Chapter 48 Ben
BEN
As I watched my cock slide in and out of Sarah’s pussy, a growl slipped from my lips.
Fuck. She felt so good.
And so tight.
I wished I could do this all night, but although I’d always prided myself on my stamina, I knew I wouldn’t be able to last that long.
I’d fucked a lot of women. But what I’d said to Trent before was true. None of them compared to Sarah.
Somehow this was different.
I didn’t know if it was because I’d had to work so hard to get to this point and I’d got to know her before we’d started shagging, but this didn’t feel anything like the sex I’d had before.
The connection was more intense than I’d expected.
I had a feeling that I was going to enjoy fucking Sarah more than I should, which was one of the reasons I suggested we do it doggy style.
Yes, I’d wanted her to see the views, but I also found that if ever I wanted to avoid getting attached to a woman, it was better to minimise eye contact whilst we were doing the deed.
Staring into someone’s eyes whilst you were inside them was too intimate. So if ever there was any form of lighting, I preferred doing it from behind. It was just one of my unspoken rules.
I couldn’t afford to get attached. This could never be more than sex.
But as I continued sinking deeper into Sarah, fucking her harder and faster and stretching her pussy to the hilt, I felt an overwhelming urge to see her face.
When I’d made her come in the lift, I was too busy with my head between her legs to see the full effects of what I’d done to her.
Sarah was adamant from the beginning that she wouldn’t touch me with a hundred-foot bargepole, so I knew it’d be extra satisfying to watch her as she came all over my cock.
As I continued stroking her throbbing clit, Sarah spasmed against me, a mewling sound shooting from her lips.
‘Oh God, Ben, I can’t hold on…’ she whimpered.
Knowing that I was about to make her come for a second time so quickly made my chest swell, but there was so much more that I wanted to do to her. There was no way I could let this end.
‘No,’ I growled.
Changing positions would slow down her orgasm. And if I flipped her over, I’d get to see every expression her face morphed into as I buried myself into her over and over again.
Sod it.
I’d waited to fuck Sarah for so long. This was going to be the first and last time, so I needed to make it count.
‘I’m gonna pull out and flip you over,’ I gritted out. ‘I need to see your face when you come.’
‘Okay, but do it quickly.’
I pulled out, then lifted her up before flipping her over and laying her down so her back was on the table and her bum was right at the edge.
As I looked at her legs, spread wide in anticipation for me, her beautiful pussy soaked with her juices, I felt like a fucking idiot.
I’d almost missed out on seeing this.
Sarah was fucking exquisite.
But her breasts were still covered.
I needed to see all of her.
‘Can I take off your dress? I want to see your breasts.’
‘So polite.’ She grinned.
‘What? Because I asked?’
‘Yeah. And because you called them breasts.’
‘Sarah, please will you allow me the pleasure of removing your dress so that I can suck on your tits. Better?’
‘Rip it off for all I care,’ she laughed, swiping her finger between her legs and scrambling my brain in the process. I needed to be inside her again.
‘You sure about that? Because I will.’
‘I dare you.’ She fixed her gaze on me.
I leant forward, gripped the fabric, then tore it in one swift move.
‘Fuck, that’s so hot,’ she said, her eyes wide.
‘This needs to go too.’ I leant behind her back and unclipped her bra, then threw it behind me before yanking what used to be her dress from beneath her and sending that to the ground too. ‘That’s better.’ I looked at Sarah spread naked across the table. ‘You’re so fucking beautiful.’
‘What about you?’ she said. ‘You’re still wearing clothes. That’s not fair.’
‘You’re right.’ I stepped out of my trousers and boxers that were round my ankles, then started unbuttoning my shirt.
‘No. Let me.’ Sarah sat up, leant forward, then started undoing the buttons slowly before dragging off my shirt. ‘You are a fucking god,’ she said, running her hands over my bare chest, her eyes wide.
‘Careful, you’ll give me a big head.’
‘Too late.’ She dropped her gaze to my dick and ran her hand over my length. ‘Now can you hurry up and continue fucking me already?’
‘You’re a greedy little thing, aren’t you?’ I eased her back on the table before stepping forward, then slamming into her again.
‘Fuck,’ she shouted.
‘Not so mouthy now, are you?’ I grinned.
‘Harder,’ she ordered, hooking her legs around my hips.
‘Get ready to scream my name,’ I smirked.
‘Make me,’ she countered, struggling for breath.
I dipped my head, took her rock-hard nipple in my mouth and sucked hard. Sarah cried out. I slid my fingers between her legs and started circling her clit again whilst still pummelling into her.
We eased into a delicious rhythm, and although I tried to keep my gaze on her body, admiring the curve of her full breasts and the way my dick sank into her, my gaze quickly drifted to her face.
Her eyes were hooded, her cheeks flushed with desire and her lips were parted. She was loving this as much as I was, and knowing that I was responsible for giving her so much pleasure only made me want to fuck her harder.
I drew out, then slammed back inside her, over and over, driving her wild.
‘Oh shit!’ she cried out as her body began to shake. ‘It’s… I’m…’
‘That’s it,’ I growled, feeling like a smug bastard. ‘Now you can come. And remember to tell the world who fucked you this good when you do.’
‘Oh, oh, fuck, fuck, Ben, fuuuckkk!’ she screamed, piercing my eardrums.
Her pussy tightened around my cock as her orgasm detonated.
Sarah’s eyes rolled back in her head and when she squeezed them shut, I thought I was home free. I’d escaped that intimate connection I feared.
But then she opened them again and when our eyes locked, I lost my shit.
My breath turned ragged and pleasure washed over me.
I tried to look away, hoping that if I did, maybe I’d last a few more seconds, but I couldn’t. Sarah was just too fucking beautiful. I couldn’t hold back any longer.
‘Fuck, Sarah, fuck!’ A feral growl tore from my lips as I exploded inside her, then collapsed on top of her.
My heart thundered violently in my chest.
Christ.
I couldn’t remember the last time I’d come so hard.
‘You okay?’ I asked, lifting my head so I could look at her again.
I loved the sated expression on her face.
Her hair was tousled, her eyes bright, her cheeks flushed.
‘Fuck yeah.’
‘So, marks out of ten?’ I asked. Knowing Sarah, she’d give me a two, but it didn’t matter if she wasn’t ready to admit that was fucking incredible. I knew what I felt and I was confident that she felt the same.
‘A hundred,’ she said, still catching her breath.
‘A hundred out of ten?’ I grinned. ‘Is that all? I’ll have to do better next time.’
‘So there’ll be a next time?’ She propped herself up on her elbows, her eyes wide.
Shit.
What was the point in me saying all that stuff before we shagged if I was going to go back on my word two minutes after we climaxed?
Oh, what the hell.
‘Sure. If you think you can handle it.’
‘I think I’ve just proved that I can take your dick like a good girl, don’t you?’ She laughed.
‘Indeed you have.’ I smiled. ‘Let’s talk about this inside.
’ I scooped Sarah up, carried her into the room, put her on the bed, then closed the patio doors.
‘One sec,’ I said before disappearing into the bathroom, removing the condom, wetting a small towel, then bringing it out to help Sarah clean up.
‘Thanks,’ she said.
‘So as I was saying,’ I joined her on the bed, ‘what I meant when I asked whether you could handle it was that, despite how incredible that was, nothing’s changed.
This is still just sex. This isn’t one of your novels.
There won’t be some romantic happy ending where we sail off into the sunset together.
Once the projects I’m working on at the library are done, I’ll be gone. ’
Her face fell, but she quickly regained her composure.
‘It’s fine,’ Sarah said. ‘I get it. It’s just sex. I won’t catch feelings.’
‘Sure?’
‘Sure. But if it’s just sex and you’re going to be leaving soon, I need to enjoy this as much as I can.’ She gripped my dick and I instantly hardened.
‘Good idea.’
‘That was quick!’ she said. ‘I thought you’d need time to recover.’
‘Nope. I can literally go all night.’
‘Prove it,’ Sarah said.
‘Gladly.’ I reached for a condom, rolled it on, then straddled her. I went to turn off the light but decided against it. I liked seeing Sarah’s face when she came.
It didn’t matter if I broke my rule this one time.
I wouldn’t get attached.
It was just sex.
I’d be fine.