Chapter 48 Elijah #2
I don’t know how much more I can take. My body trembles as his tongue lathers up the underside of my dick. I feel a rush of euphoria spread as I buck my hips into his mouth.
“I can’t hold on. Fuck, it’s too much,” I suck in a breath.
Tobias clearly doesn’t care as he only pushes his finger in deeper, curling it perfectly to brush against that lovely spot inside.
“I’m—I’m gonna come—” I grab the blankets above his head, gripping tight as the rush takes over. Spasms rock through me, as the pleasure climbs my back and drags me under. My dick pulses in his throat, and he eagerly swallows every drop, curling his fingers to milk me just the way he knows.
Softly rolling me onto my back, I melt into a blissful haze as he settles on top of me. He presses gentle kisses along my jawline, tracing a path slowly down my neck.
“You did so well,” he says softly, trailing his fingers down my chest.
“Mmm, that’s my line.” I smile, threading my fingers through his hair.
I feel him reach out beside us onto the ground, before I hear the cap of the lube bottle we keep stashed beside us pop open.
I bite my bottom lip as I watch him pour a healthy amount onto his fingertips.
Moving my legs up, he helps me press my knees to my chest. His eyes look down at my opening and I see the hunger turn his blue eyes to black.
One thing, out of many things, that amazes me about Tobias is this side of him right here.
The undeniable, unapologetic side. The side that he can’t contain.
It’s mesmerizing.
“Anything, Angel.” I urge, watching his eyes fixate on my ass.
He swallows deeply, his hands squeezing the backs of my thighs. “God, you’re so fucking beautiful,” he breathes out, his voice husky and used. He hoists my legs up further and drops his face down to my ass. I gasp as his warm tongue explores me, lathering me up like I’m a feast.
“Shhhit.” I moan, scrunching my hands in his hair. My ass clenches and releases as I feel his tongue enter me, opening me up slowly. My breathing turns ragged and it’s not long before I realize my dick has grown thick once again against my stomach.
Wrapping my hand around the base of my cock, I start pumping myself slowly.
Tobias takes notice. I can feel his eyes burning into my dick, watching as my hips jerk and twitch as he has his way with me.
His pointer finger works in tandem with his tongue until I can’t tell which is which. All I know is I feel stretched, teased, and so beyond needy.
“Come here, please—” I whimper, nearly pulling out his hair in an effort to come fuck me.
Tobias obliges, climbing up my body and positioning his dick at my edge. I take a deep breath in as his eyes remain on mine.
Taking me in one swift swoop, he slips his cock inside me. Not to the hilt, but just enough to have my back arching and my toes curling.
“Oh fuck, oh fuck!” I cry out. He drops his chest down to mine, wrapping me up in his arms, as he pumps into me steadily.
“I’ve got you. I’ve got you,” he repeats softly, kissing gently at the edge of my lips.
I know he does. He always does.
And as he sinks further inside me, pressing himself against my prostate over and over again until my eyes roll back, I know right here and now I’ll never want anything less than this. This is my happy place. Tobias is everything good in this world, and once you’ve had the best—
“Hold your breath for me, baby,” he says, placing his hands on my shoulders.
I do as I’m told, bracing for impact as he looks down at his lubed up cock, slipping it out of my hole before he slams it back into me.
I cough out and whimper as the pressure starts to build all over again. Seizing my legs, he keeps me upright and steady as he thrusts himself into me over and over again.
“Shit, it’s too much—” I gasp, squeezing my eyes shut.
He presses against me, his lips grazing my temple. “Look at me while you take it,” he murmurs, his ring dangling and tickling my chest.
He’s fucking me so well that when I force my eyes open, they cross—maybe borderline embarrassing, but I don’t care.
This is fucking transcendent.
And I needed it so damn badly.
“You think you can give me another one?” His gaze locked on mine, making it impossible to look away.
I nod quickly, searching for words but coming up speechless. “Mmmph—”
“Good. Because I can’t get enough of you.” His thrusts grow erratic, each one harder than the last, fingers digging into the sheets beneath us. Our breaths come in shallow, rapid gasps, mingling in the heated space between us.
My cock is trapped between us, friction building perfectly against my tip with every thrust.
“Oh, fuck! T…I’m—” I tense, shivering as I come hands-free, white spurts coating both our stomachs in the aftermath.
His voice is husky and raw as he thrusts every spurt out of me. “Come with me, baby. Comewith—fffuck—” His words dissolve into incoherent rambling as I feel his warmth pour deep inside me. His hands grip my hair, groaning into my shoulder.
I hold him close, feeling the warmth of my release trickle down my side, pooling softly on the sheets beneath us.
Oops.
He doesn’t seem to notice, rocking his hips gently as his ragged breaths begin to ease.
“Shit, E.” He turns my face to the left and lays several kisses under my ear. “You’re so perfect for me.”
I bite my lip, heat warming my cheeks as he covers me in even more love and kisses. As if he really can’t get enough of me. I know I can’t get enough of him. I never will.
“Let’s just stay like this. Right here.” I smile, running my hand up and down his back.
“Mmm, I like that idea.” He nuzzles into me, covering my whole body with his own. Dick still inside of me, pants bundled by his ankles, but he doesn’t seem to care. We’re naked, slick and wet, and it’s absolutely perfect.
Soft music plays in the corner of the room as we lie there, completely intertwined, the night sky shining down on us. His fingers slowly entwine with mine, and we bask in complete bliss.
I can see it’s just starting to snow as white flurries start to collect on the edges of the window pane above us.
My heart starts to pound in my chest as thoughts start to bounce around in my mind. Something in my chest aches. Words I need to say bubbling to the surface. They tumble out of my mouth before I can stop them. Not like I’d want to.
“Tobias,” I whisper gently. My voice comes out a little more shakily than I plan it to.
His head springs up as his eyes immediately dart all over my face. “You okay? Did I hurt you?” He looks down, softly pulling himself out of me, but I grab him, to hold him close.
“No, no. You’re good. You didn’t hurt me.” I bite my lip, trying not to smile too hard.
Emotions well up inside of me, and I can see him notice. His hand reaches up and wipes away a tear that drips from the corner of my eye.
His eyes glisten. “Talk to me.” He begs, threading his hand through my hair at my temples. “You can tell me anything, E. You know that.”
I lick my lips. Swallowing deeply, I muster up the courage to say what I’ve been needing to say.
“Seeing you fall through that ice was the scariest moment in my entire life.” I begin.
I see his shoulder loosen. “Oh, E. I know and I’m so sorry—”
I shake my head. “No, it’s just…in that moment, I realized something. I don’t want to do life without you. Ever. It’s not an option for me. I can’t imagine a future for me without you in it.”
His eyes search mine and I lift my hand up to cup the back of his neck.
“You are the most magnificent person I’ve ever met. You’re kind and your soul is so damn pure.” I squeeze his neck hard, wishing and praying he’s really listening to me right now. “You’re my whole world, T. You know that, right?”
A smile pulls at the corner of his lips. “Yeah, E. I think I do.”
A small laugh comes out as I shake my head. “No. You’ll never truly know the extent of my feelings for you.” I unclasp the black necklace he wears around his neck and he gasps as the ring attached falls onto my chest.
“B–but how could you when I’m so…messed up?” He stutters, sitting up.
I sit up too, scooting in close to him. “I know you may struggle with seeing it, but I don’t.
Shitty things happen in life, Angel. Things go wrong.
People die. But…” I breathe out a tiny, shaky exhale.
“Amidst everything…through it all…there’s you.
Like a beacon of light in the darkness. A reminder that life…
isn’t so bad. It’s actually pretty incredible.
Tobias looks at me with tears in his eyes. His lips quiver, and hell, so are mine.
“I see how incredible you are, and if it takes the rest of our life for me to show you…I’m prepared for that.
I’m looking forward to it.” I hold up the ring in my hand.
His eyes widening as he looks at it like it’s for the first time.
“I gave you this after we lost someone so special to us both.” I swallow deeply.
Tobias wraps his hand around mine as we both look down at the silver ring.
“And you’ve held onto it like armor, which I love.
But I think it’s more like a sword than armor—a reminder of how strong you are.
How strong we are. No matter what we go through…
our love will always win.” I take his hand in mine.
“I think…it’s about time you start wearing this where it’s meant to be.
” Before I slide the ring on, I look at him.
“If that’s okay with you.” I hold my breath. “Will you marry me, Tobias?”
Please say yes.
He sucks in a breath, his eyes darting from mine to the ring at his fingertip.
“You—you want me?” His eyebrows pinch, making my heart swell.
“Are you kidding me? You’re all I’ve ever wanted. It’s always been you. It will always be you.”
He doesn’t answer right away. Just presses his forehead to mine, breathing me in like it’s the only proof he needs.
I see the questions raking through his brain. He’s scared but he loves me. I know he does. I feel it in every kiss. In every touch. I know what we have is real.
Finally, he lets out a shaky laugh through the tears spilling down his nose and onto the blankets below us. “Yes. Of course, yes.”
My heart thuds against my chest in excitement as I shakily slip the ring up his ring finger.
The perfect fit.
Hoisting me up on his lap effortlessly, I lock my legs around his waist.
“I can’t believe this.” He laughs against my lips. I laugh too, shaking but purely out of happiness.
“You’re mine, baby.” I squeeze him in my arms harder than I ever have before. “I’m so damn lucky.”
I can feel him suck in a shaky breath as he clings hard to me.
“You really want me. Forever.” His voice shakes as his fingers dig into my skin.
“Forever.” I kiss him softly at the corner of his mouth. “And ever after that.” I kiss him on his forehead.
And I continue, burning soft little promises into each kiss. Just like the first promise we ever made to each other.
Promises that’ll never be broken, because we both know how certain they are.
How infinite.