Chapter 7
The plane pulls up to a slow halt on the tarmac at the Paris airport, and my nerves are at an all-time high. I already know that this is the stupidest thing I have ever done, and I haven’t even done it yet.
Anastacia, the flight attendant, smiles warmly. “I hope you had a good flight?”
“Yes. I did, thank you.”
I look around to see if I’ve left anything. The plane is, in one word, ridiculous. Luxurious on all fronts, and if I had forgotten for one moment who Tristan is, I have been promptly reminded.
A Miles.
Heir to the most successful media empire and from one of the wealthiest families in the world.
And a week ago ... I hated his guts ... and maybe I still do.
But there’s something about him that makes me want more.
I feel foolish being here. All it took was a few jokes and a little pity, and I fell into his arms and did the unthinkable. If I wanted a future with him, I would leave and play a little hard to get.
But I don’t.
I know what this is—one weekend away from routine, a sleazy conference encounter. And that’s okay with me. The reality of the situation is actually more than fine.
It’s a relief.
I don’t have to impress him, I don’t have to believe anything he says, and I most definitely don’t have to pretend to be someone I’m not.
He’s fun and comfortable, and surprisingly he fits like an old shoe. His sexual prowess is just an added bonus.
My stomach drops as a wave of guilt runs through me for being here, for being sexually active with another man.
For loving every hard inch of him and then craving more.
It was supposed to be just one night.
I think back to what Marley said to me before I left. Shouldn’t I be living life for Wade and me?
If it were me who’d died, I would never want Wade to be untouched and unhappy.
I would want him to be happy and fulfilled as a man.
After we go home to New York on Sunday night, Tristan and I will never see each other again, and I can go home reinvigorated with enough sex in the tank to last me another five years. To be honest, I’m kind of proud that I’m doing something for myself for once.
This is so unlike me.
“The car is waiting for you, Mrs. Anderson,” Anastacia says.
“Thank you.” I walk down the stairs and out onto the tarmac. A black car is waiting.
The driver smiles and opens the car door. “Merci,” I say as I get in.
He goes around to the driver’s side, gets in, and pulls out.
Tristan called earlier, and he couldn’t pick me up because his meeting ran late. He’s meeting me at the hotel. I smile as I think back to taking his call when I was sitting with his groupies, and none of them had any idea that he and I had hooked up.
It all feels so naughty.
So not who I am.
I clutch my handbag on my lap with white-knuckle force. My breath quivers as I try to calm myself down.
This is the craziest, most spontaneous thing I’ve ever done.
Half an hour later we pull into the hotel, and I peer out the window at the sign.
FOUR SEASONS HOTEL GEORGE V
Jeez, looks fancy.
“Arrived safely.” The driver smiles over at me.
I take my purse from my bag.
“No, no, it’s all taken care of,” he says as he gets out of the car. He retrieves my suitcase from the trunk and wheels it up to the doorman. He introduces me. “Mrs. Anderson.”
The man in a white doorman uniform smiles and nods. “This way, Mrs. Anderson,” he says.
“Merci,” I say to my driver as he returns to his car.
“Au revoir,” he calls.
The man leads me to the reception desk, and I look around. Everything is beige marble, and big exotic artwork lines the walls.
Huge vases of pink fresh flowers are everywhere, and I mean everywhere. It looks like an over-the-top wedding venue.
“May I help you?” the lady at reception asks.
“Yes. I’m here to see Tristan Miles.” I clutch my bag.
She types into her computer. “Your name, please?”
“Claire Anderson.”
“Yes,” she replies. “He’s expecting you. Do you have identification, please?”
I pass over my license, and she studies it and types my license number into the computer. She passes me a key. “You are in the Eiffel Tower Suite on level seven,” she says. “We can take you up if you would like?”
“No, that’s okay.” I smile. “I can go myself.” I take the elevator to level seven. Frigging hell, this hotel is next level. Even the damn elevator is fancy.
I let out a low, deep breath. I’m suddenly nervous. I fix my hair in the mirror, and the doors slide open.
Holy hell.
Lush carpet, chandeliers, and insane luxury ... and this is just the corridor. I walk down until I get to the room number on the key. Do I knock?
No. Just go in.
I swipe my key and am hit in the face with a visual sensation. I feel the blood drain from my face.
It’s huge—not a room at all. A whole apartment of over-the-top wealth. A perfectly decorated beautiful space of creams and whites, with french doors going out onto a terrace that overlooks the Eiffel Tower. It’s like a movie, only better.
Holy ... hell.
Huge silver-gilded mirrors hang on the walls, and there are white lounges ... white? How the heck do they keep white lounges clean? I look around nervously. “Hello?” I call.
I can hear talking out on the terrace, so I put my handbag down and walk to the door. White overlong drapes hang on the french doors.
“Nous devons obtenir une réponse à ce sujet puis-je advancer a ce sujet cette semaine,” I hear. I peer out.
Tristan is on the phone out on the balcony ... speaking French. What the heck? Well, I guess French is among the five languages he supposedly speaks. He glances up and catches sight of me and gives me a breathtaking smile. He holds one finger up to signify he will be just a minute.
I get a flashback of the first day I met him, looking perfect in his expensive suit and pacing with his hand in his trouser pocket as he speaks on the phone.
Déjà vu.
I drop my head as I remember that I don’t like who he is and what he does for a living.
God, Claire ... what are you doing? Couldn’t you have found somebody else to get back in the game with?
“Je dois conclure,” he says to whomever he’s speaking to. He smiles as he watches me and gives me a sexy wink. “One moment,” he mouths.
I roll my eyes as I act impatient, but I’m not really. I could listen to him speak French all day. “Come on,” I mouth back.
“Malade, je vais vous envoyer un message dans la matinée. Je vais avoir besoin du rapport d’ici lundi s’il vous plait,” he says in his deep sexy voice.
“Hurry,” I mouth to tease him.
He bites his bottom lip to stop his smile and holds up his hand to signify that he’s going to smack me.
“Promises, promises,” I mouth back.
He walks past me into the apartment. “Oui, s’il vous plait,” he says.
He reappears with an ice bucket and a bottle of champagne with two champagne flutes. He holds the phone to his ear with his shoulder as he pops the cork and fills the two glasses.
He leans in and kisses me softly and then hands me a glass of champagne.
“Thank you,” I mouth.
He kisses me again, as if unable to stop, and I can hear the other person, a woman, speaking a million miles a minute to him in French.
“Who is it?” I frown.
“My PA,” he mouths. He moves his head from side to side, as if she is taking too long to say what she’s saying. “Oui, oui, nous en parlerons lundi. Je dois y aller. Au revoir,” he replies.
He listens as she keeps speaking, and he rolls his eyes impatiently.
I smile as I sip my champagne. The cool, crisp taste dances on my tongue. Oh yeah. I eye the glass of bubbles—this is the good stuff.
“Okay, je dois y aller. Passer un bon week-end, au revoir,” he says. He hangs up and then turns his phone off and turns toward me.
“About time.” I smirk.
He takes me into his arms. “Anderson.” He smiles down at me as he pumps my hips into his. “Fancy seeing you here.”
I smile goofily up at him. He towers above me. He must be six foot three at least. His dark hair is messed to perfection, and his lips are a perfect shade of come fuck me .
“Well, I felt sorry for you.” I shrug. “This is a pity date.” I look around at the grand apartment. “Not sure if I can spend the whole weekend in this dump, though.”
He chuckles. “I do love your smart-ass mouth.” He pumps me with his hips once more. “I may have to fuck it later.”
I giggle as he kisses me again. This one has a little tongue, and it’s as if he’s licking me there ... my entire insides clench in appreciation.
He steps back and holds out his hand to the Eiffel Tower. “Welcome to Paris.”
“Oui, oui.” I smile.
He pulls out a chair and sits at the table. He refills my glass. “How was your flight?”
“Good.” I frown as a thought runs through my mind. “You have a French PA?”
“Yes.” He shrugs casually. “I spend a lot of time here.”
“How much?”
He scratches his head as he thinks. “Maybe four or five months a year,” he replies casually, as if this is no big deal.
“You live here for a third of the year?” I ask in surprise.
“Yeah.” He sips his champagne. “My brothers Elliot and Christopher and I share the operations of the French, English, and German offices. We take turns so that one of us is always at each place.”
“Why don’t you just take one office each?” I ask.
“Because then”—he sips his wine—“we would all live alone on the other side of the world from one another. This way, we’re all doing the same job and sharing the responsibilities and see each other and talk all the time.”
“You’re close to your brothers?”
“Yes.” He frowns, as if that’s a weird question. “They’re my best friends. We’ve been alone together for a long time.”
“Alone?” I repeat. “I thought your parents were still alive?”
“Oh, they are. But I mean ...” He pauses, as if contemplating his answer. “We went to boarding school together overseas from a young age. We shared a room, and it has mostly always been just the four of us.”
“Oh.” I sip my wine, and I find myself wanting to ask a million questions about his formative years. “How come you went to boarding school?”
“For the languages.” He shrugs. “Among other things.”
“You are all multilingual?”
“Yes. We need to be in this business.” He exhales deeply as he stares out over the view. “We’ve always been in training to take over Miles Media. There was never a time when we were ...” His voice trails off, as if he’s cut himself short. He seems uncomfortable with the topic.
“Well, that makes sense, then,” I interrupt.
“What does?”
“Why you’re such a dirty-talking cad. You had no discipline as a child.”
He smiles.
“I bet you were all fucking your governesses in boarding school.”
He puts his head back and laughs out loud. “Jameson was, actually, come to think of it.”
“Really?” I gasp. Jameson is his older brother and the CEO of Miles Media. We both laugh, and his eyes linger on my face.
“So now that you have me here, Mr. Miles, what are you going to do with me?” I ask.
“Hmm.” His eyes hold mine. “The possibilities are endless, really.”
I smile.
“You have three options, Anderson.”
“Yes.”
“You can get your smart-ass mouth fucked.”
I smile. That sounds pretty good, actually.
“Or you can bend over, and I’ll give my own version of the Eiffel Tower.”
I chuckle. He’s so ridiculous. Where does he come up with this stuff?
“Or”—he sips his drink and casually shrugs—“I suppose I could take you out for dinner and dancing or something equally boring.”
I smile over at him.
He raises a sexy eyebrow. “Well?”
I narrow my eyes as I fake concentration. “I’ll take dinner and dancing, thank you.”
He rolls his eyes. “Ugh, I knew you were going to pick that one. You’re boring. Why would you want to dance when you have the opportunity to suck my dick?”
I laugh, loud and free. The conversations I have with this man kill me.
“What?” He smirks.
I stare at his beautiful face for a moment. “Tristan Miles, I have never met anyone quite like you.”
“Ditto.” He holds his glass up. “A toast.”
I take a big gulp of my champagne and touch my glass with his.
“To swallowing semen,” he says.
What the hell? I snort and spit my drink out, and it spurts all over the table as I laugh out loud. “You’re head obsessed today.”
He sits back in his chair; his eyes are alight with mischief. “That’s because I can’t stop thinking about it.”
“Tristan.” I lean forward in my chair.
He leans forward, too, mimicking me. “Yes, Claire.”
“Be a good boy, and you might get what you want.”
He smiles darkly. “Or be a bad boy, and take it anyway.”
The air crackles between us; our eyes are locked, and nerves flutter deep in my stomach.
I think those two lines just summed up the entirety of Tristan Miles.
I can kid myself all I want about being in charge.
We both know I’m not.