Chapter Ten #3
“Initiating. I was dominant with you the last two times. I knew drunk Mason loved it, calling me sir like a little freak, but I needed to know you wanted it. Really fully wanted it, and me. Apparently, you do.” He smirked.
“You’re just a slut for this big cock, sober, drunk, in charge, or as my sub. What can I say?”
I pulled his nipple hair.
“Ow! Fuck!” He laughed.
“You’re not wrong, though,” I said. “I’ve jerked off a million times imaging fucking some twink—”
“What’s a twink?”
“A young, skinny, kinda fem gay guy.” He nodded. “But what we’ve done is better than my fantasies. By a lot. I think that’s hard to do.”
“It is, and I agree. I didn’t let myself think about being with a guy for most of my marriage. But once in a while, the gay tabs on porn sites were too hard to resist, and I’d end up busting to a thumbnail of just some naked guy.” He laughed.
“Well, if we already know it’s going to happen again, that there’s no stopping it, why don’t we just give into it? Go all in on exploring man-sex with each other on an ongoing basis. I live alone, so it’s not like we’d need to sneak around.”
Alec smiled. “I like that idea. Something stable and ongoing, letting us both scratch an itch we were never able to, in private. Discover what it is to fuck guys and each other’s bodies.”
“Yeah, exactly. No one will have to know. No one knows where I live, and I don’t speak to my neighbors as it is. It’ll be fun.”
Alec chuckled and looked my face up and down. “I can host, too. And since I’ll be sleeping in my car, we can fuck anywhere we want!” He laughed, making light of something I’m sure he didn’t find funny.
“I thought you were moving into a hotel for the time being?”
“I am, yeah. But finances are not the best right now, and the only one that takes points is ninety minutes from the office. So my shit will be there, but I know me. I’ll end up sleeping in my car and showering at the gym.”
“That’s fucking dumb, Alec. Come stay with me. I have a second bedroom. We just said you’re coming over to fuck me, so let’s bunk up. If for no other reason than easier access to my cock and butt.” I chuckled. “It’ll be fun.”
“No way, man. That’s… no. We’re already on such thin fucking ice. Staying with you would be… yeah, no.”
“Thin ice, how?”
“We’re cuddling naked after giving each other head. I’m technically your manager. If anyone found out, we’d both be fired, or at least reassigned, and our bonuses cut.”
“That’s my point! How would anyone find out? Do you think anyone would ever imagine we’re fucking? No one and I mean no one, would suspect that you’re slipping it to me while I give you shelter. You sure as hell don’t give off gay vibes. And I don’t either.”
He eyed me, then looked away, smirking. “I had an inkling.”
“Fuck off.”
“No, really. It’s what sparked my interest to begin with. Otherwise, you were very much in the platonic male-friend-and-colleague category.”
“Wait, wait, wait, what? Are you joking?” my face reddened with an embarrassment I wasn’t familiar with.
“Nope.”
“How?!”
“Just the way you looked at me sometimes. Thought it was respect or admiration at first, but a straight guy can only have so much respect and admiration for another guy’s bulge.
” He laughed. I didn’t. “Which was cyclical ‘cause noticing you notice it made me a little hard, which made my bulge bigger, and you stare harder.” He laughed again.
“Fucking hell, are you kidding me right now? Fuuuuck.” The embarrassment and heat on my cheeks got worse. “Do you think the others saw me checking you out?”
“I don’t know. Well… if they did, I would’ve heard about it. Lisa would’ve told me to put my package away because my Jr. Rep. was salivating. So no, probably not. But I did. It’s my crotch.”
“Jesus. That’s terrible.” I buried my head in his chest and laughed in mortification. “I’m a freaking creep.”
He pulled my face up. “You’re not. If I’m being honest, I thought you had dick envy or something.
But then, one time, we were at happy hour, and I thought you were flirting with some guy, and I made the connection.
But you weren’t, and I didn’t think about it again until you told me you had a three-way with a guy once.
” Alec caressed my hair. “That’s when it clicked.
I was like, oh shit, this kid is actually into me.
But I still couldn’t believe it, you know?
” His hand fell away. “I wanted to touch you so bad when we messed around that first time but I was scared you’d regret it come the morning. ”
I remembered that night. Not the guy’s name, but his adorable face, great body, and fantastic ass.
Had I known then how much fun man-sex was, I would’ve fucked him.
Hard. There was a part of me that was glad I didn’t, and that most of my male-on-male experiences were with Alec. But still, what a damn shame.
“I didn’t regret it. Maybe felt weird about it, but like… that’s expected.”
He laughed. “I hear that. Weird is an understatement. But not bad.” His smile faded. “Really, really, not bad.”
“Nope. Not bad at all.”
We stared at each other for a few moments. He kissed me without sex but full of affection. I almost liked it better.
I caressed his face and looked into his eyes. “I’m serious. Stay with me when we get back. Just for a few days. Just while you’re moving out. Or until you find something. You’ll have your own room and a personal cock sucker and semen dispenser while you do.”
He took my hand and kissed my knuckle, even more affectionately than before.
“Ok. Just while I move out. A day or two. That’s it.”
“Then we’ll have forty-eight hours for you to fuck my ass as many times as you want. Sir.”
“You’re such a freak, Blackwood.”
We both laughed, and he grabbed me. We tussled on the bed, ending up with my head on his chest while he lay on his back. He kissed the top of my head, and I played with his stomach hair.
“Let’s watch a movie. And you’re sleeping in this bed tonight,” I said to his navel.
“I’ve got more work to do. You sat on me in the middle of an important email.”
“No, you do not. You’ll be up early, anyway. Finish it then.”
“Fine. But no porn. They deduct it from your paycheck.”
“I wasn’t gonna, but… How do you know?” I asked, looking up and suppressing a laugh.
“I was alone in the field for a long time. Sometimes hotel porn is naughtier than the internet.” He chuckled.
“Fair,” I said and finagled the covers from under us to over us and snuggled into him.
I chose a free movie I’d seen before, hoping for it to lull me to sleep while he was my pillow.
Alec stayed there, playing with my hair and kissing my head every once in a while.
I was in and out for some time. When I was more out than in, Alec carefully moved me and got up to slip underwear on and do some work.
I liked that he waited for me to fall asleep, even if I wasn’t, but wished he would’ve stayed naked.
I fell asleep scared he wouldn’t return, but I woke up as he got back into bed, curling his body to mine to be my big spoon.