Epilogue

December

Christmas had come to London again.

I couldn’t walk down the street any more without drifting though repeating spheres of festive music blaring from shop fronts. A constant pattern of crescendo and diminuendo of much beloved anthems spanning the past forty years, with no one getting sick of them yet.

Mum and Dad were spending the festive season in the Maldives. They’d offered for me to come with them, but since they were also calling it their unofficial second honeymoon, I’d taken a hard pass.

Becka had given me the option of going home to Oakland with her, and though I had been briefly tempted, there was something enticing about the idea of having the holiday to myself.

After the year I’d had, it felt peaceful to know that I had an entire three week period off, with no expectations from anyone.

Jihoon had called a few times. I hadn’t answered. I hadn’t known how to. I wasn’t ready. I had sent him a message saying as much. I’d debated ignoring him altogether, but I feared he might do something drastic, like show up at my door, so I’d mitigated the threat.

I’m not ready. Please respect that.

So far, he had.

It had been a week or so since I’d sent the message. Now I was pretending like life had gone back to normal.

I had some pretty solid plans to reorganise my kitchen, and there were some shows on at the West End that I’d been promising myself I’d check out.

I’d already gotten a head start on one of the things I’d planned.

My condiment cupboard was looking pretty damn organised.

I’d also recently made headway a little further from home.

After Mum had told me the name of my biological father, I’d done some digging.

It hadn’t been hard, as it turned out.

I’d known the name of the school she’d worked in before I was born, and the village. I’d networked with a colleague I’d worked with back at The Loop who had a particular interest in genealogy, and together we’d been able to find Ryo’s family.

His full name was Ryo Fujiwara.

We weren’t able to find any recent information about him, but it had been enough.

On my way home from the post office, I treated myself to an iced coffee from the tiny, trendy cafe down the street from my flat.

The barista looked at me strangely when I asked for an iced drink. It was sleeting outside – icy, little daggers that didn’t have the courtesy to turn into soft, puffy bits of snow.

I never had broken myself out of the iced coffee habit I’d picked up in Seoul. Not that I had tried very hard.

I’d just toed off my shoes when my watch vibrated with my alarm. Briefly looking down, I saw I had a few minutes before my video call.

While my laptop was waking up, I pulled off my outer layers and made myself comfortable at my desk.

At ten on the dot, my laptop received an incoming call.

“Miss Thompson. You look well.”

“Director. Thank you, as do you. Although I do have to admit that while it is good to see you again, I’ve been trying to figure out all week why you wanted to arrange this meeting with me.”

Kang Jihye, Director of Creative Production at ENT, looked the same as she had when I’d last laid eyes on her. Shrewd, but not unkind. Calculating, but open. In other words, someone extremely good at her job.

She laughed. “Yes, I imagine it had been a bit of a mystery. Allow me to be frank.”

I wondered if she was capable of being any other way.

“GVibes are set to go on tour in a couple of months.”

I nodded. The tour had been announced. It was mammoth.

“ENT wants to put together a biographical to show the group in a setting the fans don’t normally get to see.

We already have plans for a feature-length show, as well as several print options.

We’re assembling a group of writers to cover the tour.

We want you to come along as one of the embedded journalists. ”

Director Kang watched me expectantly. Either because she expected an immediate answer, or because she particularly enjoyed seeing the expressions on people’s faces when she struck them dumb with the wildest, most mind-blowing propositions.

It was several long moments before I could do anything more than blink, or gape, at her. Eventually, I let out a slow breath and said, “I’m sorry, did you just ask me to go on tour with GVibes, and document the entire thing?”

She gave a delicate little shrug.

“Essentially. Miss Thompson, I’ve been watching your career with interest. As I said, I would,” she inclined her head. “I always suspected you would do well, and I am pleased to know I was not wrong.”

My head was beginning to spin.

“So when the topic of tour coverage came up recently as a way to re-mobilise the fandom, which has slipped somewhat due to the member’s relative inactivity in recent years, I floated your name across the table.

I had expected to have to argue your case,” she said with a wry smile, “but as soon as I pointed out that you were a former ENT staffer, the conversation was remarkably short. Your previous employment gives you a rare kind of trust, Miss Thompson. This offer is not one we make lightly.”

“How long do I have to think it over?” I asked, only slightly faintly.

“The first week of January,” she replied. “Sooner would be better.”

“Yes,” I said, firmly.

“Good, I will await your response –”

“No, sorry,” I interrupted apologetically. “Yes. My answer. It’s yes.”

A dizzying sense of excitement shot through me. This was the kind of assignment people spent their entire careers chasing.

My mind whirred with possibilities, the doors this would open for me, the bylines. No more being called ‘the intern’ when people thought I couldn’t hear them.

This would be my mark.

My lease was up soon anyway, and I knew I could take a leave of absence from Frequency, or, if not… this opportunity was bigger than anything I’d ever been offered. It would be worth it.

Director Kang nodded, as if she’d expected nothing less.

“There’s just one more thing, Miss Thompson,” she said. “Your Korean?” She switched languages effortlessly, not giving me any warning.

I huffed a quiet laugh before I responded, switching to Korean just as easily. “I kept up with my lessons, Director-nim.”

A smile crept across her face, wide and genuine.

“Joheun.” Good.

The End

of book three.

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