Session notes
Delilah Appointment Three
Client Name: Delilah P. Darling
Therapist: Rhys Hartwell, LMFT
Session Type: Individual, In-office (Court-Mandated)
Setting: Individual, In-office
Presenting Issue:
Client continues participation in therapy as required following documented incidents involving relational boundary violations and behavioral volatility. Client is concurrently attending group therapy and voluntarily engaged in anger management programming.
Session Summary:
Client arrived on time and presented in a composed, appropriate manner. While her natural expressive style remains vibrant and highly animated, the session reflected a notable shift toward emotional honesty and sustained reflective dialogue.
Client shared updates regarding her relationships with two individuals previously discussed (“Jett” and “Benji”), expressing increased awareness of emotional impact and reciprocity.
Client was able to articulate motivations behind past behaviors with greater clarity and demonstrated insight into how her actions affect others. She reported boundary-consistent interactions and described recent events with a tone of accountability rather than justification.
When discussing a high-stress interpersonal conflict involving multiple parties, client remained emotionally regulated and avoided minimization or deflection.
She expressed concern for others’ wellbeing and demonstrated an emerging ability to prioritize emotional safety over impulsive gratification.
While the session included moments of levity and flirtation, these did not dominate the conversation.
Client engaged willingly in guided exploration of underlying fears related to abandonment, rejection, and emotional vulnerability.
Her reflections indicated progress in differentiating between genuine intimacy and performance-based coping mechanisms.
Intervention:
Therapist provided validation of client’s increased self-awareness and reinforced the importance of internal reflection over external reaction. Focus was placed on recognizing emotional safety as a prerequisite to intimacy.
Therapist employed motivational interviewing techniques to explore the client’s desire for continued personal growth and deeper emotional reciprocity in her relationships.
Client was praised for demonstrated behavioral shifts, including respect for boundaries, appropriate conflict resolution, and reduced impulsivity in high-stakes interactions.
Continued journaling was assigned with a new focus: mapping perceived patterns in attachment behavior and identifying internal cues of emotional dysregulation.
Clinical Impressions:
Client is displaying marked improvement in emotional regulation.
Increased capacity for reflection and insight, particularly in relational dynamics.
Reduction in boundary-testing and provocative behavioral strategies.
Emotional defenses remain present but less dominant; client shows capacity for trust.
High intelligence, strong verbal processing, and emerging willingness to explore deeper emotional truths.
Continued need for structured support, but trajectory indicates positive clinical response.
Next Steps:
Continue individual therapy with emphasis on attachment style exploration.
Encourage deeper engagement with group therapy to reinforce relational modeling.
Shift journaling focus to emotional cue awareness and attachment mapping.
Maintain strong therapeutic container while supporting client’s autonomy and evolving identity.
Monitor for sustained behavioral consistency in high-emotion scenarios.
Clinical Shitshow
Private Notes – Session 3: Delilah P. Darling
For destruction. Probably via fire. Or a vat of bleach.
Location: My office, which now smells like her. Again.
Duration: Too short.
Mood: Skinless. Rabid. Hers.
She walked in like a sin I haven’t earned. Short dress, thigh-highs, the perfume I picked clinging to her. She knew I’d breathe it in and picture my mouth between her thighs instead of telling her to sit down like a goddamn professional.
And then she spoke. “Do you want me on my knees or the desk?”
Do I want? Fucking hell, I need. But I’m a therapist. I am her therapist. At least until I burn the whole board and write a new code of ethics in cum and regret.
She brought me a bag. Gags. More than one. I didn’t even ask if they were used. I didn’t care. She offered submission like it was a trapdoor I could fall through. And I fell.
I asked if she’d be my pet and she said, “Yes, sir.” So I collared her. Buckled it around her throat and she was melting into my palm like she was made to be held there.
Touching her is like pressing a detonator. Instant obliteration.
And then, Susan fucking buzzed in with a call from Walter. Who told us Benji had cleaned up every single charge. The HOA president dropped everything. Even dragged Hansen and Petergrind down with her.
It’s over. The legal stuff. The stalking. Vandalism charges. The gym incident. Chad. Hank. Margo.
It’s all going away.
Which means we’re free.
And I can’t stop thinking: If we’re no longer court-mandated, then I’m no longer bound by the board. There’s nothing to stop me from spending every waking second devouring her until she forgets her own name and only answers to mine.
She asked if she still had to see me for the remaining weeks.
I think I laughed. I don’t remember. I was dizzy with her in my lap, her thighs under my hand, her voice saying shit like “keep your cock warm under your desk.”
Jesus fucking Christ.
I gave her my address.
That was the final nail. No boundary left. No pretense. Just inevitability with thigh-highs and bite marks.