Chapter 20 #2
Jesus, that was the worst one yet.
“ALEX?! What is going on? Are you alright?” Knox is freaking out, his heavy breathing audible over the phone. I can’t help but giggle at him.
“Yeah, I’m fine, Knox. Just the usual crazy bitches clawing at me to get to you,” I hear his sigh of relief.
“What do you mean, as usual? Does this happen often?” He has no idea what I’ve been dealing with since I met him. This is nothing new to me, surely he knows that.
Laughing out loud like a madwoman, I attract more stares.
“Are you kidding me? Knox, this has been happening since I first met you at nine! I’m used to it now,” I chuckle lightly into the phone.
“Are you serious?! I’m sorry, baby doll, I didn’t know.” The slight apologetic tone in his voice made me wonder if he genuinely felt bad for me.
I stood there, frozen on the pathway that cut through the grass. I gave him two minutes before he’d retract his apology.
“Yes, I’m serious. Why do you think I don’t have many friends? Well, I do, but not close ones. Don’t tell me you actually didn’t know?” He sighed through the phone again.
Oh my God, he really didn’t know?
“I knew I was an asshole to you at times, but I didn’t know I was an oblivious asshole. Fuck, baby doll, I’m sorry.” He just apologized... again. This was weird. I glanced over at Andy, who was just staring at me.
I pulled the phone away from my ear and handed it to her. “You talk to him. He’s acting weird, and I don’t know what to say or do.” She gave me a puzzled look, then hesitantly took the phone from my hand and put it to her ear.
“Knox? It’s Andy. What’s up?”
“Yeah, she’s... well, she’s a little weirded out by you now.”
“What did he say, sweetheart?” Wes asked, breaking my gaze on Andy.
“He apologized for being an asshole to me all these years.”
Wes let out a bellowing laugh, so loud that he bent over, clutching his stomach. I couldn’t help but smile. I’d only seen Wes laugh like that a handful of times, and the fact that I was the cause of it right now made me smile even more.
He is so attractive when he laughs, but damn, he’s hot when he laughs like that!
“Yeah, that’s Wes. What did you say to her? If it’s something sexual, I don’t want to know! B—”
I watched as a grin crept up on Andy’s face while she listened to Knox on the phone. I was trying to take in the whole situation, going back and forth between her and Wes. He just apologized to me... twice... within minutes of each other? He must be concussed. Yeah, that’s it!
“Oh my g—, Knox, you don’t... wait! Are you— hold up, no, I’m going to ask you the next time I see you!... you’ll see when I see you! Yeah, I’ll hand her back over.”
After listening to Wes’s laughter and Andy’s chat, she handed the phone back to me, smiling like she knew something I didn’t. Was I missing something here?
“Knox? Are you alright?” I asked cautiously.
“Haha, yes, I am, baby doll. Are you?”
“Uh, yeah, I suppose? So why did you call me?”
“Honestly, I wanted to know when you fly into New York, and to hear... from you? See how you’re doing?” He was hesitating. I didn’t like when he hesitated. Nothing good ever came out of him hesitating. Nothing!
“Okay...? I’ll be leaving tomorrow at seven a.m. with Wes, and we’ll land at four p.m. Kyle’s picking me up, and I’ll head home. I’m good, Knox. I’m not going to lie, it’s pretty weird that you’re asking me how I’m doing.” He chuckled at my honesty.
“I’ll see you at the airport, baby doll! I know, I can tell by your voice! I wasn’t that mean to you, was I?”
He was walking on eggshells with me right now, but he was also poking fun at what we were like in high school.
“Yes, yes, you were that mean to me,” I deadpanned. He laughed again, and there was a moment of silence. It wasn’t awkward, though. It was making me smile a little.
The silences had become more comfortable between us since Savannah. Who’d have thought that Knox and I would actually not try to kill each other these past few weeks?
“Will you ever forgive me, baby doll?” His dramatic tone caught me off guard when he finally spoke, and I snorted, a smile playing on my lips.
Forgetting where I was, Andy poked me out of my own little bubble.
“First you want my kisses back, now you’re asking for forgiveness. You’re asking a lot of me,
Knox,” I teased him.
“Well, I guess that’s another challenge for me then! Challenge accepted. Shit! I gotta go, baby doll! See you tomorrow! Love youuuuuu,” he serenaded.
“Stop saying that! Bye!” He needed to cut that habit out. What if he said it in public and people heard, or the press heard him?
We’d both be screwed, that’s what!
“He’s so annoying,” I groaned to Andy and Wes. I put my phone back into my pocket, and we made our way towards the apartment. I was mid-sentence talking to Andy when I made eye contact with... Drew?
His hood was up, trying to hide his face. His eyes widened to the size of two saucers, and he looked over to my left, at Wes.
“Drew? What the hell happened? Are you alright?” He had a broken nose, a busted lip, two black eyes, and a bruised jaw. He averted his eyes to the ground, trying to pull his hood up over his face to cover it.
I grabbed his hand, and he looked back at me. “What happened?” I repeated softly. His eyes were pleading, and I felt so bad for him. Did he get into a fight?
He just stared at me, then looked behind me. He looked panicked and took my hand in his. I turned around to follow his gaze. Wes?
I snapped my head back to him. “Drew, please tell me what happened. I may not be with you, but I still care about you. Why did you look at Wes?” He looked back at me, tensing his jaw and gulping down hard.
“Alex, I’ll always love you. Please remember that. But you deserve better. I’m sorry for what I did to you... I’m sorry.” He let go of my hand and jogged away.
I turned to watch him, but all I saw was his retreating back. He glanced over his shoulder once before disappearing into the crowd. I stood there, utterly bewildered by what had just transpired.
I spun around to face Wes, certain he knew something. He was staring in the direction Drew had vanished.
As if sensing my gaze, he turned to look at me. His usually hard, dark eyes softened when they met mine. That’s when I knew something was definitely wrong.
Did Wes do something to Drew? I rushed over to him, grabbing his arms. “Wes! Tell me what happened. Now!” I demanded, my patience wearing thin.
He cupped my face with his hands, my own still gripping his biceps. Andy moved closer, trying to figure out if she could help in any way.
Wes looked straight into my eyes. “Nothing, sweetheart. I don’t know what happened to him.” He lied straight to my face.
I could feel my anger building, spreading like wildfire through my body.
“Wes! I’m not asking again! Either you tell me now or I’ll go find Drew myself!”
“Alex, let it go! Please.”
He exhaled deeply, leaning forward to rest his forehead against mine, his eyes closed. Was it that bad? What had he done?
“Alex, I can’t tell you. So please, just drop it. It’s for your—”
“Wes! I’m serious! What did you do?”
“We beat him up, Alex! There! Are you happy now? You weren’t supposed to see him. This wasn’t supposed to get out.” He backed away from me, throwing his hands up in defeat.
He paced back and forth, running his hands through his hair. His back was to me, his shoulders rising and falling with each heavy breath. His hands were clasped behind his head.
That’s when I saw it. His red knuckles. The dried blood. The bruises. But he’d said we. Who was we?
“Who’s we?” I asked through gritted teeth. I had a hunch about who else was involved, but I needed confirmation from him. Why hadn’t they listened to me?
“Wes! Who’s we?” I yelled, catching his attention. He turned to look at me, his body still facing away as if he wanted to escape. But that wasn’t going to happen.
“Me, your brothers, Brett, Tyler, and... the Carter boys.”
“Are you fucking kidding me?! All of you? You could’ve killed him!!! Wes! What the hell is wrong with you all! Jesus! You’re lucky he didn’t report you guys!”
My anger was quickly turning into despair. Nine boys against one. They could’ve killed him. And it would’ve been my fault.
Wes started towards me, but I couldn’t bear to look at him.
Nine boys were going to feel my wrath when I saw them next, and one of them was standing right in front of me.
He cupped my face, but I refused to meet his gaze.
My anger was fading, replaced by a deep sadness. No one would ever come near me again.
“Sweetheart, look at me,” Wes pleaded softly. But I couldn’t. I shook my head in his warm hands.
“Please, Alex. I can’t bear to see you like this. I’m sorry this happened to you, but I’m not sorry for what I did to that asshole. He hurt you, Alex! He hurt you badly. Believe me, this was a tamed version of what we could’ve done. We did this for you.”
Those words stung. I hadn’t asked them to do anything for me. Especially not hurt someone. It wasn’t right.
“I didn’t ask for you to do this. I can’t believe you all did this to him. It’s not right.” I finally met his gaze, then closed my eyes.
I stepped out of his grasp and ran my hands through my hair, backing away. I glanced over at Andy, who was silently taking in the situation.
“I need to go. I’ll see you in the morning, Wes,” I said softly. I was furious with them, but also embarrassed and disappointed.
You might think I’m being overly dramatic, but if the boys in your life decided to beat up your ex because he cheated on you, you’d be pissed too. I was so upset with them. It wasn’t their fight.
I walked away towards my apartment, not bothering to see if Andy was following.
I spent the entire night in my room. Andy came in after a while to keep me company. We blasted music and pampered ourselves, not in the mood to go out.
Andy brought in some vodka and juice. We sat there, beautifying ourselves and sipping on our homemade sex on the beach. We bitched, gossiped, and had a few heart-to-hearts. We were drunk and we didn’t care.
“I got your back, girl. As much as I don’t like Drew for what he did to you, it still doesn’t give them the right to do that to him.”
“Thanks, Andy. I’m not going to talk to any of those idiots! They’ve been blowing up my phone all night!”
“Doll, I’m going to give Kyle the cold shoulder too! That man’s a fool! He’s been trying to get in touch with me as well! He’s going to have to work hard to get back in my good graces. Payback’s a bitch!”
Andy’s smirk was visible over the rim of her glass, filled with liquid courage. This tastes so good!
“We should do shots! I need to do some shots!”