Chapter Thirty
Dex
I should have been embarrassed about losing control the freaking nanosecond that Otto put his mouth on me, but my mind had melted along with my body, leaving me unable to do more than mumble an apology.
An abbreviated apology since it ended on a gasp when Otto pulled off my dick and flipped me onto my front, carefully supporting me with one hand while he positioned pillows to keep my weight off my belly and slid my knees under me, leaving my ass in the air.
I wanted to ask what he was doing but when his wet tongue speared between my cheeks, all that came out was a garbled whine, so I gave up and dropped my face to rest on the arm bent under my head.
“You okay up there?” Otto teased, pulling back just enough to be sure I could hear him and then laughing when the vibration of his mouth against my sensitive rim made me moan.
Was I okay? I had absolutely no clue if I was or not. Surely it couldn’t be healthy for every nerve to be firing at once, for my entire body to be trembling as pleasure pulsed through me so fast that I couldn’t even tell where it was originating, could it?
I couldn’t ask Otto since his face was back buried between my ass cheeks, devouring me like he hadn’t eaten in weeks and my ass was the only source of sustenance available.
The faster the moans fell from my lips, the deeper his tongue dove, licking and nibbling my rim when I shuddered and cried out.
I was hard again and trying to hump the air, but Otto was holding me in place with a firm grip on my butt cheeks as he feasted on me.
I couldn’t take anymore, I needed him inside me but I was sobbing and too far gone to know how to tell him.
Luckily, Otto seemed to pick up on my distress and he pulled away, kissing his way up my spine and leaving a trail of my slick as it dripped off his chin.
“You taste so fucking good, baby,” he growled in my ear. “Do you want me?”
I whimpered, shivering when his fingertips ghosted along my painful erection.
“Tell me, Omega,” Otto commanded with Alpha control I’d never heard in his voice before. “If you want me to take you, you have to tell me.”
“Please,” I managed to warble in a broken voice. “I can’t..”
“It’s okay, baby,” Otto’s voice was back, deep and rich but the control aspect was gone. “Sorry. I lost my head for a minute.” His gentle hands probed at my opening and we both moaned. “Oh, you’re so ready for me.”
Then Otto was pushing into me, the fullness making me choke on the air and he stopped, rubbing my back soothingly while I caught my breath. “You ready?”
“Yes.” It was barely a whimper, but Otto heard me and he began to move, grinding into me in slow thrusts that had me seeing stars.
The blood was thrumming in my veins when Otto’s hand gripped me, stroking my erection in time to his deep, sweet thrusts.
“You ready to cum for me, baby?”
“Alpha.” I could talk again but my brain couldn’t figure out how to put words together.
“I’ve got you,” Otto crooned in my ear, shifting just enough that his cock was stroking over the sweet spot I’d heard so much about.
I shouted when my body began to throb, intense pleasure licking through me like white hot flames. Otto stilled over me and then drove into me one more time, grinding deep as he began to pulse inside me.
“Oh, God! Oh, fuck, Dex!” Otto buried his face in my shoulder, muffling his shout as he rode his climax out and then collapsed to the side, rolling me with him as we gasped for breath.
“Are you okay?” Otto choked out as we fought for oxygen. “Did I hurt you?”
“I think you might have killed me,” I managed in between gasps. Otto froze and I realized he thought I was serious, so I sucked in another breath and tried again. “Teasing, Alpha. I’m really, really good.”
“You’re sure?”
“Mmhm,” I murmured, reaching behind me to bring Otto’s hand up to rest on my belly. “It was amazing, Otto. If you’re trying to convince me to let you claim me, I think you might have done it.”
Otto’s breath was warm and humid on my neck when he snickered. “As much as I appreciate the glowing endorsement, It would be irresponsible of me to let you make such a big decision when you’re orgasm drunk.”
I laughed. “It would, huh?”
“Yup,” Otto confirmed, nibbling lightly on my neck. “I want you to be mine, but I want to be sure you mean it when you agree. I don’t ever want you to doubt my love for you or my devotion to our family again. Deal?”
I sighed and melted even closer to him. “Deal, Alpha.” I was so close to falling asleep when I remembered a question from earlier. “Otto?”
“Yeah, baby?”
“What was the emergency that we needed baking stuff for?”
Otto snorted. “Go to sleep, Dex. I’ll tell you tomorrow.”
~*~
Otto
I was awake long before Dex the next morning which gave me time to cuddle him to my chest while I tried to figure out how to broach the topic of why I tried to put together the perfect night for him.
I agreed with Taylor that I needed to, that it wasn’t fair to try and manipulate Dex into a more favorable memory but that didn’t tell me how to do it without seeming like an even bigger dick.
I was thinking -possibly overthinking- so hard that I didn’t notice when my Omega began to wake up, so I startled a bit when his soft voice came from the pillow.
“You’re thinking really hard back there.” He snickered when I jerked. “Sorry. Didn’t mean to catch you off guard.”
“It’s okay.” I stroked my hand down Dex’s chest to rest on his belly, smiling into his hair when he sighed. “Just didn’t realize you were awake.”
Dex yawned and stretched, rubbing our bodies together when he moved before easing over to face me. “Talk to me?”
“Sure,” I agreed, pressing a kiss to his lips. “What about?”
Dex laughed. “Whatever has you thinking so hard this morning.” When I didn’t answer, he stiffened in my arms. “Or not, I guess. I should probably get up, anyway.”
“Hey, no. Don’t go.” I blew out a frustrated breath. “I want to talk to you about it. I’ve been trying to figure out how to without making you hate me.”
Yeah, if I was trying to make things better, well, that wasn’t the way. Dex stiffened even further and placed his hand on my chest to push me away.
“Came to your senses, huh?” Dex sounded more sad than angry. “Don’t worry about it, Otto. Like I told you, I didn’t expect it to last. I’ll get out of your hair.”
“Baby, no.” I caught Dex’s wrist as he tried to move away. “That is absolutely not what I’m thinking.”
Dex didn’t answer. He didn’t pull his wrist back but also didn’t let me pull him back to me. Instead, he shifted to sit up and leaned against the headboard, his arm limp in my grip and his eyes trained on the comforter.
I swallowed a sigh. I didn’t know what the right way to do this was, but I’d definitely found a wrong way. What’s the old saying? In for a dime, in for a dollar? Whatever, the sentiment was the same, so I decided to just go for it and hope for the best.
“Taylor told me what I did to you,” I said, ignoring the tremble in my voice.
Instead of clearing anything up, Dex just looked confused when he looked up. “Which part?”
“Um, the night. The first one.”
Somehow I was muddling it up as I tried to clear the air because Dex just stared at me a little wide-eyed before sighing. “Okay. Then maybe if I call him he can tell me what the hell is going on.”
The bitterness in his voice made me wince. “Let me try again?”
Dex huffed but nodded, pulling his wrist back to cross his arms over his chest.
I drew in a centering breath and ripped off the band aid.
“About our first time. That you were waiting for me and I,” I swallowed and forced the words out, “raped you out in the woods. I don’t expect you to forgive me for that, but I was hoping last night could replace that as our first time.
That maybe we could have a, um, a mulligan? ”
Well, the confusion was gone but now Dex was staring at me in horror.
“I didn’t mean to manipulate you,” I tried to assure him.
“I just thought telling you before might make it less..” I shrugged as I ran out of words.
“Anyway, that’s what I was trying to figure out.
How to approach it to tell you so it wasn’t manipulative but also didn’t make you think it wasn’t because I love you. ”
When Dex finally spoke, he was back to staring at the bed and sounded appalled. “Otto, I swear on everything I love that I never told anyone you raped me.”
“It’s okay, Dex,” I assured him. “I mean, it’s true so there’s no reason you shouldn’t have. Um, you probably should have reported it instead of protecting me. You still can.”
Dex’s eyes shot back to mine and to my surprise they were flashing angrily. “I never told anyone you raped me because you didn’t, dumbass. And you better believe I’ll be taking that up with Taylor.”
“Dex, I..”
“I’m still talking,” Dex snapped. “I was more than a willing participant in everything that happened. Or did you forget about the fact that I was the one who climbed your fence? That I was the one that approached you?”
“I know that but..”
“But what?” Dex all but spit at me.
I groaned. “Dex, I wasn’t trying to make you mad, I swear.”
“You didn’t answer me.”
“But I remember enough to know I pinned you to the ground and forced you,” I gritted out through my teeth. “And I know I threw you out right after. No one’s first time should be like that.”
Dex surprised me by laughing. “You’re right. You were an absolute fucking prick afterward but the first part? Where my Alpha wanted me so much that he pinned me down and fucked me senseless? I jerk off to that memory all the time.”
“You do?” I stared at him, noting the deep flush rising in his cheeks. Then I caught the shift in his scent, the pheromones that screamed his arousal to the world. “Oh, fuck. You’re serious, aren’t you?”
Dex’s lips twisted into a wicked grin and he pulled the comforter aside so I could see his erection growing.
“I am very serious,” he said firmly, wrapping one hand around his dick and squeezing lightly.
“Last night was wonderful but our real first time is not a memory that I want to forget. In fact, once I have the baby, I was hoping for a repeat.”
I swallowed hard, my cock springing up to push at the covers. “I, um, I think we can manage that.”
“Good.” Dex scooted back over, throwing his leg over my hips to straddle me and bringing my spare hand to his dick. “In the meantime, what are you going to do about this?”