Eachann held up his hand and stepped back into the shadows. Still on her knees, she straightened up and bowed her head, waiting for his word.
“Go say a prayer for your mother’s soul,” he ordered in a low voice.
“I did that, Eachann.”
He shook a fisted hand at her. “Lara, do what I tell ye. Go say a prayer for your ma…and listen well while you pray.”
Shrugging, Lara stood and walked back to the stone that lay over her mother’s grave. In the quiet of the chapel, she could hear voices outside the window. She glanced back at Eachann in the darkness near the altar. How had he known? Now, standing as silently as she could, she listened.
“When do you leave, then?” Hugh asked.
“In three days. I go and Robert will meet all of us in Kilcrenan.” It was Sebastien’s voice. “’Twill be just over a week before I return.”
He was leaving?
“How many go with you? Or should I say, how many do you leave with me?” Hugh laughed lightly.
“I take three score of Robert’s men with me,” Sebastien answered. “My men remain with you for the safety of all we’ve gained.”
Something moved in the woods next to the church, and the men stopped talking abruptly. Lara saw her cousin motioning to her, and she crept back to the altar.
“What did they say?”
“The Bruce goes to Kilcrenan. Sebastien leaves in three days.”
“Good, Lara. We might make a good spy out of you yet,” he whispered.
“Spy?” she asked. The dishonor of it struck her sharply. “I am no spy.”
“Ye have turned whore, why not spy as well?” Eachann laughed bitterly. “Men spill secrets in the heat of passion, and if ye spy as well as we’ve heard ye whore for the Bruce’s man, ye might earn your way back into the clan.”
Lara reeled back at the horrible accusation, but Eachann grabbed her arm and drew her so close that his rancid breath burned her cheek. “I will be visiting this place every five days to meet with ye. If I canna’, I will have someone come in my stead. Be here.”
Then, before she could argue, her cousin released her and stepped back into the shadows with a harsh, whispered curse. Falling to her knees once more, she heard the door pulled open and approaching steps behind her on the stone floor.
She tried to catch her breath, but the dread and the shame of her cousin’s accusations made it difficult. What kind of rumors had gotten back to her uncle? Whore? She had been forced on threat of death to marry the man, and had been taken. And yet they believed the worst.
Lara knew Sebastien stood behind her now, but she did not dare face him. Would the guilt show on her face? Would he know what she’d just done?
“Lady?” he said. “Are you ready to return?”
He leaned over and held his hand out to her, to help her stand. She did not take it, but rose on her own and then, with a deep breath forced in and out, turned to him.
“I know about what happened in the yard, Lara.” His voice, softer now and filled with concern, poured over her. “As I told you before, they are not my men.”
She sensed that this was as much of an apology as she would receive, and more would make her uncomfortable. She did not know if her cousin stood watching or not; however, she did not want to stay here now.
“I am ready to go back.”
He held out his arm and waited. Finally, she placed her hand on his and walked down the center of the chapel.
Just as she reached the door, a wind blew into the church and the candles and torch went out.
Sebastien stepped out first and, as Lara followed, a single whispered word echoed through the stone building.
Whore.
Something was wrong. She was stiff as she walked by his side, and he could not discern if it was anger or fear or something else that made her behave so.
Sebastien suspected that most of it was due to the coarse names expressed by the soldiers in the yard.
Hugh had sent word to him and he’d come directly to the chapel.
He would feel better when these men were gone.
He knew the warriors in his command, knew whom he could trust and those he could not.
He knew what they were capable of and what their limitations were.
But the bulk of the Bruce’s forces were unknown to him and unpredictable.
And, as this evening’s actions had shown, they would turn on anyone weaker in a moment.
In three days, he would lead a force away from Dunstaffnage to the shores of Loch Awe and the meeting of the Bruce’s allies from all over Scotland. Robert had promised to decide Dunstaffnage’s fate at that meeting.
Lara was silent as they walked through the woods, to the drawbridge and over it.
He felt her hand trembling on his, though he guided her along a path already cleared of soldiers.
The wind whipped around them and he knew it foretold of a change in the weather.
Lara did not react when her hair was loosened by the force of it and tore around her madly.
She did not slow her steps or pull away.
Soon they reached the hall, and he escorted her in and to the entrance of the tower. He wanted to say something to her, something more, but words failed him. Her maid stood waiting there and he relinquished his hold on her. As Lara climbed the steps to her chambers, he turned back to Hugh.
“She may have the freedom of the keep once I leave.”
“I understand, Sebastien.” His friend of many years nodded. “And the chapel?”
“Only at your command and with your presence.”
Sebastien’s stomach growled and he nodded toward the hall.
Joined by Hugh and his other commanders, he sat at the table and ate his meal.
But with every bite, he thought about the distress in Lara’s face as she’d turned to him in the chapel.
She had not looked that upset on the day they were married, indeed, not even when her father had repudiated her.
And the fair skin around her eyes was still marred with the darkish coloring of sleepless nights.
Was it what Hugh had revealed to him? The threats that could never be carried out as long as he was in charge?
Or was there something more at work? After assigning tasks for the morrow and deciding which of his commanders would oversee various duties while he was on the king’s business, Sebastien trudged up the stairs to the chamber.
Before even reaching it, he was stopped by a guard with a message to meet Hugh near the stables.
Sebastien dismissed the men that followed him and made his way there.
Entering with no torch to light his way, he found the place they’d designated to meet, and was not surprised to see another man present as well.
They greeted each other as the kin they were.
“I trailed him here a few days ago and lost him just over a mile away,” Munro reported. “I do not think he entered the castle, but he may still be nearby.”
Sebastien nodded. Munro served in his network of spies and had been following the MacDougall’s nephew, whose father now led the clan. A vicious, unmerciful man, Eachann liked to terrorize and torment his victims before killing them.
“Have there been any signs of him?”
“Nothing reported yet, Sebastien,” Hugh said. “I will send out more soldiers and make our control a bit more visible, to see if that discourages him.”
“Anything else, Munro? Any words in the wind?” His cousin looked as though he would say something and then stopped himself and stared at him intently. “What is it?”
“Tread carefully, Sebastien. If Eachann is here, then he has spies of his own. Guard your back.” Munro looked at Hugh and frowned. “Guard his back.”
Hugh nodded in reply.
They clasped arms and parted, with Munro drifting into the darkness to leave the castle in his own way, while Sebastien and Hugh walked back toward the keep.
“So, the game is under way then.” It was a statement, not a question, and Sebastien nodded in agreement.
“’Twas always under way, Hugh. Until the Comyns are destroyed and the throne his, Robert is not safe.”
Sebastien stopped and turned to his friend. Lowering his voice, he shared the plan with Hugh. “Robert thinks to use Dunstaffnage as a launching point for his movements up the coast. We must root out any enemies or spies here.”
Hugh whistled lightly. “He will not raze the castle then?”
“Nay, this one will stand, but it must be held. That will be your duty while I see to the king.”
Hugh straightened to his full height, towering over him by several inches. “I understand, Sebastien.”
“And keep her safe while I am gone,” Sebastien added. He need mention no name. “She will be her own worst enemy at times.”
They reached the keep and parted in the hall, Hugh heading for his quarters with the other commanders and Sebastien climbing the steps to the tower rooms.
The game has indeed begun, he thought as he crossed to the door to his chambers. May the best man win.