Chapter One
One
“Best not take the cliff path home, Capt’n Renfrew. It’s blowin’ up a storm, and without the moon, that path is treacherous.”
Gabriel Renfrew, late of the Fourteenth Light Dragoons, cast a cursory glance at the darkening sky and shrugged. “There’s time enough before the storm hits. ’Evening, landlord.” He let himself out of the small, snug tavern and made for the stables.
A buxom, blonde tavern maid followed him outside and slipped a friendly arm though his. “Why risk the cliff path, Captain, when I have a bed upstairs that’s right snug and warm?”
Gabe smiled. “Thank you, Sally. ’Tis a generous offer but I need to go.” He must be getting old, Gabe decided as he rode off. To choose riding a horse through the freezing darkness, home to an empty house, when he could be riding a curvaceous blonde in the cozy warmth of her bedchamber…
But though mindlessness was what he craved, mindless coupling no longer appealed. And when the blue devils hit, as they had again tonight, neither drink nor women could help.
Nothing but darkness and speed and danger could scour his mind and heart clean.
Tonight the blue devils rode him worse than ever.
Talk in the tavern had turned to the men who hadn’t come home, to the families struggling on without them; Gabe’s contemporaries, boys he’d grown up with, boys who’d followed him and Harry to war.
“I’ll take care of them,” he’d said so blithely as they left…
But he hadn’t.
Why had he, of all of them, returned? Those other lads were grieved for, mourned, desperately missed. They were needed by their families.
Not Gabe.
He galloped faster through the fleeting shadows.
The narrow, moonlit path disappeared as the thickening clouds obscured the full moon.
The waves pounded on the rocks below. Salt mist stung his skin and Gabriel rode the fine line between life and death, as he’d done so often before, giving fate a chance to change its mind.
Proving to himself yet again that, against all the odds, he was still alive. Even if he didn’t know why.
The English Channel
“No! This isn’t right!” Callie, fugitive princess of Zindaria, was trying to force her dizzy head to steady.
“I paid to be taken to Lulworth.” She clutched the rail of the pitching boat and peered desperately out into the night.
Shifting clouds blocked the moonlight and all she could see were white caps and looming dark cliffs.
There was no sign of life, no building or habitation.
Was this even England? She had no way of knowing. It was the middle of the night and she’d been woken roughly from a fitful sleep. The seven hours before that she’d spent being violently ill.
“You and the lad are to go ashore here, ma’am. Captain’s orders,” a sailor told her.
“Nicky!” Where was Nicky? He’d been here just a moment ago. “Where’s my son?”
“I’m here, Mama. I was just getting the bandbox.” Her seven-year-old son stepped over a coil of rope and hurried to her side.
Callie put a hand on his shoulder. Nicky was the most important thing in her life, the reason she was here in the first place. “This is not where I paid to be brought,” she told the sailor in a voice she hoped sounded firm. “Lulworth is a small town, on a sheltered cove—”
“Right, lads.”
Without warning, Callie found herself seized by two burly seamen.
“What—? How dare you—!” What was happening? Surely they didn’t mean to throw her overboard? Nicky…Terrified, trying desperately to reach Nicky, she fought like a wildcat, kicking, screaming, gasping in terror…
“The boy first,” someone yelled. “She’ll follow tame enough then.”
She twisted frantically in time to see a seaman grab Nicky as if he weighed nothing. He hauled him to the ship’s gunwale, lifted him, and dropped him over the edge.
“Nicky!”
The fight went out of her. She made no struggle as the men slung her, too, over the edge of the ship.
Nicky.
She braced herself for the embrace of the sea. Death by drowning—dear God, don’t say she’d brought Nicky this far just to have him die like this…
The sailors let go and she fell. And landed with a thud in a small, violently rocking dinghy. A sailor steadied her.
Nicky sat in the bow, his face pinched, pale, and fearful—but alive.
“Nicky, thank God!” She lurched across the wooden seats toward him.
The small boat rocked perilously.
“Sit down, miss! You’ll have us all in the drink!” The sailor grasped her arm and wrenched her down to sit in the stern.
Furious, terrified, but realizing she had no choice, Callie sat, not taking her eyes off Nicky for a moment. The waves were getting larger and the dinghy pitched and tossed. She could swim a little; Nicky couldn’t.
What was happening to them? She scanned the distant shoreline frantically.
Thoughts of white slavers, wreckers, and worse flew through her mind.
She knew it had been risky to pay an unknown captain of a shabby boat to take them across the Channel.
It would have been riskier, though, to take the regular packet from Calais, for then they would have certainly been found. And returned.
“I demand you put us back aboard the ship this instant!” she stammered, trying desperately to make her voice work. “This is not Lulworth and I—”
There was a shout from above and her bandbox came flying down. The sailor caught it and passed it to Nicky. A moment later her portmanteau was dropped into the man’s arms.
The sight of her possessions insensibly calmed her. Perhaps she and Nicky were not to be murdered for their belongings after all. But where was this place, this dark, unknown shore?
The sailor seized the oars and began to row.
“Where are you taking us?”
“Captain’s orders to put you ashore here, ma’am. Storm’s a-comin’.”
“But there’s safe harbor at Lulworth. It would give shelter from a storm.”
“Preventives in Lulworth Cove, ma’am. Capt’n hates preventives.”
“Preventives?” She was so bewildered she couldn’t think. “But…”
“Orders, ma’am,” he said indifferently and hauled on the oars.
She subsided. There was no point arguing.
The sailor wasn’t listening. All his effort was in rowing, and it took all her effort to hold on.
The little boat was being tossed on the sea like a cork.
She had her portmanteau under her feet. Nicky was wedging the bandbox under his, but they needed both hands to hold them steady.
“This is the breaker line, ma’am,” the sailor said after a few minutes. The roll of the little boat was getting frantic. “I daren’t take you further. You’ll have to wade ashore from here.”
“No. It’s too deep and my son—”
Before Callie could stop him the sailor had hauled Nicky over the side and placed him in the sea.
“He can’t swim!” Callie screamed. Without waiting for a response she scrambled into the water after Nicky, hauling herself along the boat’s side until she reached him. The water was chest deep and freezing.
“Hold on tight to me, Nicky! Put your legs around my waist and your arms—yes, that’s right.”
Nicky clung to her, wrapping his arms and legs around her body like a small monkey. He was shivering.
“I-It’s cold, Mama.”
“Here’s your stuff, ma’am.” The sailor passed her the bandbox. As if she cared about the bandbox when her son was in the sea. But Nicky had made it his own personal responsibility during the journey and now he was reaching for it. Besides, it contained important papers and dry clothes for Nicky.
“Loop the strap around your wrist, Nicky,” she told him. “It will float and the oilskin cover will keep it dry inside.”
The dinghy washed closer. Maybe the sailor had more of a conscience than his captain—he was in real danger of capsizing but he seemed intent to see they had their luggage. He waited until he saw Nicky had hold of their bandbox.
“Your bag, ma’am.” The sailor handed the portmanteau to her. Callie staggered as a wave broke over her. She clutched it in one hand, holding Nicky against her with the other.
“Godspeed, ma’am.” The little dinghy moved swiftly away into the night.
“But where are we?” she shouted after him.
His voice floated back. “Go up the cliff path, then turn west to Lulworth.”
“I don’t even know which direction west is!” she yelled. But her words were lost on the wind. And in the darkness, she could no longer see the dinghy, let alone the ship they’d left France in.
“West is where the sun sets, Mama,” Nicky told her.
Callie almost laughed. The sun had set a long time ago. But the waves were pushing them to shore. She shifted her grip on Nicky and waded toward the beach. The wind was getting stronger by the minute. It sliced through her saturated clothing. If she was freezing, Nicky would be even colder.
But he was alive, and that was more important than anything. And they were in England. And despite the fact that she was sodden and frozen and had no idea where she was, her spirits lifted a little. She’d succeeded.
Finally they reached the shallows and she put Nicky down.
They stumbled, shivering, out of the water.
The beach was studded with rocks and broken shells and was difficult to walk across in the dark.
Callie’s slippers had come off in the sea and she stubbed her toes painfully several times.
She didn’t care. The beach…Dry land…England.
“Come on, darling.” Relief was making her feel dizzy. “Let’s get you into some dry clothes and then we’ll find that path. With any luck we’ll be at Tibby’s for breakfast.”
“Will there be sausages, Mama?” he asked hopefully, through chattering teeth. “English sausages?”
Callie gave a choke of laughter. “Perhaps,” she told him. “Now hurry!”
At the base of the cliff she opened the bandbox. Everything in it was dry, thanks to the oilskin cover. She took out a change of clothes for Nicky, a cashmere shawl, and her spare pair of slippers.