24. James
24
JAMES
" J ust one, two, three... one, two— No, Mr. Wellington, please stop trying to dip your partner during a waltz."
Dick stumbled, nearly dropping his dance partner—one of the young women who weren’t part of the immediate Wellington clan. Part of my job was looking into everything, so I knew who all of them were. Dick’s partner was named Emerson, and she was a family friend of Theo, one of the muscle brothers. I also happened to know she desperately wanted to be with Theo, but the large man was completely unaware.
Emerson had been looking toward Theo, who was dancing with her sister, Claudia. She let out a small shriek when Dick dipped her again, nearly bonking her blonde head on the dance floor.
"Don’t worry, baby," Dick said with an exaggerated wink. "You wouldn’t be the first beautiful woman to fall for me.”
Our dance instructor, Madame Beaumont, pressed her fingers to her temples. She was a tiny French woman with steel-gray hair pulled into a severe bun, and she'd spent the last hour trying to teach the wedding party proper form for the ceremony's first dance. Lily wanted a traditional group waltz, apparently, meaning we all had to get our acts together.
So far, Madame Beaumont looked like she was questioning every life choice that had led her to this moment.
"The waltz," she said, "is elegant. Refined. It is not the place for your..." she waved her hand vaguely at Dick, "improvisation."
I tried to focus on the lesson, but Emma was precisely six inches away from me, and the scent of her perfume was making it hard to think. She'd been keeping careful distance since our talk at the taco place, and now being so close and intimate felt almost awkward.
“Where were you last night? I was worried.”
“I crashed on the couch in my parents’ room,” she said softly. “I just… needed some space to think.”
"Now," Madame Beaumont continued, "everyone find your frame. Gentleman, left hand out, right hand on your partner's back. Ladies, right hand in his, left hand on his shoulder."
Emma's hand settled hesitantly on my shoulder. She wouldn't meet my eyes as I pulled her closer, my hand spanning her lower back.
"Closer," Madame Beaumont instructed. "This is a waltz, not a middle school dance. Body contact is essential for proper leading and following."
Emma's breath hitched as I drew her against me. The line of her body pressed perfectly to mine, soft curves fitting against hard planes in a way that made me want to forget about dancing entirely.
"Better," Madame Beaumont said. "Though perhaps not quite so close, Mr. Carter. This is a waltz, not a mating dance."
Emma's cheeks flushed pink as she put a more respectable distance between us.
Across the room, Marcus and Lily were already moving smoothly through the basic steps. They made it look effortless—the kind of natural grace that came from two people completely in sync.
"Now," Madame Beaumont clapped her hands. "Music louder, please. Everyone begin with the basic box step. One, two, three... one, two, three..."
I guided Emma through the steps, and she followed perfectly. Of course she did. She probably had the exact tempo memorized, along with the precise angle each foot should move.
"You're good at this," she said quietly.
"Don't sound so surprised."
"Let me guess—you learned for a case? Following some suspicious dancer?"
"Actually, my grandmother insisted all her grandchildren learn to dance. She dragged us to classes for years. Said any man worth his salt should know how to lead a woman across a dance floor."
Emma's lips curved slightly. "Smart woman."
"She also said I'd never find a wife if I didn't learn proper table manners and stop putting frogs in my cousin Ashlyn's bed, so I'm not sure all her advice was solid."
That got a real smile. "You put frogs in your cousin's bed?"
"She deserved it. She told everyone at school I still wet the bed."
"Did you?"
"That's not the point."
Emma's laugh made my chest tight. God, I'd already missed that sound.
"Focus, people!" Madame Beaumont called. "Mr. Wellington, what did I say about dipping?"
Dick had his partner bent nearly parallel to the floor. "But she likes it! Don't you, sugar?"
Emerson looked longingly toward Theo, lips twisted in a grimace.
"Perhaps we should try something simpler," Madame Beaumont said. "Everyone, trade partners. Let's see how you do with someone new."
Before I could protest, Richard Wellington appeared at Emma's side. "May I?"
Emma hesitated, but we couldn't exactly refuse without making a scene. I watched as he swept her away, his hand settling on her back in a way that made me see red for a moment.
It’s just the fucking dance, James. It’s where his hand is supposed to be…
Dick's abandoned partner ended up with me, while Dick himself somehow managed to snag her sister, Claudia. The music started again, and I tried to focus on the steps while keeping Emma in my peripheral vision.
"Your girl's quite talented," Richard said, loud enough for me to hear. "So much potential. It would be a shame to see it go to waste."
Emma's spine stiffened. "I'm not sure what you mean."
"Just that someone in your position should be careful about their... associations. The wrong partner can drag you down, you know."
I nearly missed a step, my hands tightening on my partner. What the hell was he getting at?
"Change partners!" Madame Beaumont called.
This time I ended up with Lily, while Emma got paired with Theo. At least he kept a respectful distance, unlike Richard.
"You okay?" Lily asked as we moved through the steps. "You look like you're plotting murder."
"Just trying not to step on your feet."
She smiled knowingly. "You know, Emma's different with you. Happier."
"She doesn't seem very happy right now."
"That's because she's scared. Our mom..." Lily hesitated. "Let's just say relationships in our family have a complicated history. Emma takes longer to trust people because of it."
I thought about my own trust issues, about how letting someone in felt like handing them a loaded gun and hoping they wouldn't pull the trigger.
"What if I'm not good enough for her?" The words slipped out before I could stop them.
Lily's expression softened. "The fact that you're worried about that is exactly why you are."
"Partners, switch!" Madame Beaumont called.
This time I got Charity, who immediately pressed herself against me in a way that had nothing to do with proper dance form.
"You know," she purred, "if you ever get tired of slumming it..."
I carefully pushed her body off of mine, eyes darting to Emma in hopes she wasn’t watching this. "Emma is amazing,” I said firmly. “As far as I’m concerned, ‘slumming it’ would be taking you up on your offer.”
She laughed. "Please. That little mouse? I've seen how she looks at you—like she's terrified you'll break her heart. Is that really what you want? Someone so... fragile?"
I was saved from getting angry enough to make a scene by another partner change. Finally, Emma was back in my arms where she belonged.
"You okay?" I asked quietly. "What did Richard say to you?"
"Nothing important." But she wouldn't meet my eyes. “What was Charity saying?”
“Nothing important,” I echoed. “But I told her she could get lost, because I was already happy with you.”
“James…”
The music swelled, and I pulled her closer despite her resistance. "I miss you," I whispered against her hair.
She trembled slightly. "Don't."
"Why not?"
"Because... because I can't think straight when you're this close."
I smiled against her temple. "Good. Maybe we’ve both been doing too much thinking. Too much making simple things complicated. Maybe we should just?—"
"Mr. Carter!" Madame Beaumont's voice cracked like a whip. "I am happy you’re not acting like this is a middle school dance, but I also won’t have any women getting pregnant on my dance floor! Find the balance, people!”
Emma tried to step back, but I kept her close. "Sorry, Madame. I got lost in the music."
"The music," she muttered. "Of course. And I suppose the music is also why your hand keeps sliding lower?"
Emma's eyes widened as she realized where my hand had drifted. She stomped on my foot—hard.
"Oops," she said sweetly. "I got lost in the music too."
I was still laughing when Madame Beaumont called the lesson to an end. The others filed out, but I caught Emma's arm before she could escape.
"We need to talk."
"I know… but I want to make sure I give this more thought. I’m not ready to talk about everything yet. Soon, I promise ." She tried to pull away, but I held firm.
"Not about us. This is about the Wellingtons. I found something?—"
"There you are!" Dick's voice made us both jump. "Emma, dear, father wants a word about the ceremony setup."
Emma shot me an apologetic look before following Dick out. I watched her go, the weight of what I'd discovered sitting heavy in my chest.
I had to tell her the truth about the Wellingtons.
But first, I had to figure out how to get her to stay in the same room with me long enough to listen.