Chapter 25
The Considering
Harper
“Mom?” I walk into my house after spending the afternoon playing in the pool with the guys. It didn’t take much to break the tension. Jack grabbed me and jumped into the pool with me in his arms. Then we all acted like children with the beach ball.
Of course, they put me on their shoulders a lot. There was plenty of kissing and touching, but nothing overtly sexual.
“In here,” Mom calls from the family room. She smiles when I enter the room. The TV is paused in the middle of an episode of Love is Blind.
“What have you been up to all day?” she asks.
I sit in the chair across from the couch, twisting the ring on my finger. “Movies and swimming mostly.”
“Have you picked one guy or still playing the field?” Raising a quizzical brow, she sets the pillow on her lap to the side.
“I guess playing the field.” I shrug and take off my shoes to put my feet up on the chair.
They don’t seem to want me to choose, and I don’t want just one of them.
I want them all. “I don’t see a reason right now to hang out with just one of them, and they don’t mind hanging out with me all together. ”
Mom nods thoughtfully. “How very mature of you all.”
“I don’t think playing keep away with a beach ball is very mature.
” I smile, remembering Caden stalking me through the pool until I could get rid of the damned thing.
Of course, it turned out he wasn’t stalking the ball and pressed me against the corner of the pool to kiss me until I damn near forgot what we were doing.
“I’m glad you’re getting out of the house more.” Mom turns off the TV.
“Kenz is busy with her boyfriend. I’m actually making new friends at school, but I’m afraid their intentions might not be on the up and up.” I fold my hands together in my lap. Both the girls and Tanner have ulterior motives to want to get close to me.
“Trying to hang out with the only cool kid in school?” Mom grins.
“Trying to hang out with the kid the cool guys hang out with is more like it.” I sigh. “It’s not an issue, and I’ll deal with it if it becomes one. And I always have Kenz… and you.”
“Nice save there.” Mom folds the blanket and puts it on the back of the couch. “I’ve got to leave for work soon. You sure you don’t want to stay at a friend’s house?”
I bite my lip. I know the guys are hoping I’ll stay with them tonight, but honestly I could use some me time.
A little time to myself to think about what I want and to process all that’s happened.
“I think I’ll be fine here, but if I end up going somewhere, I’ll let you know.
The guys and I are going to have dinner with Luke’s dad. I’m not sure how long that will last.”
Mom grabs the pendant around her neck and rubs it. Something she does when she’s nervous or agitated. “William Foster?”
“Yeah.” I shrug, not really looking forward to sitting at the table with Luke’s dad. If Luke is bad, he had to get that from his father. After all, that’s the only influence in his life.
“Be on your best behavior. He’s got a lot of influence around town and serves on the board of directors at the hospital.” Mom blows out a breath.
“I wasn’t planning on making a nuisance of myself.” I raise an eyebrow at her behavior. What is going on with her? “Is there something I should know?”
“No,” Mom says too quickly. “I need to get ready for work.” Mom walks toward the stairs. “Maybe you should stay with a friend tonight or have someone stay with you?”
“Maybe. I’ll let you know.”
She nods and disappears upstairs.
The more she harps on me being alone, the more nervous I am.
I remember the last time she worked nights all too well.
The fear and terror when someone pranked our house.
But if I’m with the guys, I’ll feel safe and probably have multiple orgasms. The orgasms must be turning my brain to mush and making me crave them.
I’m beginning to really want to experience that next step. Their fingers and tongues are amazing, but there’s this fire inside they can’t seem to put out. I love the way their cocks fill my mouth. I’m definitely curious how it will feel to have them inside me.
But I can’t shake the worry.
I head to my room and change into a nice respectable dress, cream with little blue and green flowers on it. Curl my hair. A pair of strappy sandals on my feet. I even put on some light makeup. My hand shakes a little while I apply it.
I’m actually nervous about meeting Luke’s dad. My hands feel clammy.
Mom stops in my doorway. “You look pretty tonight.”
“Thanks.” I take in her scrubs. “Good luck at work.”
“I’m not looking forward to night shifts, and this week is a full moon too so all the crazies will be out.
” Mom leans against the doorjamb. “Call if you need anything. Bob and Fran have your number and know you’ll be here on your own.
So if you decide to have someone over, let them know so they don’t call the police. ”
“Bob will bring his bat, but I still have my pinata stick.” I reach beside my bed and grab my purple and pink ribboned weapon. “I’m zombie apocalypse ready.”
“Let’s hope neither of you have to use them.” Mom holds out her arms for a hug. I step into them, taking in the smell of her coconut shampoo. “You stay safe. I love you.”
“Love you too, Mom.” I squeeze her back.
She releases me and shakes her head. “I’m going to kill whoever is in charge of scheduling.”
“If you kill them, at least I’m eighteen and won’t have to go into foster care.” I wink.
“There is that. See you later.”
I listen as Mom leaves and then grab my purse and head downstairs to wait for my ride. They insisted someone bring me tonight.
A knock at the door sets my heart to racing. I’ve basically spent all weekend with them. I shouldn’t get excited to see them after only an hour of being away from them.
When I open the door, Eli stands on my steps. He looks good in a dark blue shirt and black slacks. I search beyond him, but it’s only Eli.
“They trust you to pick me up alone.” I give him a doubtful smile.
“We’re on a tight schedule, so there’s not much I can do.” He backs me into the house. “Is your mom home?”
Not much he can do? I raise an eyebrow. “She left for work about fifteen minutes ago.”
He closes the door behind him.
“That dress is very pretty.” Eli’s gaze sweeps over me as he closes in on me.
“Thanks.” I hold it out to the side. “I’ve had it for years and thought it would be appropriate for a parent dinner.”
He backs me up more until I’m pressed against the island. His dark eyes burn with a fire that lights me up. “Show me your panties, kitten.”
Rolling my eyes, I lift my skirt. “I’m keeping my panties. I’m going to run out if you all keep taking them.”
These are my favorite. White and lacy.
Eli turns me to face the island and grabs the sides of my panties to lower them, but only down to my thighs. I’m already wet. My body can’t help but respond to his closeness.
“Eli, what are you doing?”
“Keep your dress up, kitten. I’d hate to stain it.” The sound of his zipper is loud in the quiet house. “Don’t worry, we’ll be quick.”
I look over my shoulder at him stroking his cock. A surge of lust races through me. Along with a tinge of fear. They all said they’ll wait for me to be ready, but he’s here alone.
“Palms on the island.” Eli closes in on me, and I feel his cock against my bare ass. Heat boils within me rapidly. With me turned this way, it means he’s not going for a blow job. Butterflies flutter through my stomach.
“We should—” I begin to turn, but he holds my hips. His thumbs dig in a little rough, forcing a gasp from my lips.
“My cock won’t penetrate you, kitten. Promise. But I want to play.”
Inhaling, I put my hands on the island. He trails his hand over my hip, wrapping around to slip between my thighs. He sweeps his fingers over my clit and presses inside. Sparks flood my system. My head hangs as the now familiar rush of arousal flows over me.
“So fucking wet, kitten. I could fuck you right now. Fill you with my cum. All during dinner, you could feel my cum dampening your panties.”
Wetness flows out of me to coat his fingers.
“You like being a naughty kitten, don’t you?” He removes his fingers from me, and his cock slides between my thighs and presses between my pussy lips, rubbing against my clit. “Hold still, kitten. I don’t want to accidentally take what you’ll give us willingly.”
I press my hands into the counter as he slowly slides his cock back and forth between my thighs, rubbing my clit with every stroke, building the fire within me. My panties around my thighs keep me from spreading my legs wider to feel it more.
Eli slides his hand between us and slips his fingers inside my pussy. He doesn’t move them, just holds them there as he thrusts his cock back and forth over my clit. Our breathing comes out heavy. My head hangs between my arms.
“Eli?” I whisper as I get close.
“Let go, kitten. I want to feel you come all over my cock.” Eli quickens his pace and with his fingers still in my pussy, I explode.
He grabs a napkin from the counter and holds it in front of his cock as he comes, careful not to get any cum on my dress. Sliding out from between my thighs, he kisses the nape of my neck.
“Bend over.”
Using a chair to balance on, I bend over. He lowers himself onto one knee and licks all the wetness from my pussy. My breathing is still chaotic, and I can feel the edge shifting closer again.
When he thrusts his finger inside me, I cry out and push back against his hand, aching for release.
“Shh. Don’t come again until later tonight.” He curls his finger, hitting that spot inside me that lights me up.
Closing my legs around his hand, I moan to keep from coming again.
“Good kitten.” He straightens and withdraws his finger. When he licks his finger, a pulse ripples through my pussy. “Pull up your panties and drop your skirt.”
I do as he says, and he walks to the sink to wash his hands.
My pussy throbs empty. Fuck, I won’t make it long as a virgin around these guys. I’m questioning why I’m holding out. We’ve pretty much done everything except the act. It’s just one more way to come.
Butterflies rush through me.
Eli draws me into his arms and kisses me, winding me up until I squirm against him. He lifts his mouth from mine and stares down into my eyes. “You need it, don’t you, kitten?”
I whimper, wondering if he’ll make me come if I ask.
“Good.” He holds my chin in his hand and meets my eyes.
“Waiting for it will make it even better later when I fuck your mouth with my cock while Luke sucks your pretty pussy into his mouth and Caden thrusts his fingers into your needy cunt. Nico and Jack can suck on your pert breasts until you come so hard you see stars.”
I clench my thighs against the pulse of need that flows through me.
He traces my lips with his finger one last time and then leads me outside to get into his car. The ride to Luke’s house isn’t very far. I take a few deep breaths to calm myself down.
“What would be different if I weren’t a virgin?” I know his words will just turn me on more, but I want to hear it.
At the stop sign, he glances at me. His smile is pure evil. “Your cunt would be full of our cum all the time. I would have taken your pussy against the counter while my fingers rode your clit instead of my cock pressed against it.”
I cross my legs against the ache. I want to know. I need to hear it. “What about later?”
“Are you trying to rile me up, kitten? Because if you want, I can pull over and take your virginity so later we can fully play with you.”
My eyes widen. That would definitely lead to me being punished. Luke wouldn’t like that. “No. I’m just curious.”
“Curious kitten,” he murmurs as he turns the car.
“You guys seem satisfied with taking my mouth, so what will change?” I clasp my hands in my lap and wait.
Eli sighs. “Instead of servicing one of us or three if you use your hands, you can get us all off while we get you off. It’s not a time saver really so much as more satisfying to fill you with our cum and then do it all over again and again.”
I take a huge breath in. “What if I’m not good at it?”
Eli chuckles darkly. “Practice makes perfect, kitten. And we intend to practice a lot until you get it just right.”