Chapter 19
Mia
When Sebastian first said to me he wanted me to ‘submit fully’ to him, I was a little scared. I thought maybe he’d want to tie me up and beat me with a wooden paddle. I’ve seen Fifty Shades of Grey .
But so far his attention has been all about me. It’s like he wants me to be happy.
He carries me into the master suite after we’ve been in the shower.
“Now it’s my turn,” Sebastian tells me. “It’s my turn to make you feel so good.” He lays me on the bed and removes the white, fluffy towel from around my body.
I’m completely naked, and for the first time in my life, I’m not trying to hide any part of myself.
He makes me feel sexy. He makes me feel comfortable. And he makes me want to please him. Like every bone in my body wants to make him feel incredible.
“You can do whatever you want to me, sir,” I say.
He fists his dick in his hand, bringing it to life, and stands at the edge of the bed, stroking, watching, studying my curves.
“I’m going to lick your pussy until you come all over my face. That would make me happy.” He lets go of his dick. “You want to make me happy, right?”
I nod. “Yes.”
“Yes, what?”
“Sir,” I purr out. “Yes, sir.” I keep my legs together, and Sebastian shakes his head.
“Spread ‘em,” he blurts out, in the sexiest voice I’ve ever heard.
Oh, damn. The way he licks his lips. The way his voice has a soft growl to it. The way his eyes burn with desire. It all turns me on so much. I can’t get enough.
So, I spread my legs, running my fingers down my stomach.
“Good girl.” He grabs my ankle and scoots me down the bed before he kneels on the floor and throws one of my legs over his shoulder.
“Oh, my god,” I say, when his lips make contact with my heated skin.
He kisses underneath my knee, moving his mouth further up my leg. His tongue drags along my leg, getting closer to the inside of my thigh.
“Sebastian, please,” I beg for his mouth, but he continues to take his time, teasing me ever so slowly.
“I’ll give you everything you want, Mia. As long as I get what I want, too.”
“What do you want?” I ask him.
He lifts his head, his eyes meeting mine. “I want you to enjoy yourself. Can you do that?”
I nod. “Oh, I think I can.”
He drags his tongue across my inner thigh, inching closer to my pussy. I’m so turned on I can’t stand it anymore. I want to scream. I want his mouth on me so badly.
“Do it already,” I finally shout out, and Sebastian laughs.
He runs a finger through my wetness, and then his tongue follows the path. I close my eyes, leaning my head back into the mattress.
He grabs my ass, bringing my pussy closer to his face, and then he gets to work on me, and I close my eyes because I can’t possibly keep them open anymore.
He kisses my skin, circling his tongue around my clit. My back arches off the bed, needing more. He runs his hand up my stomach and reaches my breasts, squeezing and playing with the nipple. It hardens under his touch until it aches, wanting to be sucked into his mouth.
I can’t take much more of this.
He continues to eat me out, moving his head in rhythm with his tongue. I cry out in ecstasy and moan out his name over and over.
He pushes a finger, and then another inside me, hitting my g-spot when he crooks his finger. He has this rhythm going, running his tongue along a path over and over, and it feels so damn good. He doesn’t stop until I can feel my body coming alive, and my legs tense, locking his head in tight.
He picks up speed, his finger working me harder. His tongue working his magic as I moan even louder.
“I can’t take it anymore,” I scream out. “I’m going to come.”
He plays with my nipples, back and forth. His tongue moves along my wet skin, and my body trembles before him.
Then, like lightning, I come in a bliss of beautiful colors. Reds. Blues. And golds explode behind my eyelids like fireworks and my heart catches fire as it races uncontrollably.
I moan, gripping the sheets, wanting to relive the whole experience.
Once my body has calmed, Sebastian lifts his head, smiling at me. “That was amazing.”
I smile. “You’re right. I loved it.”
“I have something I want to show you.” Sebastian stands, crossing the room to a mahogany dresser on the far end of the room.
“What is it?” I ask, sitting up so I can see what he’s getting.
He opens a drawer and rummages around. “This.” He pulls something out. It’s black with… is that a tie?
“What is it?”
“Blindfold and binding.”
“Binding? For my hands?”
Sebastian smiles. “And your feet. Do you trust me?” he asks, as he climbs onto the bed next to me. “Do you trust me even knowing I’ll be gentle with your heart, not your body?”
I nod. “I do.” And I surely do. Because I know without any doubt that Sebastian would never hurt me. He’d never let anyone hurt me either.
He cares about me, and I trust him.
“I’m going to blindfold you and bind your wrists and ankles.”
“Are you going to have sex with me?”
He shakes his head, running a finger down my face. “No, because the first time I sink my cock into your sweet pussy I want your eyes wide open.”
I blush. “Oh, okay. What will we be doing then?”
“I’m going to tie you up, and blindfold you, and then I’m going to stroke my cock until I come all over your beautiful skin.”
I suck in a deep breath. “Do whatever you want to me, sir .”