30. Elijah
30
Elijah
I swear I could feel my heart in my throat. I’m so nervous. No, the right word would be excited.
I watched as Tobias got up from the cot and walked over to his little trusty bag he brought in earlier.
As though he was embarrassed, he slowly pulled out lube and a box of condoms, holding them up for me to see.
“Holy shit!” I laughed. “You bought those today at the store, didn’t you?”
“I wanted to be prepared if we were going to do anything.” He shrugged, smiling down at his items.
I bit my lip. That meant Tobias has been thinking about this as much as I have.
“Come here,” I ordered. “Bring those with you.” I nodded towards the items in his hands.
I watched as he swallowed deeply, his gorgeous Adam’s apple dipping on his neck. I wanted to bite it so badly.
He slowly walked over, kneeling in front of me. I undid his navy blue zip-up sweatshirt and was so ecstatic to see he wasn’t wearing a shirt underneath.
Running my hands up and down his chest and stomach, he dropped his head back, closing his eyes.
“You look absolutely perfect. All for me.” I stared in awe as I slipped his sweatshirt off, down his arms.
“All for you.” He answered softly as though he was lost in a trance.
“You feel so perfect underneath my fingers.” I leaned in close to him and slowly kissed his exposed neck. “And my lips,” I added. Licking and gently biting up and down his neck.
“I want to feel good for you.” He said breathlessly. “Please, Elijah.” He pleaded.
Holy shit. I felt his words hit me straight in the dick, and it felt marvelous. Tobias just begged for me.
I caressed his jaw with my hand, pulling him into me so our foreheads were resting on each other.
“How could I say no when you beg so nicely?” I smiled, rewarding him with a deep kiss. “I want you, Tobias. Right now.” I detached myself from him long enough to fall back onto the cot. He wasted no time at all, stripping me from my pants and leaving me there naked and exposed to him and the moonlight.
He stared down at my body, drinking it all in. I thought that I’d be nervous about him staring, but honestly, the way he looks at me makes me feel like a work of art. To see myself the way he sees me would be incredible, so I take little peeks like this through him.
His lips parted as he thought something over.
“I want to… try something.” He said nervously.
“Anything. I trust you.” I nodded. No question about it.
Curious to see what he was thinking, I waited until he was comfortable enough to join me back on the cot. Crawling over my body, he kissed me slowly, covering me with his soft lips.
I am painfully hard, but this was more than okay. There was no rush. I will forever accept his kisses happily, for as long as he wants to give them to me.
I squirmed as his lips explored lower, taking his time with my waist, and soon he was face to face with my hard-on.
Looking up at me with his beautiful blue eyes, I could see him processing his thoughts and feelings.
“No pressure, Tobias. You’ve already done so well.” I smiled, raking my hand through his hair. He looked so happy to hear me say that.
To my surprise, I watched as Tobias’s mouth parted, opening himself to me.
“Holy shit.” I tried to steady my breath as he slowly and lightly twirled his tongue around the tip of my dick.
“Is this good?” He asked, lightly sucking the tip.
His mouth was so warm and wet for me, sending shivers up my spine. “Yes, baby. So fucking good.” I tried my best not to buck my hips. “You’re in control.”
These words clearly gave him more confidence because shortly after, he was lowering his mouth deeper, swallowing more of my length. Slowly sucking, he stayed, giving me a steady, even pace.
“Fuck, Tobias.” I moaned, caressing his head. “I love the way I feel in your throat.”
This reaction made him moan back to me, which sent a ripple of vibrations up and around my entire dick.
“Jesus—“ I gasped. “I hate to stop this, but if you keep going, I’m not going to last.”
He slid his hands up my thighs and popped off my dick. “Let me do this, Elijah. Please. I want to do this.” He panted.
I looked at his beautiful eyes looking back at me, needing to please me. Needing to overcome whatever barrier his dad instilled in his mind about this. It made my heart swell that he was willing to take this step with me.
“Okay, baby,” I whispered. Nodding my head, I watched in awe as he gently wrapped his hand around my dick and slipped the tip back inside his raw lips. “You’re doing so well.” My voice was low and breathless, dripping with longing. The more inches he took, the more he pulled me closer to the edge. I raked my fingers through his hair, careful not to pull him. No part of me wants him to feel pressured. This is all him.
He looked devastatingly gorgeous, with his hair dropping in front of his face.
“Keep your eyes on me like the good boy you are.” I panted.
“Mmmm,” he moaned again, his eyes drifting shut like they always do when he’s close, as well.
“Oh, fuck.” I moaned, closing my eyes. Whipping my eyes open, I realized I didn’t want to miss a thing.
I tilted my head down to watch Tobias mindlessly stroking himself softly while taking me down his throat.
I felt a rush of sensation flood over me. He looked way too good doing that for me. “T-Tobias. I can’t hold on.” I moaned, slightly tilting my hips.
Tobias continued, up and down, determined to take all of me.
“I’m gonna come, baby.” I grabbed hold of his shoulder. “Are you going to swallow all of me, angel?”
Tobias moaned, nodding his head before lowering his mouth even deeper on my shaft.
His courage tipped me right over. My dick pulsed down his throat, and he moaned around my tip as I came on his tongue. It felt like everything everywhere was all right in the world.
I stared at him as he swallowed me down. He popped his lips off my dick and sat back on his heels between my legs. Coming back down to earth, I realized I needed to check on him. I sat up, brushed his hair off his face, and looked for any signs of distress. Seeing nothing but happiness made me so happy.
“Good fucking job, Tobias.” I panted, caressing his jaw. “Look what you did to me,” I said, gripping my dick.
He smiled, looking down at my very happy and now tired dick. Biting my lip, I looked down to his own. Still standing at full mast, the view was immaculate.
“You really liked it?” He asked, staring down at my lips.
“I loved it. I want more. More of you.” I kissed him softly before laying back down to the cot.
It’ll take me a few minutes for my dick to wake back up, but I figured if he keeps hovering over me like real-life Hercules, it’ll be awake in no time.
I watched his chest rise and fall, staring down at my naked body.
He bit his lip and softly ran his hands up and down my thighs.
“That feels good.” I gave him a soft smile. He looked at my eyes and then back down to his hands. Exploring a little more, he edged in closer to my ass.
I parted my legs wider for him to know that it was okay.
“I’m so excited.” I blurted. My face immediately felt hot. He smiled over me, biting his lip.
“I love that so much, Elijah. It makes me feel good knowing how much you want this. It makes me feel safe.” He nodded, looking down at my body.
I tilted his chin up with my hand to look back at my eyes. “You’re safe with me.” I nodded back.
“I know.” He smiled softly. Turning to his right, he picked up the lube, bit off the plastic wrap, and popped the top.
“We’re going to learn with each other tonight.” I laughed, positioning my hands behind my head.
“Yeah, I guess so.” He laughed, squirting some lube on his fingertips. “May I?” He asked, crawling down overtop of me.
“You better.” I bit down on my bottom lip, attempting to control the flutter in my chest. I swallowed deeply as I felt his fingers roam beneath my balls. He pressed lightly, following past my taint until finally finding my hole.
“That’s it, baby.” I smiled. He looked down at his fingers and started sliding the lube on in a circular motion, softly around my rim.
“You’re so beautiful.” Tobias breathed. “This feels so good.”
I couldn’t help but laugh softly. “You’re telling me.” I panted.
It felt so good having him touch me there. He was being so gentle and explorative. The thought of this being his first time doing this, too, turned me on even more.
“Grab more lube,” I ordered. He did as I said, squeezing more out on his fingers. “You’re going to have to get me ready before… it’s your turn.” I shifted below him. That thought was really turning me on. Tobias Voss was getting ready to fuck me. To fuck me. Holy shit!
He nodded his head, understanding what I meant.
“Here it goes.” He said softly. I could feel him press a single finger at my hole, first gently and then with a little more pressure, opening me up.
It felt weird. Strange. A foreign object has entered my body. But I kept quiet. There’s no way I wanted him to stop.
“There you go.” I drew in a quick breath, hanging onto his shoulder. I tilted my hips up so he could get a better angle.
“More.” I urged him.
He slowly pushed more in. I could feel myself close up around his finger. I wanted this so badly, I didn’t want my body to be the reason we couldn’t have this.
I tried to calm my mind down and breathe. “Tobias, keep speaking to me.”
Tobias looked up at me, scanning my face. “Okay, yeah—“ he nodded. I felt him pull out his finger slightly before slowly and gently pushing it back in. Back and forth.
“I’m so painfully hard right now.” He let out a soft laugh. “You feel so tight.” He kissed my neck softly. “And warm.” He kissed my lips. “I can’t wait to feel you wrapped around my dick.” He pressed in deeper. This made my eyes roll back. I can’t fucking wait either.
“Holy shit, Elijah. I’m at my knuckle.” He exhaled happily, continuing to move in and out.
“Seriously? Oh my god. Yes!” I cheered. “Keep going. Keep going, and don’t stop.” I said, my voice breathless as I relaxed a little.
“This is incredible, Elijah.” He continued, kissing me again. “I’m going to love being inside of you. I’m never going to get enough of you.”
“Fuck, Tobias,” I moaned. I could feel him press another finger to my entrance. “Holy shit, that’s a lot.” I gasped.
“Keep focusing on me, baby. Focus on how good it feels.” He kissed me again, this time biting my lip. His sudden aggression distracted me enough not to notice the intrusion of his second finger.
But once I did, woah.
“That’s a lot.” I panted, feeling him explore around inside of me. Curling his fingertips, I was starting to wonder what he was up to. “What are you looking—“
All of a sudden, a wave of a delicious sensation rushed over my body, lighting up my nerve endings. “ Woah! ” I bucked my hips.
“There it is. I was looking for that.” He laughed, curling his finger again and brushing that sensitive spot.
My eyelids drifted shut as he kept going, passing his finger over it again and again. I looked down to see my awakened dick resting on my stomach, back from the grave.
“Oh no you don’t. You’re keeping your eyes on me too.” He said, gripping my chin with his other hand and forcing me to look at him before he placed his hand back on the cot to keep steady. I opened my eyes to see his gorgeous blue eyes staring back at me, hovering over top of me.
I swallowed deeply. “Another one. Please, Tobias.” I pleaded. I was starting to enjoy this ‘full’ feeling his fingers were giving me. He was taking his time and being so gentle with me. I could barely think straight, the need for him consuming me.
“You’re taking it so well.” His voice hushed as he looked down at his fingers. “You think you’ll be able to handle all of me?”
“I’ll make sure I do.” I nodded. He positioned his third finger at my rim, and the next time his two fingers slid out, he gently joined the third one, slipping them all inside of me.
I inhaled sharply at the full feeling. This was a lot, but it felt great all at the same time.
“Holy fuck!” I moaned, holding on tightly.
“You okay?” Tobias looked down at my face, scanning my reaction. I made sure to nod and smile.
“I’m good. Don’t stop. Please keep going.” I slightly moved my hips back and forth to help guide him.
“Fuck, Elijah.” His lips parted slightly as he watched me with amazement in his eyes.
“Do it. Do it now, Tobias. I’m ready.” I panted.
“Thank god.” He exhaled. “If I didn’t get inside you soon, I was going to burst right here.” He sat back on his heels and smoothed back his hair.
I positioned my legs so my feet were on the cot beside him.
He reached beside us to take a condom out of the box. “I got regularly tested on the football team, so I’m clear, but I can use one if you want.”
“I got tested at school after Katelyn and I broke up so I’m good too.” I shrugged.
“I want you as comfortable as possible.” He looked at me with such sincere eyes, making my heart melt.
“Stop it, Tobias. You’re making me feel all special.” I nervously laughed, looking around the room.
“You are special.” He smiled, his words pulling me back to the moment. “Condom? No condom?”
“I don’t want anything between us. No condom.”
I looked at him and bit my lip. I watched in excitement as he dropped the box back down beside him and rubbed a healthy amount of lube on his hard dick.
“You ready?” He asked, peering into my eyes.
“Tobias, if you don’t stick that beautiful dick inside me right–”
I felt him push against my entrance, shutting me right up. I tried my hardest to breathe, relaxing my body.
“Open up for me, baby.” He ordered, pressing in more. I widened my legs further as he pressed deeper inside of me.
Sliding past the first ring of muscle, I realized how thankful I should be that we took our time opening me up. Tobias was big. His fingers don’t do him any justice.
“Fuck.” I moaned as he inched in further.
“Keep breathing for me.” Tobias panted. I could tell he was focusing hard on keeping his composure. I wonder how this felt for him. I hope to find out one day. “You feel so tight, Elijah. Squeezing me so hard, I don’t know how I’m going to fit.” He said as though he read my mind.
“Keep going.” I breathed. Tobias edged out a little and slid back in further this time. “Good job. Keep doing that.” I encouraged him. He repeated this movement and I appreciated him going slowly but I was going to need him to move.
“Tobias, more.” I moaned.
He crowded in over the top of me, sinking in me deeper. I gasped as he bottomed out. “Holy shit, Elijah. I’m in.” He moaned into my ear.
“Yeah, you are.” I rubbed up and down his back. I felt so full, and it felt so good knowing Tobias was making me feel that way.
“You okay?” He kissed the side of my face, now matted with my hair.
“So good. I’ll be even better once you start moving.” I laughed.
He smiled back at me. “You don’t have to tell me twice.” He bit his lip, grinding his hips into mine.
I hummed, sinking into the pleasure he was forcing out of my body. Holding on tight to him, I allowed him to set the pace.
I tilted my face to look at his. Holy shit. With his lips parted, shakily breathing, his hair slightly damp hanging in front of his face, and his dazed eyes, he looked absolutely delicious.
“You look so damn good fucking me.” I moaned. He rested his head on my shoulder, thrusting in me deeper hitting that sweet spot.
“Your body feels so fucking good, Elijah. Your ass is the tightest thing I’ve ever felt.” He said breathlessly.
I seriously felt like I was having an out-of-body experience. This sex is tremendous. As someone who never felt really connected to their partner, this was on a whole other level.
He shifted himself to sit on his knees as he drilled inside of me.
“Holy fuck.” I moaned, holding on to the edge of the cot behind me.
“Hold on tight.” Tobias moaned, grabbing my hips and sliding in and out of me.
It was such a pleasure to watch him take over. He looked like he fully was allowing himself to have this. It made me kind of teary, to be honest.
“That’s it, Tobias. Just let go. Let yourself feel good, baby.” I panted.
He dropped back down over me, caressing my jaw with his hand while leaning his forehead on mine. We were sharing breaths at this point, and it felt so fucking romantic.
His lips grazed over mine, and I couldn’t hold myself back from stealing a lick. He laughed at this gesture which made me blush. I wrapped my hand around his neck, pulling him in for a kiss.
“You’re so fucking perfect.” I said softly.
His eyebrows relaxed as he took in my words. “Your body feels like it was meant for me.” He looked over my face and decided to lick and kiss my neck.
“It was, Tobias. Take it all. It’s all yours.” I moaned, bucking my hips up with every thrust.
He felt up and down my body and I did the same to him. We were a touchy, messy, sticky ball of limbs on this cot and I loved it so much. I never wanted this to end but judging by the thumping in my balls and the overwhelming need to come, I’d say I may not have a choice in the matter.
Tobias slipped his hand between us and started pumping my dick.
“Oh, fuck.” I groaned, arching my back. He smiled into my mouth, quieting me up as he kept fucking me. “You’re gonna make me come, Tobias.” I managed to say.
I felt the rush coming over me. It was building up so quickly and I could barely keep my mind focused as he kept brushing against that special spot inside of me over and over again.
“Come with me.” He ordered before kissing me again. “At the same time.”
I nodded my head quickly. “Okay.” I panted.
“Now, Elijah.” He managed to spit out before he started moaning. I could feel his whole body tense around me as his dick swelled inside of me. This sensation tipped me right over the edge as I tensed and pulsed around his hand and onto my stomach. I could feel him emptying inside of me with every ongoing thrust.
“That’s it, baby. You deserve to feel good. You deserve this.” I purred in his ear, rubbing up and down his back.
It took a second to feel as though my soul was returning to my body. I flopped onto my back, panting heavily as Tobias slowly slipped out of me.
Tobias got up and dampened a cloth he had brought up here from his bag with a bottle of water. He brought both the cloth and bottle of water over to me and wiped me and himself off.
After I took a big chug of the water bottle, he came back over to me, flopping down on the cot.
He lay there for a moment on my chest. His head burrowed below my chin. “I can hear your heart.” He panted.
I smiled, running my hand through his hair. “What does it sound like?”
“Like mine.” He shifted his body, wrapping his arms around my waist and breathing in a big breath of air.
“Thank you, Tobias. For the best gift I could’ve ever asked for. Like, ever.” I sighed, staring up at the stars.
He lifted his head to look at me. His eyes looked gorgeous in the moonlight.
“It was a long time coming.” He said in his warm voice.
“I’d say it was perfect timing.” I smiled, giving him a soft, deep kiss. He didn’t break from my lips when I thought he would. Instead, he crawled over me, burrowing his fingers in my hair.
Feeling this intense kiss while he was pressed up against me naked and warm, was waking my whole body up again.
This guy was going to be the death of me.
“Your birthday isn’t over yet.” He aligned our hips together, rubbing his bare dick against mine.
“Happy birthday to me.” I smiled, tilting my hips up against his.