Chapter 19 Aspen
Aspen
North’s scent was about to send me into a frenzy. I was on suppressors and I knew my heat shouldn’t happen anytime soon, but it sure as hell felt like it was coming now.
I took them originally to prevent myself from going into heat during our wedding or honeymoon, and ‘ruining’ it as my ex put it.
Now it should be going strong for another four months minimum. I wasn’t a new omega, though. Heats and suppressants weren’t predictable. Finding my pack could absolutely affect their ability to keep my heat at bay.
Right now, I was questioning everything. I’d have to keep an eye on my symptoms so we weren’t blindsided.
It also meant that if North went into a heat, I could help him even if in small ways while Jack rested. Keeping an omega satisfied in a heat took a lot more than just a knot. Though, it was one of the most important factors.
When North’s mouth met mine in a kiss that was commanding and all-consuming, heat flushed through my entire body, burning me from the inside out.
He pinned me on my back, but I was never the fully submissive type.
He let out a gasp of shock as I pushed him off of me and pinned him instead.
On instinct I nuzzled my nose into his neck, breathing him in as I teased my tongue and teeth along the soft skin there.
I knew it would drive him wild and I wanted this man to let go for me.
My hands pushed up his soft shirt. It felt divine and I had a feeling it was one of the many factors that had helped him make sense of the possible designation switch.
Omegas have an innate need to surround ourselves with all things soft and cozy. Nests were important. The small, enclosed spaces comforted us in ways nothing else truly could.
Had he not created that in his small home? It felt like a sigh of relief walking in after being in the estate for the past week.
“Please,” North whimpered as my fingertips ghosted over his soft abdomen. He was fit in his own way, but an omega could never escape a little softness. I loved it on North.
This was his first time and I wanted it to be something special. I wanted him to feel good, too.
At first, I felt guilty for claiming his first time for myself, but he’d get a first with Jack as well. They would both be very different experiences for this new omega. Both, equally as important .
“Is there anything you don’t want me to do?” I questioned. “Otherwise, I’m going to suck your cock, omega.”
I tested the word out on my tongue, grinning as it hit its mark. North shivered at the word, his cock twitching. He definitely liked the idea, whether he admitted it to himself or not yet.
I didn’t bring attention to it as I simply untied the drawstring of his sweatpants and pulled them down his legs carefully, helping him get them off before tossing them aside and then I soaked in the sight of my scent-match
He was a perfect mix of toned and soft, slender but still somehow making me feel small. Everything about this man was so fucking sexy. His cock was standing at attention, a bead of pre-cum leaking out of the tip.
I couldn’t help it. I leaned forward, swiping my tongue over it humming at the sweet and salty taste of him.
North groaned, his hips trying to shift closer until I gripped them in my hands, holding him steady before swirling my tongue around the tip of his cock.
His ragged breathing was everything and it was easy to see how alphas got off on the sound of a desperate omega.
Because I was losing my mind right about now.
My own slick was dripping from my needy pussy, making my panties wet.
I had to clench my thighs together as I slid his cock past my lips and into my mouth, flattening my tongue as I took him just deep enough to make him moan.
Pulling back, I repeated the process, sucking hard and swallowing him down all over again.
His cries were desperate, his fingers clenching into the sheet as he fought not to fuck himself into my mouth.
That was enough for me to let go of his hips. I wanted him to fuck my throat, to take what he needed from me. I forced myself to relax, letting saliva pool around his cock as I hummed my approval.
That was all the encouragement my omega needed. He started moving, slamming his hips forward to fill me every time I pulled away. I gave him everything I had, wanting to make it memorable.
“Aspen, please I’m going to come,” he said, and I promptly pulled off of him. His eyes were wild, his breathing erratic as hell. There was a groan of defeat as his head fell back against the mattress. I knew those protests would die very quickly.
“Do you have a condom?”
“No,” he said, cheeks burning. “I didn’t think I needed it until now.”
“When I went to get help from the Omega Network, they had me test. I’m clean. I only used condoms with my exes. But we’re scent-matches and I’m on birth control. I’m okay going without… the decision is up to you.”
“I don’t want to wait,” he said, nearly crying at the thought. “I don’t want anything between us.”
“Then we don’t have to,” I promised, leaning back far enough to lift my tank top over my head. My breasts bounced free thanks to the lack of bra. His eyes darkened as he stared, eyes soaking in every inch of my body that was exposed.
His breath caught in his throat as I worked my shorts down, kicking them off and lowering myself around his hips.
“You’re gorgeous,” he breathed out, his fingers running up my side as he stared up at me. I could feel a tremor in them as he ghosted a touch over my breasts, then palming them as if to test the feel of them in their hands.
His expression was one of awe and shock, like he couldn’t believe this was real.
Like a man possessed, he pulled me closer so my chest was level with his face. He sucked one hard nipple into his mouth, flicking his tongue over me and sucking hard enough to make me rock my hips over his cock, desperate for relief.
Then he was moving to the next, giving them equal attention as he moved back and fourth, devouring me.
It was clear that my omega was a boob man, and I was here for it. I teased my hips backwards, sliding my wet pussy over his cock, making him shudder again.
“Can I taste you as well?” he pleaded. “I want to make you come because I know I’m not going to last long.”
“If that’s what you’d like,” I said. I would never hold it against him if he wasn’t ready for that step quite yet. But the moment he had the green light, he was pulling me higher. He didn’t want me on my back, he positioned me right over his face before forcing me to sit.
“You don’t do anything by halves, do you?
” I gasped but it cut off into a long groan of pleasure as he started to eat me out.
There wasn’t a whole lot of technique, but he made up for it with enthusiasm, licking and sucking at every inch of me he could, moaning at my taste.
He lifted me off every so often so he could suck in a breath before slamming me back down.
His plush lips suctioned around my clit, sucking hard.
I was so turned on at this point that it was all it took for me to shatter.
I moaned his name as I came, my pussy, clenching around nothing, and wishing that his cock was inside of me.
He didn’t relent as my orgasm washed through me, stealing my breath and making me brace myself before I collapsed.
North somehow expertly teased me through one orgasm, prolonging it until I was coming undone all over again.
Fuck. Scent-matches aside, the man was a quick learner.
When I couldn’t take any more, I lifted myself off and moved down to his cock. I lined him up before looking up at him one last time.
“Are you sure?”
Instead of an answer, he slammed his hips upward, both of us moaning as he filled me. The omega was long and just thick enough to make it incredible
We were past sweet and now hovered at desperate. I started to fuck myself on him, rocking my hips over and grinding my clit down each time. A jolt of pleasure rewarded me each time I bounced on his thick cock, pulsing through me as my lips parted in a silent scream.
When I opened my eyes, he was watching me, eyes locked onto my breasts that were bouncing for him.
No one has ever looked at me with this level of appreciation. I felt ethereal and beautiful and so sexy. It was a powerful feeling.
Just like he warned, it didn’t take long before he was coming, his hot cum filling me as his fingers found my clit, urging me to come for him again.
And I did. My orgasm hit hard and fast, my pussy clenching around him, milking him for every drop as he let out a pained stream of curses.
I knew he had to be sensitive, but there was no stopping it now as my orgasm dragged on.
When it finally released me, we both collapsed onto the bed. He tucked me close to his chest as I tried to calm my breathing.
“Holy shit,” he said with a low, raspy chuckle. “That was mind blowing.”
“It really was,” I agreed.
“I always heard that first times were kind of shitty, but that was heaven. You felt incredible.”
He dipped down, placing a kiss on the top of my breast before giving me a lopsided grin that had my chest tightening.
It was far too soon to have the kind of feelings I did for this man, but he had me hooked.
“Don’t worry, we can do this again as often as we like,” I promised him, pressing my lips to his.
The kiss started out sweet and slow, but soon he was hard again, and I was more than ready for another round. This time I presented for the omega, spreading my legs wide, and pressing my face into the mattress.
His hands roamed over me as if he was learning every inch of my body and then he was sinking into me, filling me like he had always belonged there.
Anything I’ve had before my pack paled in comparison.
We both came several more times before we had our fill. I was exhausted and the sun was starting to rise by the time we passed out.
It might be a rough day ahead from the lack of sleep, but I had no regrets.
I closed my eyes and nuzzled into the omega by my side, knowing that no matter what this holiday might bring, that I’d finally found my place and I would do anything to make this pack work.