Chapter 28 #2
"There it is," Zahra murmured, barely a breath, and I almost laughed, because it was the line she'd said to me on the floor, and Tiki had just done the thing Tiki does, which is save herself by being the first one to point.
Monty turned to look at Tiki, and the look on his face was the loneliest thing in the room. He'd spent a career certain that people like him win. He was finding out people like him win right up until the moment they're inconvenient to someone with a bigger stake.
"You came to me," he said.
"I'll see you at the board meeting, Montgomery," Tiki said.
A Chihuahua puppy popped it’s head out of her purse and growled. Tiki grabbed it up and set him in front of me. “He’s too much of a reminder of everything I ever loved that was taken from me.”
I picked up poor baby King Manicotti, who promptly wagged his tail at a million miles an hour and licked my face. Then I looked up at Tiki and said, “I’m taking the dog.”
And she left. Pink leather and a flip of the hair, off to go be central to some other story, the same Tiki who'd walked in, not one cell of her changed, retreating not because she'd lost anything that mattered to her but because the room had stopped being a place she could win, and a woman who only wants to be chosen does not stay in a room where the choosing is over.
The denied target, walking out under her own power, exactly as unbothered as the day I met her and exactly as alone.
I'd thought, that her exit would feel like a victory.
It just felt like watching someone refuse the one thing in the room that could've actually helped her, which was the truth, on her way out the door to go look for applause somewhere it would be easier to get.
Then it was just Monty.
"You're going to resign," Gabi said. "Today.
You're going to do it quietly, citing personal reasons, because the alternative is that I hand all of this to the league office and the attorney general's office on the same afternoon, and you spend the next three years explaining a wire fraud timeline you were organized enough to write down.”
“But, but—,” he blustered but didn’t actually have anything he could say.
“The squad stays. Clover stays. The fan vote happens, clean, and whatever the fans decide, they decide it without you putting your thumb on it from a shell account.
" She stood. She was not a tall woman. She did not need to be.
"You built your whole career on the idea that the only people who matter are the ones with a platform.
You ran your entire scheme straight through a community of people you never thought to be careful around.
You got taken apart by a foreman, an usher, a café owner, an intern, and a seventeen-year-old's mother, and you never saw a single one of them coming, because you never saw a single one of them.
That's not bad luck. That's the whole story of your life arriving all at once. "
Monty Whyte stood up. He didn't have anything. For the first time since I'd watched a tablet slide across his desk, the most comfortable man in every room had nothing to say in this one.
He left.
The door clicked, and the war room let out a breath all at once, and Jules said "I'm keeping the flowchart," and Fox said "Dave's getting a fruit basket," and my mother reached across the table and took my hand, and Coach Roper, who'd said almost nothing the entire meeting, set down his legal pad and finally spoke.
"Good, we all deserve a cookie," Coach said.
Just that. The highest praise the man gives, from someone who came up coaching a league that gave him nothing and built something great out of it anyway.
He looked at me. "You built a squad that could catch a man nobody else could see.
That's coaching. We should talk, when this is over, about what you do next, because deferring a school for one year has a way of turning into deferring it forever, and somebody this good at building should be careful what she lets herself defer. "
Coach said it to me, but he looked at Gabi when he finished saying it, a half-second too long, and Gabi held the look a half-second back before she dropped her eyes to the legal pad in front of her.
I caught it.
I wasn't supposed to. I'm an engineer, I catch the numbers and the math, and this wasn’t either of those things.
But I was also a dancer, and a cheerleader, and whatever had just passed between the two of them was a work of art.
And that's all I'm going to say about it, because it's theirs and it isn't finished.
I picked up new dog and my folder. I didn't need it anymore. I'd carried a document marked DEFENSE in a folder nobody would ever see for my whole life, and I'd just watched it become unnecessary in a room full of people who'd refused to let me stand in front of the trouble alone.
King Manicotti yipped. I needed to get a purse. I hoped the cats were ready to adopt this tiny little ragamuffin too. Maybe if I put some fluffy ears and poofy tail on it, they’d just think it was a kind of weird looking kitten.
"Mom," I said. "Do you want to get lunch? There's a chili place. You have to learn the numbers. It's a whole system."
"Baby," my mother said, standing, taking up her two chairs' worth of space and then some, "I would love to learn the numbers."
I'd walked in alone on purpose.
I walked out with all of them, which it turned out had been the actual point the whole time, and the nine-year-old who'd gotten left off a roster for not looking like the others walked out in the middle of the group instead of at the edge of it, and nobody had to tell her she was allowed to be there.
She just was.