Chapter 24
24
Lilly
His fingers trailed over me and it killed me that I couldn’t touch him. The restraint was useful, because as much as I wanted Sam, I would have had a hard time keeping my hands to myself.
My eyes moved from his wide muscular chest to his perfect abs and lower to that big cock of his that I wanted all buried inside me.
One day, we will be far enough that maybe he will let me touch him.
Fuck.
I closed my eyes for a minute, imagining how it would feel to run my mouth and my hands over his gorgeous body.
Sam watched me.
“Are you okay, love?”
He asked, and his mouth pressed onto my chin, his gaze locked on mine. He was watching the way one looks at someone precious that they try to understand.
“Yes, I was just admiring your body. Fuck, you are hot.”
He kissed me again.
“I know that this is not easy for you.”
“I am dripping wet, Sam, you are driving me crazy.”
He nibbled at my ear.
“Tell me, what do you want?”
I inhaled. I don’t think that any man ever asked me what I want. They liked my body. They wanted to possess me, but they never asked me what I want.
“Except for touching me, I am not there yet.”
I moaned.
How could he guess?
Was it so obvious that I hungered for him?
“I want to feel your hands all over me and I want you to lay on top of me and drive that big dick all the way inside me. I want to watch you come inside me and fill me up with your cum.”
“Mmm.”
Sam kissed me, his lips tasted perfect, and I still recalled the blood that was like an aphrodisiac for me and it looks like it was the same for him.
His hand dipped between my legs and my reasoning melted away under each trust of his fingers.
When he replaced his hand with his cock, I was already begging for it.
He was perfect.
My muscles relaxed and squeezed around him and I moaned in deep delight.
“Mm, you feel so hot around me, Lilly.”
He whispered and kissed my neck, wildly, like a man possessed.
There was strength and purpose and determination in each of his touches.
He kissed me and his hands moved to my breasts and to my hips.
He moved inside me and my world was on fire, my eyes only focusing on the gorgeous man that stood there watching me after I killed a man.
He wanted me and I wanted him, all of him.
“Come for me, Lilly.”
He asked me with that honey dripping voice that made me want to drop myself all the way into the abyss. My body couldn’t resist him, and I felt myself falling and I just knew that Sam was there to catch me. And throw away the bodies I leave behind and all that.
He was still moving inside me, making the after shock feeling so much better.
Sam’s eyes locked on mine.
“I am close.”
He whispered and I could feel the heat exploding and filling me up.
Sam’s arms wrapped around me as he kissed me. His hard cock still inside me.
“I should untie you, but I would love to keep you like this forever.”
“I need my hands now and then.”
“I am sold. I shall free your arms, love.”
He kissed the top of my nose, and released me. I was rubbing my arms and Sam disappeared in the bathroom, just to come back with a warm cloth.
Are men really doing this?
“Did I say this out loud?”
“Yes. And why not. Let me take care of you.”
He moved the warm cloth on the inside of my thighs and between my legs. I was still pleasantly sore from the way he fucked me and fucked me again.
“Thank you.”
He leaned closer and kissed me again and I was just about to touch his face.
“Do you mind if I lay with you?”
“Cuddling?”
“My broken, awkward version, “ Sam added.
“Sam, nothing about you is awkward or broken. You don’t like to be touched, so?”
Sam laid next to me and positioned me on his chest.
“Lilly, there’s nothing that I wish more than feeling your hands on me. I crave your touch. For the first time in my life, I hunger for the way your hands would feel on my skin. And don’t make me start about your lips, but I can’t. It triggers something that is deep under my skin.”
“It’s okay. And I am not saying this passive aggressive. It is okay. I am here. I want to be here for you, with you.”
“My killer plant.”
As Sam used the term of endearment, I smiled, but it was fitting.
“Killer plant, huh, like in one of those budget scifi movies.”
“A beautiful, poisonous plant that is designed to enslave me.”
“Hm, now you’re talking!”
“I am in awe of the strength that is hidden under your delicate petals.”
“Fuck Sam, you make me all weak.”
I turned towards him, facing him. He was less put together than I was used to seeing him. He had an honesty and a raw beauty about him.
“And aren’t you going to ask me?”
“Ask?”
“About my marriage, about me killing Roy, about everything,” I made an all encompassing move with my hand.
“You will tell me what you want me to know.”
“Why are you so relaxed?”
“Lilly.”
Sam kissed the top of my head and pulled me closer.
“Nothing that you did could be worse than what I did. Again and again.”
I cleared my throat. A part of me told me that maybe I should be scared, but I couldn’t get myself to do that.
I was feeling safe with Sam.
“Is it tacky to ask you about a number?”
“122.”
“Oh wow. That’s how many people you killed?”
“Yes.”
“And they all deserved it?”
“Yes. I only kill murderers, rapists and pedophiles. I have a set of rules that I stick to. What about you, how many people did you kill?”
“Five... Okay, 6 with Roy there and if you count that I faked my own death, I assume it would make it to 7.”
Sam’s hand moved on my shoulders and he pulled me closer.
“How is someone faking their own death? Does that work?”
“It did work, until this idiot Roy accidentally found me. How does someone stumble upon you by accident? This is so frustrating!”
“The good part was that this happened.”
Sam wiggled with his eyebrows.
“Ok, that was the most incredible surprise. I was sure that I behaved like a crazy stalker and that you didn’t want anything from me.”
“Lilly, my seductive sensual bringer of death, how can you even think that I was not interested in you?”
“Because, well, because I am fucked up. I have issues.”
“If you have issues, then what do I have?”
“A time consuming hobby.”
“Adore you, my thorny flower.”
Sam had me melting.
“What will happen now?”
“I am going to clean up after your friend Roy and if you want to, maybe we could go on a date tonight.”
“Yes. I still want to go with you to see how you dispose of him. I don’t want to leave it all on your shoulders.”
“We can do that, but it will be late. How about you get some sleep? I need to stop at the store today.”
“Sleep.. Hm, now that the adrenaline is gone, sleep sounds wonderful. Aren’t you staying with me?”
“I’ll stay for a while, but when you wake up don’t panic if I am gone.”
What have I done to deserve such a sweet man?
I laid my head on his chest and sleep claimed me sooner than I could imagine.