4. Harlow #3
“Seems like that went well,” he says, leaning against the doorframe.
“Will you be accompanying me to Fallen Hold?” I ask.
“You should probably stop calling it that before you meet your new husband and in-laws. ”
I wave a dismissive hand and pause in front of him.
“Yes, I’ll be coming with you. I’m your bodyguard. Where you go, I go. It’s a non-negotiable for your parents.”
I hate the relief I feel knowing he’ll be there.
Gaven straightens and tilts my chin up to see my face in the light pouring in the window. “Your eyes don’t look right.”
I swat his hand away and pretend I don’t know what he’s talking about. “I’m fine. I feel better than I did last night. You can stand down.”
He nods. I thread my arm through his, and he leads me down the stairs to the first-floor hallway and toward the sitting room. My heels click on the marble tiles.
A strange, nervous rumbling settles in my stomach at possibilities I hadn’t even considered until now.
What if he’s old enough to be my father, like my last husband?
What if he has terrible, barbaric forest hygiene and rotting teeth?
All I know about him is that he has magic that won’t be disclosed until the marriage contract is signed.
I hesitate, and Gaven pauses, turning to look at me.
He lets out an exaggerated sigh. He’s always sighing like he’s the only adult in a city of children. “I already met him and the parents this morning when I delivered their formal invitation to the signing. What do you want to know?”
Suddenly, I wish my family were normal—wish that I was surrounded by the comfort of my sisters as I go to meet the man I’m supposed to spend my life with.
But I do this with just a bodyguard and my parents, who have only ever seen me as the perfect weapon for an alliance, my magic so stealthy that my act of murder would be perceived by any outsider as an act of love.
I know that the Havenwoods used to come to the city back before the fort fell, but I never met them.
My parents didn’t want Aidia or me meeting any influential magic families until they were certain who they wanted us to be paired up with.
The two youngest daughters from the Carrenwell family were a prize, and while Aidia had the benefit of a glamour and her light magic to sneak out without her bodyguard noticing, it took me much longer to learn how to evade Gaven.
Now I wish I had tried harder. Maybe I could have glimpsed my future husband at the last Dark Star Festival before Mountain Haven was attacked .
I glance toward the door. “Is he?—”
“He’s much younger than the last one, if that’s what you’re worried about.” Gaven waves a hand at me vaguely. “A bit older than you, I think, but not by much. Handsome enough, I suppose, with—the hair and eyes.”
I grin at the discomfort on his face. “You’re so eloquent when you describe suitors.”
“Can’t say I’ve had occasion to do so in the past.” He shrugs and gestures to the door. “Good luck.”
I steel myself for a moment in front of the mirror outside the sitting room.
My face in the mirrored glass looks grim and discordant with my perfectly coiffed black hair and elegant dress.
Gaven is right—my violet eyes don’t look quite right.
They’re a bit too glassy. Hopefully, this meeting is quick, and then I can go sleep off the impending headache.
Plastering a smile on my face, I push the doors open and step into the sitting room.
My parents and two strangers turn to look at me. I narrow my eyes, but no matter how I search, there’s no color. I only find the faint whitish aura that all unblessed have.
Strange. I know that the Havenwoods have Divine blessings, but I’ve never met someone with magic I couldn’t see. This must be how every other magical family in Lunameade feels. I’m so accustomed to seeing people’s blessings and anticipating how they might use them that I’m instantly disoriented.
“Harlow, allow me to introduce our esteemed guests, Philip and Evangeline Havenwood, the magic-blessed rulers of Mountain Haven,” my father says.
He’s laying it on a bit thick, but I smile and shake both of their hands. I search for my betrothed out of the corner of my eye, but there’s no one else in the room.
I lift my gaze, looking at my mother with a question in my eyes.
“Their son, Henry, was delayed in his travel through town last night. He’s running a few minutes behind,” my mother says.
I nod, clasping my hands and smiling as naturally as I can at my future in-laws.
“We’re very sorry for his tardiness, and rest assured it will not be a regular thing, but as you can imagine, traveling through the Drained Wood takes a lot out of us,” Evangeline says.
“Such unusual violet eyes. We were expecting that, of course, since all of you have some shade of purple, but they are so very striking. You’re a beautiful girl. I expect he’ll be very pleased.”
She levels a gaze at me like she’s searching for my magic. Sadly for her, that’s a talent that only Carrenwells possess.
Most of the families of Lunameade’s magical high houses choose not to reveal their gifts until they’re named heir of a house, but the Havenwoods never revealed anything, and their well blessings are mysteriously missing from the city records. I’m sure it chafes on my parents.
I am so uncomfortable under the Havenwoods’ dissecting gazes. It’s a relief when my mother hands me a cup of tea. I sip it gratefully.
The silence stretches between us, becoming awkward. Finally, the door creaks open and a young man steps inside. He pushes the door closed, and when he turns to face us, I almost fall over.
Because he’s not a stranger. He’s Asher—the man I tried to kill but ended up making out with last night.
I place my teacup on the table with a clatter, tea sloshing into the saucer.
He stills, his eyes locked on mine. Then, his mouth tips into a perfect smile that showcases the teeth that bit my thighs last night.
He nods to his parents and mine and then bends to kiss my hand with a smirk.
The dim light in the boarding house didn’t do him justice.
His storm blue eyes are bright with mischief, and his dark hair is perfectly combed in delicate waves, unlike how mussed it was when I ran from him last night.
I can’t tell which version of him I like better.
“Henry,” he says. “You must be Harlow. Blessed Divine, you have the most striking eyes.”
He’s not looking at them when he says it. It seems almost like he’s rehearsed saying it.
“Thank you,” I mumble, nerves twisting my stomach in knots.
I wait for him to rat me out, but he turns to our parents.
“My apologies for my tardiness. I assure you it’s not an indication of my eagerness to meet my bride.” He meets my eye again and winks. “She seems just as eager, so let’s get this started.”
Cocky bastard . An unfamiliar heat rises to my cheeks as I remember the way it felt to kiss him, the softness of his mouth, the eagerness of his hands on my skin, the way he nipped at my thighs and made me shudder.
He leans close. “Lady Stellaria, you are full of delightful secrets. Was that just one last romp before the big day, or should I expect it to be a regular thing?”
“I don’t know what you mean.” I keep my face placid, staring at our parents, who are gathering around a small table.
“As you can see, I’ve had the contract drawn up to stipulate that her first marriage payment will be delivered within a week of the wedding,” my father says. “The following three will be paid once a season through the first year to ensure a smooth transition.”
To ensure you don’t murder our daughter until we have more time to solidify long-term trade deals and peace , is what they really mean.
I want to focus on what they’re saying, but I can feel Henry’s eyes on me. I look up, and he grins. I doubt he’ll be grinning when the contract is signed and my magic is revealed.
“Yes, and we approve of your request to negotiate trade as we celebrate the new engagement with events over the next two weeks here in Lunameade,” Philip says.
My father nods. “Excellent. Everything else is in order. Shall we sign and bind the deal?”
He cuts his finger and dips in a quill, signing his name in blood on the contract. My mother goes next, followed by the Havenwoods. Lunameade’s magic requires blood. It has ever since the discovery of the well—and contracts are no exception.
My hand shakes, but I hardly feel the blade. My secret life is about to be unearthed, and it will doom me and the rest of Lunameade.
I look up at my mother, pleading with her with my eyes, trying to find a way to stall, but she just nods and hands me the quill.
I sign my name. Then, Henry signs his.
“Now, what is this power you’ve assured us is potent and deadly?” Philip asks.
I hold Henry’s gaze. He’s still grinning, his eyes fixed on my mouth. I lean against the bookshelf beside me, brushing my fingers over an ornamental dagger that sits there. It’s probably not very sharp, but better that than nothing, especially since my magic isn’t working.
“As you can see, our youngest daughter is a great beauty, which perfectly hides her deadly gift.” My father loves to address my beauty so that people will ignore my more advanced age.
Thirty is old for a marriage, even if I am a widow, but he makes sure to remind everyone how lovely I am, so they forget that my childbearing years are limited.
He lets the pause stretch out before he speaks the words sure to start a war between our families. “Harlow has a poison kiss.”