42. Jacks
Chapter 42
F inally, finally my Little Lion is in heat, and I can’t seem to stop touching her. Any time my skin isn’t in contact with hers, I feel like whimpering.
Alphas aren’t supposed to fucking whimper dammit .
Xan strokes my back, helping keep me grounded. I know I need to heal, but I also need her. I’ve touched her and tasted her more than any of the pack, but I don’t think I’ll ever be able to get enough of my sweet girl. Her scent is richer now, more decadent, and while I know it’s from her heat, I think I prefer her normal scent. The normal one means she isn’t in pain, it means she is calm and happy, and feels relaxed. This scent means she is in pain, or at least might be in pain if she can’t get the knots she needs.
She told me before that her heats were never that bad, but this seems much more intense than she led me to believe. Is it because she has alphas right now? I don’t want to be the cause of her pain. I slide closer to her, touching her anywhere they’ll let me. I’ll feel better once the bond is complete, then I can know how she feels, what she needs. She is resting now after Leo and Gabe, and I feel lost without her, even though she is right here. I need her.
Xan kneels behind me, he is amazing and strong, and I love being with him, but she feels like the other half of me, and I want to love him together with her. Make sure she knows that no matter what, we’ll always be together.
He puts on a good front, but really, he worries about putting himself out there, worried that people will think he’s faking being smart, he doesn’t try to look like it. Most people don’t realize the laid back grungy mechanic is the real mask. He likes working on cars, figuring out the puzzle behind them so they work again, but the carefree attitude is all an act to put other people at ease. It’s only us, and now Candice, who gets to see my brilliant mate in all his splendor, his real face, as it were.
Candice murmurs sleepily, she fell asleep after Gabe cleaned her up, and I think it’s been at least a few hours. I wonder if I should go get her something to eat for when she wakes up. Will she be hungry? Her heat’s just started, and she’s still mostly coherent. So we aren’t into the full throes of it yet, once we are, I know it’ll be harder to get her to eat or drink anything, so maybe I should make sure she does now.
Watching her sleeping face, I enjoy the shy smile she gifts me when her eyes open and she catches sight of me looking over her. She is the sweetest little omega, and I want to give her everything good in life.
“Can I get you anything, my Little Lion?" I return her smile, stroking my fingers down her neck, circling the bite that Leo left there.
“Why do you call me that? I don’t think of myself as particularly fierce." I grin at her misunderstanding.
“Well, I started calling you a Little Lion because you looked like a dandelion sticking out of the omega burrito I wrapped you in. But I think the fellow you stabbed with a fork would find a point of contention with you saying that you're not fierce." She swallows thickly and gags.
Shit…too soon ?
“Sorry, that was just really gross. And I don’t look like a dandelion!" I chuckle and pull her into my arms, and she moans softly. Her skin is burning up again.
“Do you need another knot, my fierce Little Lion?” I can’t help but smile at the scowl she graces me with. She is fucking adorable. But her hips twist and her face pinches, and now is not the time to tease her.
“Do you want me alone, or do you want Xan and I together?" Her eyes grow wide, and she bites her lip.
“Together, this time." She ducks her head when she answers, and I grin at how shy she is.
But my smile doesn’t last as Xan wraps a hand in my hair, and pulls me up, my back pressed against the front of his body, taut as a bowstring, my hips pushed out so that my head is level with his. He gently bites against my bonding mark, before smirking down at Candice.
“Were you talking about me, loves?" Her eyes grow big, looking up the line of my body, and she licks her lips, rising on shaking arms, she twists and settles in front of me–my eyes drop to watch her take in my straining cock.
Her eyes flip up to Xan, and I can see him smiling down at her like the Cheshire cat from where his chin rests on my shoulder.
“You wanna make him beg, Pretty Lady?" Her head bobs rapidly, her eyes never leaving my hard shaft, her tongue comes out to lick her lips again.
“Teamwork then? You can have the front, and I’ll take the back?" Her eyes finally flip up to Xan, and she nods again.
His hand tightens in my hair, and the other hand cups my hip, holding me in place as her tongue comes out and flicks across my weeping tip. He lets out a low moan of appreciation, and I nearly come then, caught between my two lovers. Xan releases my hair and steadies my hip, pouring lube down my ass-crack, and massaging it in. His hand strokes from my hip up my back, tilting me forward as he circles my anus with one finger, pushing gently against the tight ring of muscle after every circuit, he thrusts in and out of me, loosening me up, and applying more lube as needed until he can add a second finger. I am already panting with need for him–my eyes closed–when a warm wet mouth envelops my tip, and her soft little tongue rolls over my piercings every time Xan pumps into me .
Fucking hell, I don’t know if I’m going to last long enough for him to even fuck me at this rate.
I groan loudly as he removes his finger, adds more lube, and pushes two in at once. She takes that moment to suck me down deeper, her lips almost touching my knot as I bump against the back of her throat. I pet her hair, wanting to tangle my hands in it, and fuck her mouth, but that's not what she needs, and she lets out a little whimper as I thrust against her. Xan stops and pulls away.
“Well, we can’t have you abusing the omega, now can we?" He laughs darkly before biting the back of my neck and moving away. Candice is still on my cock, but my hands aren’t on her. Without the extra stimulation I have more control, but I’m already getting close when Xan yanks my hands behind my back, and I feel the cord loop around my wrists.
“There now, pretty as a picture. All tied up, and no place to go." He slaps me on the ass, causing me to thrust forward into Candices hot mouth again. Her needy groan matches mine.
Xan’s hand comes back up and wraps around the back of my neck.We both know I could escape if I wanted to, but that’s part of the game, it's just there to remind me. His other hand returns to my ass, freshly lubed and thrusting three fingers in, harder than before, I want to lean back into it, but that would take me away from Candice’s heat. His fingers slow, and then stop, still lodged inside me.
“Do you want me to fuck you, Jacks?” he whispers in my ear, nipping at my lobe .
“Do you need me to take you hard and fast while she sucks you off?” His fingers thrust again, scissoring wider, opening me up for him.
“Or do you want her to present, so you can fuck her, and knot her? Bond her while I pound your tight little ass?"
I barely croak out, “Yes!" Then the fingers are gone, and the blunt head of his cock is lined up with my tight ring of muscle.
He pushes in, more gently than I expected, until just the head pops inside, and we both groan at how fucking good it feels to have him inside me.
His hips flex and retreat, gaining little ground inside of me. Candice bobs her head, swirling her tongue around my tip each time she comes close to the end, and it's making my muscles twitch and tighten around Xan as he pants in my ear.
“Fuck…omega, omega stop." It is not a full bark, just enough to get her attention.
She pulls back with a loud pop and I dribble seed onto the bed at the suddenly cold air against my heated skin.
“Such a good little omega, my Pretty Lady. But he’s going to come too quickly if you keep doing that. You make him feel too good." His hips snap against me, and he is finally fully seated to the knot.
He bites my shoulder, moaning around my skin.
“You feel so fucking good Jacks, but I was about lose it watching her suck you off….I just need a minute.” He whispers into my ear.
His voice rising for her, “Can you present for your alphas, turn around so he can knot you properly and bond you like he wants to badly.”
His hand reaches around stroking me once and squeezing my knot hard, my hips buck against him, and my breathing stutters.
Candice scrambles around, thrusting her ass in the air and wiggling it at me. Fuck me, she is so wet, slick dripping down the inside of her thighs, and I want a taste. I want to bury my face in her core and drink her down. But it’s not the time for that, for now I need to feel her. Feel her wrapped around my aching cock, feel her flesh between my teeth, feel her warmth in my chest, snuggled close to Xan’s. He touches her hip, guiding her closer, her legs are between mine now, brushing the inside of Xan’s thighs. He reaches forward, gathering her slick and smearing it all over my shaft, stroking me hard and fast until I let out a strangled moan, and then he lines me up with her dripping pussy.
“Now, fuck our omega!" He hisses into my ear before slamming into me hard, causing me to fill her with one thrust.
My fingers spasm as my hands pull against the bonds. I need to touch her, to stroke her, to wrap my fist in her hair, pull her head to the side and sink my teeth in behind Gabe’s mark. I can see the perfect spot, Xan and I can overlap right over her spine. But Xan’s fingers are back in my hair, holding my head in place, or I would already be sinking my teeth into that perfect spot. Claiming her as mine, as ours. My teeth ache with the need to mark her, and my jaw throbs where it was recently fractured, but I can’t seem to loosen the muscles to relieve the pressure.
She moans and writhes against me, pushing back even as Xan is fucking me into her savagely. Little whimpers reach my ears, as she braces her hands against the mattress, pushing back, trying to get closer, trying to knot herself on my dick. I completely lose it, pulling against Xan’s hand in my hair, snarling and snapping in frustration. His hand drops, releasing my scalp, and pulling the ties loose from my hands, freeing me to touch her, like I need to do so badly. But then he growls against my back and grips my hips tight, nails digging into my skin and I faintly register the tickling sensation of blood running down my skin as he slams in me, forcing me deep inside her. She looses a keening cry, her muscles clamping down on me as my knot forces its way inside, and I pump her full of my come, her body milking me for all I’m worth.
“Now, bite her, bond her…make her ours!" Xan shoves my head down towards her, as he growls and empties himself inside me. He seems to be riding the razor's edge of a rut, and I have no doubt he would knot me right now if he could. Being an alpha my body isn’t built to take a knot, though sometimes I wish I could. My teeth are on her, that perfect spot, and I bite, causing her to cry out again, as she continues to come wrapped around my knot, draining me dry.
I feel like collapsing between the two of them, dark behind me, light in front. But I need to take care of my new mark, as I feel her warm and bright growing inside my chest. The contrast is a bit startling between her and Xan. Her little spark is like a tiny sun bringing light and warmth into my chest. Xan is warm, but dark, like a hot breath on the back of your neck when you knew you were alone. I love him, but sometimes I forget how black he can be. I feel quiet echoes of Leo and Gabe as well, and they reflect Candice’s tiny sun right back to her. Xan pulls me back against him.
“You truly are the most amazing thing to ever happen to me.” He kisses my neck just below my ear, then pulls out, causing a shudder to run down my spine.
He guides me to help Candice lay down on her side, since I’m behind her, and still buried inside her, not leaving anytime soon. Maybe I should apply for a change of address, and just take up residence. I smile at my own ridiculous joke, and run my fingers through her hair, gently loosening tangles, and fluffing it out so the sweat can dry from her skin.