Chapter Thirty-Two
CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
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My brows furrow as I look between the doorway and the rigid alpha. Restrain him? To stop him from going after my brother? My omega urges me to comfort Nebula, but when I start to move closer he uses his bark to stop me.
“Don’t. If you come closer, the fraying control I have over my instincts will snap and I’ll go into a rut.” He bites the words out like it physically pains him to speak.
My teeth sink into my cheek as I struggle to maintain my own hold on my instincts. It’s difficult because my omega swears this is the perfect time to claim our mate. But are we ready for that? To complete the bond he started during my heat spike last week?
I can’t think straight enough to make a decision like that. A cloud hangs around my head, making my thoughts foggy. These men are the tether keeping me from getting lost in the devastation tonight brought into my heart.
My brother’s plan is a level of fucked up I never imagined he would go to. I guess expecting any decency from a man who willingly went to Doctor Harrison to undergo a black market knot removal surgery was a stretch, but to attempt to force me to bond with Senator Pierson’s son so I can bear a Pierson-Montgomery heir is unbelievably disgusting.
“Oh, gorgeous, you are in for a show tonight!” Nexus drawls, distracting me from my darkening thoughts. He edges toward his alpha mate while Callisto slowly scoots behind me on the bed. Cal is careful not to touch me, but he’s close enough I can feel the heat from his body at my back.
Part of me wants to sink against him, but logic reminds me that seeing me with another male–even his mate–could trigger Nebula.
Titan returns a moment later holding several lengths of rope in his massive palms. Realization strikes me, sparking a burst of my perfume and a matching blush. Nebula meant restraint like bondage. Is he really going to let another alpha tie him up?
He must sense the doubt in my gaze, moving to fist his arms behind his back. “I’ll do whatever it takes to keep you safe, babygirl. From your asshole brother, and from me.”
I watch, enraptured as Titan winds the black rope around his shoulders and down to his forearms. It’s a slow process, but Neb seems to relax after his arms are secure. I’m sure he could still reach me if his rut kicked in. It would just take a lot of shuffling or lunging.
“Shit,” Titan swears. He follows the curse with a grunt of apology seconds before he rips Nebula’s t-shirt in half. More perfume leaks into the room, making them all groan. “You smell like the sweetest treat, firefly.”
Drool pools in my mouth as he finishes tearing the shirt fragments away. Over the past month, I’ve gotten to see all four of them shirtless on countless occasions. It doesn’t matter if it’s the first time or the millionth, I doubt I’ll ever get used to how attractive they are.
Nebula is the most sculpted of them all with a broad chest and thick biceps. His lean stomach isn’t as toned as the others, but the lack of ridged abs suits his strong-man physique.
I startle when Callisto closes the space between us and presses against my back. Lost watching Titan work, I’d forgotten my beta mate was hovering patiently behind me. His hard length presses against my ass as he shifts, subtly grinding against me.
We watch Nebula across from us, our breath held as we wait to see how he will react. His eyes are trained on me. They’re so dark they almost look black, but he only clenches his jaw tight when Callisto’s hands slip across my shoulders and down the front of my body to pull off my hoodie.
Nexus scoots closer, his fingers dipping beneath the top of Nebula’s sweatpants. Bit by bit he inches them down to the alpha’s knees, leaving him in a pair of black boxer-briefs that do little to hide exactly how hard he is.
Titan helps Nebula shift so they can pull his sweats and boxers off. He settles back on the bed, his legs spread wide enough for Nex to fit between them, displaying his beautiful, girthy cock and already swelling knot.
When more of my perfume filters into the air, Nebula’s dark eyes snap to mine. The hunger there threatens to undo me. To rip apart any reservation I have left about belonging to him. I’m seconds away from crawling across the bed and begging to taste him.
Nexus tosses me a wink before dipping down to swipe his tongue across the piercing on Nebula’s tip. He licks the pre-cum shining on the metal clean, groaning loudly before he takes the tip into his mouth. The stretch of his lips around Nebula’s length is obscene.
When he takes more and more into his mouth until he’s gagging around the tip as it slips into his throat, I can’t help but shift my thighs together to relieve some of the ache building in my core.
I always imagined pack life would be full of sexual debauchery, but witnessing it in person makes those fever dreams seem unimaginative.
Nebula’s head falls back, his hips jerking with each hurried bob of Nexus’ mouth. “Be good,” he growls when Nexus pops off of his length to swirl his tongue around his tip for the third time. “Take me back into your mouth and let me fuck your throat like the needy little cock whore you are.”
My jaw drops, mouth parting at the filthy demands pouring from this alpha’s mouth. Titan smirks at me, leaning in to give me a quick, dirty kiss.
One of his huge arms bands around Nexus’ waist, lifting him off of his knees far enough to work his skinny joggers down over his hips. “Don’t worry, Neb, I’ll take care of our bratty Alpha.”
Nexus groans when one of Tee’s large palms smacks down against the bare skin of his bubbly ass, leaving a red mark behind. It had to have hurt to be spanked by Titan, but Nex wiggles his butt inviting the other alpha to torment him more.
Titan pulls a bottle of lube from his pocket and opens it. The cold liquid gliding between Nexus’ cheeks makes him jump, but he quickly settles back down when Tee starts to press one thick finger inside of him.
Watching the three of them, my own need starts to build to a frenzied peak. “Cal,” I whimper. His hand shifts lower, his pinky tucking beneath the band of my leggings.
“Can I take these off, starlight? Let our Alphas see how beautiful their omega is?”
With my hurried approval, he lifts my shirt over my head and tosses it aside. Cool air brushes against my exposed breasts, tightening my nipples and sending a shiver down my spine. His knuckles brush over the peaked nubs before he pushes my pants and soaked underwear to my knees.
My gaze flies to Nebula’s when I hear his pained groan. He looks nearly feral, his hips pumping up into Nexus’ mouth as his eyes fly over every exposed inch of my skin. “So. Fucking. Stunning,” he grits between thrusts.
“Okay, brat, show our girl how good you ride your Alpha.” Titan accompanies the command with another smack to Nexus’ ass. We all watch in awe as the skin ripples from the hit. Nexus really does have the best ass in the whole pack.
Nexus pops off of Nebula’s length, his tongue darting out to catch a drop of pre-cum that rolls down the side. Turning, he knee-walks over to me, his tongue out and a mischievous look in his mocha eyes. “Wanna taste?”
My eyes fly wide, darting between the glossy liquid on his tongue and the wild-eyed alpha behind him. Heat creeps up my neck and over my face as I whisper a soft ‘yes’. Nexus grips my chin, turning my head to the side so Nebula can watch as he presses his tongue into my mouth. Sweet vanilla with an edge of smoke explodes across my tongue, making my eyes roll back into my skull. He tastes like a bowl of homemade vanilla ice cream.
“Fuck,” Nebula rasps. “Get over here and ride me, baby, before I lose my fucking mind.”
Nexus chuckles, pressing a softer kiss to my lips. I’m hypnotized by the sway of his hips as he crawls back over to Nebula. He turns to press his back against the other alpha’s chest and lifts to his knees. My vision narrows to the spot where they connect as Nexus starts to slowly sink down onto Nebula’s length.
Nebula stops Nexus when he’s fully seated on his cock, using his chin to block the leaner alpha from lifting his body. His lips brush Nexus’ neck as he speaks. The words are quiet but they carry over the heavy sounds of our breathing. “I owe you an apology too, baby. All of you actually.”
He glances from me to Callisto and Titan, before focusing back on Nexus. “After Bea came to our apartment and explained why Omen wasn’t there, who she was, I made decisions without your input. I abused my role as pack leader. I’m sorry, so sorry for hurting all of you. For not believing in the connection Fate granted us.”
“We all fucked up,” Titan says as he pats the other alpha on the shoulder. “What matters is admitting we were wrong and finding a way to move forward.”
“You need this,” I murmur, tilting my head toward where they are still connected. “Fix the fraying of your bond these mistakes caused.”
“You’re right, gorgeous. We do need this. And so do you.” Nexus grins at me, eyes flitting down to where Callisto swirls his fingers through the liquid on my thigh, bringing the three fingers shining with my release up toward the light. My beta’s dual-toned eyes meet mine over my shoulder, flicking to Titan beside us, an unspoken question in the mesmerizing orbs.
Fuck it, I’m already this engrossed in the mayhem, we might as well go all out.
When I nod, he offers his fingers to the large alpha. Titan’s dark brown-gray eyes stare at me as his lips wrap around them, loudly licking them clean. That is stupidly hot.
“So full,” Nexus whines, bringing my attention back to him. His fingers dig into the skin of Nebula’s thighs, but euphoric is the only term I can conjure to describe the look on his slightly dazed face.
Callisto slips his hand between my thighs again, urging me to spread my legs wider with a tap. My head falls to his shoulder as he slips two fingers inside of me. His palm presses against my clit, giving me the pressure I need to build my pleasure with each grind against his hand.
I can’t look away from where Nexus slowly rises and falls back down to impale himself on Nebula’s thick length. His ass drops against Neb’s knot with each thrust, and I imagine the larger alpha grabbing my naughty mate’s hips and working the swollen flesh inside of his ass.
When Nexus falls forward, hands gripping onto Titan’s hips and pushing his pants down, I nearly collapse in Callisto’s arms. Nex sloppily takes Titan’s bulky cock into his mouth, rapidly bobbing his head in time with each lift of his hips.
My breath comes in short pants, my perfume steadily filling the room while I watch Nex slowly fist his alpha’s length. His fingers overlap by millimeters when they wrap around him, making my core clench as it imagines the stretch of him inside of me. The stretch would feel so good, but adding his knot afterward? I’m not sure it would ever work.
“It would fit,” Callisto purrs into my ear. “He’d make it fit. Stretch this pretty pussy so good, then fill you with his cum over and over again.” He chuckles when I moan, his fingers pushing deep inside of my center. “One day, Starlight, I’ll watch you take his knot, but for tonight let’s sit back and watch Nexus tease his Alpha’s cock like the brat he is.”
His pace matches the aggressive thrusting of the alpha’s before us, and each twist of his wrist has me spiraling higher and faster toward one of the strongest orgasms I’ve ever experienced.
Listening to the melody of grunts, groans, and moans, I let go of the tether leashing my pleasure and shatter. Callisto jerks against me, muffling a whine against my shoulder as he comes. We collapse to the bed, with him still wrapped around me.
My chest heaves with the aftermath of my release, my eyes slipping closed. They fly open when I hear Nexus shout. I watch avidly as he explodes, cum spurting onto the bed beneath him. Nebula’s muscles strain as his hips pummel into Nexus’ ass until he freezes, roaring as his knot pulses with his release.
Titan is the last to fall, fist pumping his long cock again and again until he comes all over Nexus’ cheek and shoulder.
We’re all cum soaked and sticky with sweat, but no one tries to move. My instincts are thrilled, content to have added the scent of their releases to my nest. Everything feels settled now. Almost like this was some puzzle piece I hadn’t realized was missing.
“Come on, starlight,” Callisto urges, lifting me to my feet and dragging me to the bathroom.
When I glance back at the others I see Titan removing the ropes while Nexus rubs away the marks they caused on Nebula’s skin. An affectionate smile stretches across my lips. They may have messed up a lot with me, but there’s never been any doubt about how much these men care for each other.