Chapter 32
MOLLY
After watching Joshua interact with Oscar today and seeing how much he loved him and how proud he was to be his godfather, I was starting to lean into the idea of telling him about Autumn, so when he asked me to come back to his place – or should I say when he told me I was coming back to his place – I was happy to spend the night with him.
And then it all fell apart. His seed was still sticky on my thighs when he asked if I wanted some water to take my birth control pill with. For him to remember about it and to bring it up in the moments so soon after sex? That is one guy who definitely doesn’t want a child in his life.
Of course, when I once more had to tell Joshua this was a mistake and it couldn’t happen again, he sounded kind of annoyed and I don’t really blame him.
I’m well aware that I’m blowing hot and cold, and I really don’t mean to.
I think what’s making it worse is my reason being because we work together is pretty lame at this point, but I can’t tell him the real reason, obviously.
I hope by agreeing to one more session with him, he doesn’t think I’m agreeing to anything more. I should have left really, but he was there beside me being all hot and shit, and I thought to myself, if this really is the last time I let this happen, I want to make it count.
I half expected Joshua to tell me to go to hell, but he didn’t. Instead, he pulled me to him and kissed me and any thought of putting a stop to this went out of the window.
My hands are all over Joshua and his are all over me. We caress each other, grope each other, stroke and grab at each other. It’s like we’re trying to get closer than close, to truly become one.
We kiss like our lives depend on it, our tongues swirling together, our hands grasping.
We roll from side to side, one minute I’m on top of Joshua and the next minute, he’s on top of me.
I’m on top of him at the minute, kissing him and teasing him by rubbing my erect nipples over his chest. He bucks his hips, sending me sideways and he comes with me and then he’s on top of me.
He pulls back from our kiss, nibbling his way down my neck and he brings a hand down my body.
He pushes two fingers into my lips and rubs them over my clit.
I gasp as the electrical pulse goes through me.
He pushes his fingers backwards through my slit until they find my pussy and then he pushes them inside of me.
He rubs them over my front wall, igniting a fire inside of me as he finds my G spot.
He works it with his fingers, caressing it and pressing down on it. It makes me feel strange at first, like I want to push his fingers out, but not because it’s unpleasant. And then that strange sensation passes, and it just feels good. Like so good.
He works me into a frenzy, getting me right to the edge of orgasm and then dropping back, keeping me hovering on the brink of something amazing. He does this until I’m whimpering, begging him to make me come, and then he takes pity on me, and his thumb finds my clit.
His thumb works over my clit in time with his fingers on my G spot and although my clit is still tender from last time, it feels so good I can forget the soreness.
When Joshua finally stops teasing me and lets me go over the edge, it’s like a firework has gone off inside of me.
The double sensation gives me an orgasm that is almost too much to handle.
The pleasure doesn’t so much wash over me as it rips through me, assaulting my nerve endings and making them sing for their lives.
My pussy tightens around Joshua’s hand and my legs curl up slightly, everything pulling towards my center.
I whisper Joshua’s name as another wave of assaulting ecstasy floods me and then I can’t speak, can’t even think.
I lay there with wave after wave of intense pleasure flooding through me, awakening me, battering me, changing me in some way I don’t understand but welcome.
Finally, Joshua removes his hand from me and the sweet pain begins to subside, and I come back down to earth, my lungs screaming for air.
I pull in a deep breath and then I pant, my chest rising and falling quickly.
Joshua leans down and brushes his lips across mine and then he hooks one of my legs over his shoulder and then the other one over the other shoulder.
He lowers himself down onto me, pushing my legs up, almost folding my body in half.
And then he plunges inside of me and his huge cock rubs over my swollen and pulsing G spot, and I cry out.
He thrusts inside of me, and because of the way I’m wide open, he gets in deeper than ever before and I cry out again and again as he stretches me, fills me, and assaults my G spot with each thrust. He is close to orgasming himself, his strokes becoming shorter and faster until his movement is practically a blur.
His final thrust pushes both of us over the edge and we cling to each other, as a shared orgasm takes us.
Once more, my body sings, my nerves coming alive and tingling and making me feel like I never want this to end, but end it must, and after an excruciatingly perfect few moments, I’m coasting down, and Joshua has slipped out of me once more.
I miss the feeling of him inside of me, the fullness, the pleasure and while there is no denying that I feel amazing right now, there’s also a part of me that feels sad knowing that this is truly the last time I can let this happen.